PAISLEYS STORY
Oh my goodness I want the ground to swallow me up now.
sheriden just turned and ran
"don't mind me guys" kacey stumbled her way in to the bathroom giggling away, then I heard her throw up in to the toilet.
Kendall got up and got his bottom half-dressed again after our hasty sex session. and I quickly pulled my dress down to cover my modesty... not that I had any left.
"so you wanna go meet your friend?" Kendall asked me, but looked at the floor.
"um... yeah. sounds good. I don't want to be stuck here listening to that all night" I pointed to the bathroom and smiled, trying to make light of a tense situation.
Kendall didn't respond.
"I'll just... um... sort myself out" I knocked on the bathroom door, kacey had finished chucking her guts up enough to let me freshen up. I shut the door behind me but could hear her talking to Kendall in the main room.
"so is this how you and james will welcome us all in to the club" she slurred out
"shut up" came Kendalls reply
"ahh cmon. we both got screwed over by james and Sheriden"
"kacey your drunk. i suggest you shut up before you end up back in detroit or where ever Sheriden found you"
I heard the room door open and close. I guess Kendall must have stepped out.
i walked back out to where kacey now lay on her bed fully clothed.
"kacey what the fuck happened with you tonight?" kacey started laughing.
"i could say the same to you pais'" i left her to it and walked out the door. Kendall was waiting for me in the corridor. we walked to the elevator in silence.
the lift doors shut and we began our decent to the lobby.
"Kendall are you... " he cut me off
"not now paisley"
I stayed silent, once out of the elevator he strode a few paces in front all the way to his car. his face looked liked thunder.
had i done something wrong. he seemed to want me up there, so whats happened now? had his fun and now bored with me?
we got in to the car and he started the engine and drove off.
what was this guys problem. he had given it all the paisley your beautiful, paisley do you mind me kissing you.
was it all a trick? and what the fuck was that grin all about when Sheriden and kacey burst in at the wrong moment.
L.A. certainly wasn't what I thought it would be.
Kendall had driven in silence for a couple of miles, no music on or anything inside the car then he pulled over to the side of the road.
fear struck me that instant. shit what is this freak gonna do to me now.
i looked out the window Kendall had driven in to a lay by on the side of a quiet road. i lifted my hand ready to grab the door handle and run.
"paisley do you do this kind of thing a lot?" Kendall broke the silence.
"huh? what kind of thing" i replied
"do you have random sex with people you hardly know" he clarified his question
" um... no not really. i mean, to be honest i have a boyfr..."
"so why did you with me tonight?" he cut my reply off with another accusing question.
"well... im not sure. I mean your Kendall Schmidt from big time rush. not many girls would not take you up on that offer"
"is it just because of who I am, or did you actually like me?" Kendall now turned to look me in the eye. I took my hand off the door lever.
obviously Kendall has some issues.
" Kendall, you're a nice guy. I hardly know anything about you though, but given the chance then I would have preferred to get to know you before... well you know".
"ok im sorry, you know for everything. it was a mistake"
wow im a mistake to him now. that's great.
"yeah well that makes two of us" i replied sarcastically.
he started the car again
"no! you know what. I have no clue to who I am any more". Kendall turned his engine off again as he spoke to himself.
he carried on talking.
"I thought that this would make things better in my head but nope, nothing is that fucking simple is it!"
okay! I got the feeling this wasnt about the two of us having sex anymore.
"Kendall. I don't really understand whats going on?"
"her. she fucks with my head all the time"
"who? kacey?" I asked
he laughed bitterly
"sheriden" came his dry emotionless response.
"oh... are you two still a thing?"
he laughed again.
"no. I wish. I screwed it all up, we both screwed it all up". he squeezed the steering wheel
he had the look in his eye that i had seen countless times before from my boyfriend when i found out he had cheated on me. only difference was kendalls sorrow in his face looked real.
"can I ask you a question Kendall?"
he looked at me again.
"sure"
"do you do this a lot... sleep around, taking advantage of who you are?" I tried to sound as less accusing as I could.
"no. your the first person ive had sex with in a long while" his reply was honest.
"so you planned it out that sheriden might just happen to catch us doing it and you thought that would make you feel better?"
"something like that" came his distanced response.
"do you still love sheriden, kendall?" i felt in control of this situation now and liked using his name, just as he had felt in control of seducing me earlier.
"no I don't love her. I don't think I do, she just has this hold on me... look tonight has been a total mess. im really sorry"
"kendall its alright to talk about stuff you know. even if it hurts. give me you phone!"
"what? why do you want my phone?"
"just give it to me" kendall got his iphone from his pocket and handed it to me.
I punched my number in to his contacts.
"look. there you go, you have my number now. im ready when you are when you want to talk, because I definitely think you got to talk to someone. you're gonna get your self in to trouble one day doing shit like this... im on the pill by the way. you never bothered to ask"
"hm, story of my life" came a mumbled reply from him.
"what?" I was confused
"paisley how old are you?"
"19"
"you have the mind of someone much older you know?" he smiled as he talked.
he started the car yet again and this time drove away to the short distance of the nightclub.
after parking the car up the atmosphere Kendall had created seemed slightly less tense. we saw james just inside the door, he was chatting on his phone. Kendall stopped for a minute waiting to chat to him. Kendall made awkward eye contact as we listened in to the one ended conversation james was having on his phone.
"thats better. can you hear me okay now?"
"hey buddy".
"sorry baby kendall just got here. what news do you have?"
"yeah we are all here waiting for you now. where are you? you okay? whats the news? did kacey hurt you?"
"oh babe! really? well are you at mine?"
"okay well I'll see you tomorrow morning then sheriden okay. you take it easy baby. love you millions too Sheri"
"night"
well at least I wouldn't have to show my shamed face to sheriden again tonight, it didn't sound like she was coming out.
"hey man, sorry about that, sheridens back is playing her up again so she is gonna skip tonight. paisley. amberleigh is just through there she is with Logan Henderson. she can introduce you"
oh okay obviously james wanted to talk to Kendall alone.
"actually james, im not feeling that great either, if Logan and you are okay to get the girl's home im gonna shoot off home" i heard kendall say just before i was ushered away inside.
great not even a good bye then kendall. thanks a bunch.
i walked over to amberleigh determined to make this in to a better evening than it had been so far.