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"Kill me…" L muttered blankly looking at the notebook.
Mello and Matt both sat up, "No you idiot!"
L flinched slightly at the two. "How else do you suggest we test it?"
"We sho—"
"No more Ryuk!" Light yelled. He walked into the living area. L quickly put the notebooks under his shirt.
Ryuk sprawled out on the floor. He twitched slightly, "…Apples… apples… apples…"
Light rolled his eyes, "You've had enough."
"No such thing…"
"You're not getting any…"
"D…damn you…"
Light walked up to L, "I'm going to take a shower then I'm going to bed."
L nodded, "Alright. I'll be in your room when you're done."
Light tried to hide the fact that he was blushing, "W-why don't you sleep in Mom and Dad's room?"
Mello hopped off of Matt, "Because we're spending the night." He smirked getting somewhat closer to Light.
Light rolled his eyes at the blonde, "You're gay you can sleep together in Sayu's room."
"Two things, Goldilocks," Mello muttered. "One. You're gay too, so stop trying to act like you're a straight bastard." Light turned bright red. "Two. We're not sleeping in the same room where your sitter was killed in." Light flinched slightly.
He cleared his throat slightly, "O-okay…"
"Hey Light," L said as Light crawled into bed.
"I'm really tired, L…" Light muttered turning his back to L.
"I know…" L looked at the back of Light's head. He ran his fingers through Light's hair hoping it would make Light calmer towards him. "You know Mello's just kidding when he teases you like that…"
Light sighed and turned around to see L's face. He didn't know it was that close to him, so he blushed looking at L nervously, "I- I know… I just hate it when he's right."
L went to stroking Light's cheek instead of his hair, "Does this make you uncomfortable?"
Light thought for a moment… "Well It's not laying here like this because I've slept with you before… It just pisses me off when Mello's right…"
"Right about what?" L asked arching one of his eyebrows.
Light's blush deepened as he placed a shaky kiss on L's lips. It was a small peck but it sent sparks through both of the male's bodies. Light pulled away from the kiss but scooted closer to him afterwards so that he was cuddled against his chest. "So there… Whenever I'm being difficult you can hold that against me…"
L was surprised. That gay comment must have really affected him, but… it made L happy to have Light cuddled against him. He didn't like fighting him. He kissed the top of Light's head, "I'll remember that."
L watched Light as he slowly drifted off to sleep. He looked peaceful and content as he gripped L tighter. He had a small smile over his lips.
"What are you doing?" Mello asked Matt, who was leaving the room.
"I'm dying for a smoke," Matt whispered.
"You shouldn't smoke at this time of night." Mello muttered stretching and rolling out of bed.
Matt sighed, "Fine… I guess I'll go to bed…"
"You're not gonna fight me anymore?" Mello smirked as Matt walked over to him.
"Mmmm… can't… I'm too tired…" Matt wrapped his arms around his lover's shoulders. He gently nuzzled his neck breathing in Mello's sweet scent.
Mello ran his hands up and down Matt's spine, "And here I was getting used to this dominance phase…"
Matt chuckled softly, "If I have to worry about anyone else dying I need you to be there for me."
Mello frowned, "I'm always here for you Mattie."
Matt squeezed Mello, "I know… but today… I thought if you left me… I'd die Mello…"
Mello's eyes widened and he hugged Matt's hips closer to him, "I'm not gonna leave you Matt. That would never happen."
Matt smiled and kissed Mello's lips. "'Kay I'm gonna go for a smoke." Matt said getting ready to walk off.
"Didn't I just tell you you shouldn't be smoking at this time of night," Mello said raising his eye brows.
Matt chuckled slightly, "Sorry I just can't stop thinking about that. I haven't had a good smoke in forever…"
Mello pulled Matt closer to him. "Not tonight okay?" Matt chewed on his bottom lip but nodded. Mello smiled kissing the top of Matt's head. "I wanted to talk to you anyway."
Matt arched one of his eyebrows, "About today?"
"About testing the Death Note. L said he would die, but of course that can't happen." Mello's arms wrapped securely around Matt's waist. "Well what if I died?" Mello was lost in thought but Matt's eyes were wide. "You could test the notebook by writing my na—"
"—Idiot!" Matt yelled pushing Mello away from him. His vision getting hazy from the tears stinging his eyes. The force Matt used to push Mello sent the red head to the ground unable to control the tears that were running down his cheeks. "Y-you really th- think that's gonna solve anything!" Matt's hair and goggles shielded his eyes, but Mello could tell he was crying. "What about being L's successor? What about all we've worked for? What about all you've worked for Mello?" Matt balled up his hands into fists. "You think we won't need you? …And me. You're just gonna leave me? You don't think I'll miss you?"
Mello stood there surprised by Matt's sudden outburst, but for some reason it made him happy and sad. Happy because Matt cared so much about him. Sad because he'd made his lover cry. Mello fell to his knees and pulled Matt into his chest. It was then when Matt completely lost it. He squeezed Mello while sobbing into his chest. Mello removed Matt's goggles and began stroking his hair. "I'm sorry, Mattie. I wasn't thinking about what you would go through."
Matt clutched his lover for dear life. His watery Emerald eyes met Mello's sapphire ones. The shear sight of Matt made Mello's heart ache. "Mello…" Matt muttered, "I need you. I want you. If you died on me… I- I wouldn't be able to take it. I would die Mello. I would…" Matt's voice cracked at that moment.
Mello licked Matt's tears and gave him light kisses along his cheeks. "I'm sorry," Mello whispered.
"I love you so much Mello," Matt said truthfully.
"I love you too Mattie," Mello said hugging Matt tightly. Mello looked into Matt's eyes feeling the love that was in them. "Kiss me…" Matt was somewhat surprised by Mello's request. However, he was going to please him so he placed a small kiss on Mello's lips.
Mello smiled into the kiss when he felt Matt nibbling on his bottom lip. After the conversation at Christmas, Matt was surprising him with his little bursts of dominance. Matt sucked on Mello's lip requesting entrance, which Mello allowed. However, Mello wasn't about to be dominated so easily.
Their tongues clashed wrestling each other for dominance. Matt moaned wrestling each other for dominance. Matt moaned himself weakened when Mello took control of his entire mouth. Mello massaged Matt's tongue with his own shivering every time Matt moaned into the kiss, which only made Mello deepen their kiss. They pulled away only a string of saliva connecting them as they panted heavily. Mello leaned his forehead on Matt's so they could stare into each other's lust filled eyes.
"Matt…" Mello said trying to catch his breath. "I want you so bad right now."
Matt wrapped his arms around Mello's neck, "I do too but… I think Light would be mad if we messed up his parent's sheets."
Mello kissed Matt again, "Don't worry. I promise we won't mess them up too badly…"
Light squirmed slightly, "L…" He sighed feeling himself wake up. L was watching him, which didn't surprise Light. "L, why don't you ate me?"
L wasn't expecting Light's question, "Why would you ask me that?"
Light flinched slightly, "I… I just wanted to know. I'm a murderer, L."
"You are not a murderer Light!" L couldn't allow Light to condemn himself. "I know your intensions and I know you regret being Kira. Light, I love you and could never hate you."
Light's heart pounded in his ears. "W-why?"
L said Kissing Light softly. "I love you because you're you. You're my best friend, Light. We both have similarities and differences that make us perfect for each other."
Light smiled sadly. He was truly happy to be loved by the detective. He just wished they could have met in a way other than Kira. "L… I-I lo.. I lo…" Light gulped his pride and kissed the detectives lips. "I love you…"
L felt so happy. His heart was pounding as Light's lips hovered over his own. He washed up the hot feeling he got when Light's shaky breath hit his lips. L sighed filling the empty space between them. Not needing to request entrance L tangled their tongues into a sloppy, wet kiss. L pushed dominating him. Light gasped feeling his lover on top of him. "L…" He breathed out his name.
L pushed away from Light. He stroked Light's cheek while brushing his fingers in his hair. "Light… you should get some sleep…"
Light frowned, "But I—"
L placed his hand over Light's mouth, "Later…"
"What is it?" Light asked when L laid down his back to Light. L was silent. Light wrapped his arms around L's shoulders. He tried to look at his face but failed. "L?"
"M-M-M-Mello!" Matt stammered when he felt the blonde insert a third well-lubed finger into him.
Mello gasped looking at the handy work he'd just given Matt's neck, "What… is it Mattie?" Mello asked when he started spreading Matt's entrance.
Matt grit his teeth. "It hurts…" He whimpered.
"You know it always feels better when I'm inside you," Mello said not stopping his scissoring fingers.
Matt leaned his head all the way back gripping the sheets underneath him. He bit his lip to suppress the strangled cries that wanted to be released. When Mello's fingers stopped their motion Matt looked up, "Then do it… already… Quit making me… wait…"
Mello only needed that motivation. Mello positioned himself under Matt. "You ready?"
Matt nodded feeling his mind already beginning to fog over. "Ready…"
Mello slowly pushed himself inside Matt. He moaned feeling Matt's inner walls close around his erection. Matt pulled his right hand to his mouth and bit down till he tasted blood. Tears pricked his eyes but Mello quickly licked them away. "Matt…" Mello breathed. "Matt I want to hear you…" Mello pulled out of Matt slowly.
Matt took his hand out of his mouth. "W-what if they hear?"
Mello kissed Matt's bloody hand. "Let them hear," Mello said before slamming inside of Matt. The red head screamed at the painful pleasure that was inside him. Mello kissed Matt as Matt wrapped his legs around Mello's waist. Mello groaned at the beautiful sounds his lover was making.
Mello raised Matt's hips slightly before jerking his hips forward. Matt made a high pitched yelp. "Fuck Mello! R-right there! Please!" Mello groaned while they began to thrust in time with each other. Their breaths mixed together before crushing their lips together. This kiss was intoxicating and uncoordinated. They were too preoccupied with their thrusting to care…
L's ears cocked when he heard the scream. Light leaned forward and whispered, "What was that?"
L listened out for more sounds when he heard, "Fuck Mello! R-right there! Please!" L's eyes widened as he turned to Light.
"Are they…"Light trailed off in mid sentence.
L shook his head, "Those boys…"
Light snuggled closer to L, "I-I guess it's fine…"
L sighed turning to hug Light close to his chest, "Thank you for putting up with those two."
"It's no problem…" L said breathing in L's warm, sweet scent. He felt love and security rolling off the detective. He was relaxed. "How could I have ever tried to hurt you?" Light whispered before falling asleep.
"Mello!" Matt cried curling his toes when he came spilling his essence across the blonde's chest. Mello pushed himself deeper inside Matt still hearing his moans. His thrusting began to quicken before he released coating Matt's inner walls with his seed.
Mello fell forward pulling out of Matt. Matt curled up against Mello's body feeling his eyes droop slightly. "Matt…" Mello breathed trying to recover his breath. "We haven't done that… in so long…"
"Yeah…" Matt agreed snuggling closer to his seme.
"We should do that more often," Mello said regaining his breath.
"Yeah…" Matt muttered not listening.
"Matt…"
"Hmmm….?"
"Let's have sex."
"We just did…"
"So? Let's do it again! Let's change it up a bit. I'll let you be on top."
Matt finally opened his eyes, "You never let me be on top."
"Really? What about that one time in L's kitchen?"
"I sat on you…"
"But you were on top…"
"You still entered me," Matt said closing his eyes once and for all.
Mello cradled Matt's fragile body as if it were made of glass. He couldn't imagine what it would be like to lose Matt. "I love you Mail…" He said kissing Matt's forehead.
"I love you too Mihael…"
The two males fell asleep in each other's arms.
L looked at Light who was sleeping peacefully beside him. He brushed through Light's hair with his fingers. Halfway through his brushing he stopped. Ryuk wasn't there. Was he still downstairs? Was he eating apples? The detective thought about this thoroughly. Then he felt a familiar feeling enter him. The feeling he got years ago when he and Watari had to fake their deaths in order to catch Kira and solve the case. A feeling of sorrow and grief. A feeling of death. A feeling that reminded him of his past.
"I hear the bell…"
TBC
hehe tons of breaks. whoot a lemon.
and yeah expect a flash back ;)
don't expect the worst! the bell has many meanings. I just had to lead up to it with the bell.
XD I wasn't even thinking about what to write. I was at school and just though "I'm gonna let my mind lead me to what I should write."
apparently when I let my mind take over I write lemons XD
that made me sound like a perv...
anyway ty 4 reading.
quick message to CocoBunni96
O_O That was the fastest review I've ever gotten. it was like 5 minutes... dude... not that that's weird tho I love ur randomness ;)
kk ty 4 reading and reviewing etc.