"What is it, Light? Are you alright?" L asked nuzzling Light's neck.
Light turned his head away from where Kira was standing. He rubbed his cheek against the top of L's head, "I'm fine. Don't worry."
Light through the front door of Sayu's house and ran up stairs to his room locking himself inside it. "Where are you?"
"That's different… Light-o actually wants to see me?" Kira chuckled to himself. "What is it you want?" He said standing at the foot of Light's bed.
"You know exactly! What was that? Y-you killed—"
"I didn't kill anyone."
"But that car crash—"
"—was an accident," Kira interrupted as Light fell to his knees. "Seriously Light, what would I gain by killing innocent bi-standers? That's not how I work."
"And yet you want me to kill Ryuzaki," Light lowered his eyes to the floor angrily.
"Because he was trying to kill you. 'Once is once' as he always said, and I agree completely." Kira smiled standing in front of Light. "What is it, Light? Why are you getting scared all of a sudden?"
Light sighed leaning back against the door staring into his copy's crimson eyes. "You were serious last night, weren't you?"
Kira thought for a moment, "If you're talking about Sayu, yes. I wouldn't ask if I wasn't sure."
Light drew in a shaky breath of air, "If you want her dead then why don't you just kill her? It's not like you need me to move around for you."
"Are you saying I'm allowed to kill her?" Kira chuckled lightly.
"What? No! I would never want that for my sister." Light glared at Kira who was leaning over him smiling madly. "I'm just saying if you're able to move things then why ask me to do it?"
Kira rolled his eyes, "You don't listen to a word that comes out of my mouth, do you?" Kira sighed, "No matter… Light, you know there is one goal that both me and your subconscious wish to achieve… getting your memories back." Kira brushed Light's bangs behind his ear, "You know that."
Light felt uneasy feeling Kira's cold fingers fluttering in his hair. "I'm not hurting Sayu," He had a pained expression on his face.
"Is my Light confused again?" Kira asked squatting down beside Light so that they were eye level.
"No," Light muttered feeling tears prickling his eyes. "It's just that something inside me is telling me to listen to you, and it's getting harder and harder to fight." Light felt tears run down his face.
"Why are you crying?" Kira asked wiping the tears away with his hand.
"I-I don't know," Light said staring wide eyed at his hands. "Why do you care?"
"I don't really care. It was just a question."
"Well thanks for the sympathy," Light scoffed hugging his knees to his chest. He slowly scanned his room. He got up and unlocked his door, "I guess I better go back and make sure Ryuzaki is okay."
Kira outstretched his right arm closing the door when Light opened it. "Light…" Light was surprised by how loud he was. Kira's bangs hid his solemn expression.
"What are you doing? Let me out, Kira." Light tugged on the door again, but it remained closed. "Kira," Light glared at the figure that was becoming clearer and clearer with each passing moment.
Kira stood up leaning against the door.
"Kira, move," Light growled.
Kira smirked at him, "No."
Light pushed him causing no effect. Kira's smile grew at Light's efforts till he was chuckling. "You're actually really weak, ya know?" He laughed as Light tried to move him.
Light pulled back scowling at him, "Why won't you move?"
"I want to spend some time with my Light," Kira muttered running his fingers through Light's hair. "Ryuzaki keeps getting in the way."
Light jerked away from Kira's hand which pressed his legs against his bed. "What are you talking about?"
Kira stepped towards him only making Light step back falling onto his bed. Kira pinned Light's wrists beside his head as he crawled over him. "Everything is Ryuzaki. I'm tired of Ryuzaki. I want to have some fun, Light."
Light tried to move his wrists that were held firmly in place by Kira's hands. He jerked up making his chest shoot up in an awkward way. He hoped it would surprise Kira enough to get him to move. Kira straddled Light's hips smirking as he stretched his entire body over Light. Light struggled to move, but failed miserably.
"Let go of me Kira!" Light growled at him.
"I don't think I will. I've been watching from the sidelines for quite some time, Light. I'm actually getting very curious." Kira tilted his head to one side. "What is it that you want most?"
Light stared at him in fear and curiosity. "I-I want to be with Ryuzaki." His chest started moving rapidly as his breathing accelerated.
"But you want to have your memories back, right?"
Light breathed searching for some type of answer inside himself. He was silent for a while. "I don't know."
"I think you do. You just don't want to fess up to it."
"Kira get off of me! I don't want to talk about this right now. I can't talk to you about this anyway."
"And why not?"
"You're not real! Y-you're just my former self."
"Wrong Light. I'm more than just a figment of your imagination. I'm also your past memories. Right now I'm actually physical, which means that I'm getting stronger. Light, you're the one who's making me stronger. I need you to do this for me in order to save both me and you."
Light bit his bottom lip thinking for a moment, "I can't kill Sayu."
Kira nuzzled Light's neck, "Please?"
Light was surprised. Was Kira actually begging? "I can't kill my own sister."
"I could help you do it."
"I-it's not a matter of physically not being able to do it. I can't kill my sister. I know I just met her and I barely know anything about her, but she's the only thing I have left. I can learn more about who I was from her…"
Kira smirked, "You wouldn't have to if you would just kill her. Then all your memories would return to you."
Light flinched a little when he felt Kira's lips trace his clavicle. "W-why does it have to be her?" Light asked quietly.
"It's not like you'd kill anyone else. She's in our way, Light."
"Please," Light begged almost whimpering. "I-I don't want to be a murderer…"
Kira tilted his head curiously to the right staring down at Light. "Light, I—"
"Are you alri—" L started as he enter Light's room. He saw Light being pinned down by… Light? No. The Light on top had scarlet gleaming eyes. Kira.
"Ryuzaki…" Light whispered quietly.
"Light," L nodded towards him. Then he glared at the red eyed figure, "Kira."
Kira chuckled, "Guess he got me. Bye Light," Kira smiled toothily at Light before disappearing.
L rushed over to Light, "Are you alright, Light?"
"I'm fine," He smiled sitting up.
"He didn't do anything to you, did he?"
Light chuckled half heartedly, "Nothing too terrible. C'mon let's go see Sayu."
Light fell asleep rather quickly. He was pretty much questioned by L the entire night or being probed by L's eyes. Light really didn't want to talk about Kira. He just wanted to sleep.
Sayu made them a giant Japanese feast filled with all types of cuisine that Light- to his knowledge- was unfamiliar with. They sat in the living room afterwards chatting and laughing at each other.
Light really loved Sayu. He built a familiar bond with the small brunette he'd met only a day ago. Light's eyes got wide. Two days ago, right? That means tomorrow is… Oh great.
"I hope they don't go all out," Light muttered quietly to himself closing his eyes. It was his birthday after all. His mind swirled with thoughts of all the possibilities. Light sighed sinking back down into the sheets smiling.
Light woke up to hear chuckling. He lowered his eyes in the dark looking at his clock. 24:47.
"You're up early," Light snarled rubbing under his eyes.
"I've been busy," Kira smiled chuckling madly again.
Light cocked one of his eyebrows as he moved to get out of bed. He spotted something lying on the ground beside him making him stop dead in his tracks.
L Lolliay
L Lawlié
Elle lawliette
L Lawliette
Ele Lawliet
L Lawliet
Sayu Yaga
Sayu Yagami
"You didn't," Light asked in both surprise and dread.
"Oh I didn't. You did," Kira smiled.
Light looked at the pen in his right hand. How had he not felt that? He dropped it immediately rushing out of his room. "Sayu!"
This chapter is super short! lolz. I didn't write anythis weekend cuz a friend and I switched flashdrives last weekend sooo... yeah!
Here's where I explain L's name, since I didn't last time.
I'm not sure if you pronounce Lawliet as (Lolli-ay) or (Lolli-ette) so if some1 could tell me the correct way to put it its greatly appretiated.
Man I felt a major Kingdom Hearts moment going on. 'You have to make my memories appart of you to fully awaken, Light."
I halfheartedly shouted, "No SORA!"
XDXDXD
Anyway super short, but really sad. :'( SAYU WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN TO YOU? (if you havent already figured it out)