sheridens story
I had had a really good time with paisley today at Evans. I felt hopefull that any rift that had been caused between James and kendall because of the stupid things I had done in my life could be repaired.
Paisley would be so good for kendall to have in his life, I had noticed that his eyes had begun to shine again instead of looking so sad.
I was determined that big time rush would not suffer because of me. That band meant the world to James.
Paisley had just got in to her car with kendall. I got in to my own where James was waiting for me.
"Hello blondie" he greeted me with.
I kissed him "hey baby... what do you think?" I asked him, hoping he would like my new hair colour.
"Very sexy! I thought you had changed your mind about doing it?" he smiled.
"A change is as good as a rest" I said and gave James a kiss from his new blonde girlfriend.
"You look great!" I smiled eyeing him over, he wore a navy blue tuxedo, his hair had been cut again too.
"I love your hair that length James...makes you look more my age" I said with a giggle.
He slung his arm around me and laughed."not so much your toy boy now huh, you will have to trade me in for a younger model soon" he joked.
I laughed again " I doubt that maslow... your stuck with me for good I'm afraid"
I gave James another kiss, a longer one this time. His eyes smiled at me as I pulled away.
"Not bad for a blonde" he whispered to me.
I smiled. I loved James so much. My heart ached away as I looked in to his beautiful brown eyes.
Our car pulled up out side the venue. James and I walked out on to the red carpet. We spent several minutes greeting the crowds outside. We posed to have our picture taken, I posed away with James showing off my beautiful dress.
"Sheriden... sheriden" called some of the paperazzi.
James and I walked over to say a few words for the journalist trolls.
"How are you feeling now Sheriden?" One man shouted out with a tape recorder thrust at me.
I felt James squeeze my hand.
"I am feeling so excited for tonite. We hope to raise a lot of money for the charity this evening" I calmly replied, twisting the journalists question to a more suitable answer for myself.
"Sheriden..." I could hear more shouts but James gently pulled me away thanking and smiling at everyone.
We got inside. We had a quick chat with a few guests. James spotted kendall and paisley and wanted to check she wasn't falling to pieces with nerves, so we made our way over... she looked scared stiff clinging on to kendall, James took her in to a back room to give her a pre show chat.
Kendall smiled at me " once again sheriden you have blown me away. You look amazing"
"Thanks" I smiled back "paisley looks stunning doesn't she?" I asked.
"She... had me lost for words. I can't wait to tell her about Amberleigh. I think it will take a load of pressure off us"
"I will sort all that out for you later when things have got in to some kind of order" I replied with a friendly squeeze of his wrist.
Logan and his... company came to greet us.
"Princess... look at you!" Logan said taking my hand and giving me a twirl.
I gave logie a kiss on the cheek and greeted his date with a smile.
"Sara this is Sheriden Lloyd" Logan introduced us.
"Nice to meet you" she mumbled out at me. Logan had his hand on her ass, giving it the occasional rub every now and then.
I adored Logan Henderson so much. He was a funny, caring, beautiful person. I just hated the way he exploited his fame by sleeping with as many girls as he could.
Sara had been his latest fuck interest for the past two weeks according to James. Looking at them now I would think Logan would chuck her out of his bed in the next few days.
It was always the same old story.
I made my excuses and went to say hello to some other guests.
Robbie Williams had decided to grace us with his presence. I used to date Robbie for about a year when I lived in England. We had some fun times together but we influenced each other in terrible ways with alcohol and drugs. But he too has since sorted himself out. It was great to see him.
Guests took to their tables as dinner was soon to be served, I saw James and paisley walk back in. Paisley was atleast smiling now so I was pleased.
James greeted all the guests that were at our own table before giving me a kiss on the cheek and sitting down.
The evening moved on smoothly, everyone seemed to be having fun, I introduced paisley on to the stage. She sang superbly.
I took her a glass of champagne to celebrate her success as she came back stage.
I hope she knew how well she did.
James and the boys came off stage. We gave kendall what he had asked for, the legal documents stating he no longer owned part of the record label. He felt it wasn't for him after everything that had happened and didn't want to risk any added pressure to his relationship with paisley.
I left them both to chat as I went to go and get changed for my mini return to the cat walk.
I loved days like this, I sometimes got the rare opportunity to appear on runways, mostly charity events like these or sometimes as a special guest for my former campaigns.
My back on somedays caused me no issues what so ever, but there was no way I could survive the excersise routine a catwalk model has to go through to stay in prime condition.
I still thought I looked good for my age but to a professional they would clearly notice I wasn't up to scratch any longer.
I was changed in to a cute Prada red puff ball dress, the skirt was ridiculously layered up. It looked like a dollys dress, the top was tight and sparkly with an open back. Usually I wouldnt wear anything that showed my scar along my spine so freely but it didn't matter today, I had a small scar on my leg from the car crash I had with James too. One of the make up girls was gently patting it with camouflage cream so it wouldn't show.
As well as me I had fellow british models set to go. lily Cole,she worked alongside me as the face for rimmel makeup in london. Kate moss who again used to hang around with Robbie and I back in the day and 5 other models from my own agency.
We all wore Prada.
Prada had been generous enough to donate the clothes and $500.000 to the charity. the dresses all the models wore had being auctioned off to help raise even more money for the sheriden Lloyd foundation.
I did my thing on the runway making sure I enjoyed every second. I clocked James looking up at me. He took my breath away.
I felt amazing up there. I missed modelling so much.
James met me after my stint on the cat walk, he looked very emotional.
"Don't you start me off maslow" I laughed as he scooped me in to his arms. He smelt so good. We spent a few minutes kissing backstage as the other models took their turn showing off the pretty Prada outfits.
My puffy skirt denying me from pressing myself up as close as I would of liked to my amazing boyfriend.
After we mingled with guests and the dancing had begun I could relax. James and I went to talk to our own little btr family.
Carlos introduced me to Jess, she didn't look his usual sort, Jess looked very outgoing, Carlos was a very emotional person, he could get upset very easily and was a complete crybaby when he was tired. he was very immature and childish...but i wouldnt have him anyother way. I didn't envy the other big time rush boys putting up with a tired and grumpy Carlos when stuck on the road with him. Poor James shared a tour bus with him and shawn.
Carlos' girlfriends usually consisted of two qualities. One being she would always wear the trousers in the relationship, which by looking at Jess I could see she definately had that oozing from her. but two, Carlos' girls would always back him up, even when he was wrong and Jess did not look like the sort of girl that would fight in anyone's corner apart from her own.
Jess made tammi, Carlos' ex look like a kitten.
I eyed Jess all over, she looked cheap, wearing an all in one black mini dress, she was as flat chested as a 10 year old boy but if she bent over in the shortest skirt i had seen in a long while, i would expect you could see what she ate for breakfast.
I had already taken a dislike to her before James filled me in on some disturbing information.
After Jess had turned her attention away from greeting us James whispered in my ear that whilst on tour, him and the boys had celebrated 4th of July in Michigan. The day after James had found Logan with Jess doing what logie does best, but when Logan went to shower Jess had tried to come on to james offering him oral sex. Stating that James was by far her favorite.
My blood boiled at the slag that stood before me, if she knew who James was at the time, then she definately knew that he was very much in a relationship with me. That was the one perk of being a tabloid favorite.
As I looked at Jess now in conversation with paisley and kendall I watched how she rubbed her hands all over kendalls chest.
What a whore! How on earth had Carlos managed to get latched on to that.
As I listened to her make paisley feel inadequate I had had enough.
These people were my family, they were all I had in the world.
I would not stand for this trampy Bitch to step in and use the friends that had become my own dear family.
I looked at James who had also seen and heard the goings on of what Jess had started. He cocked his head as if to say, go on then.
So I stepped forward.
"Hi...Jess? ... Sweetheart... Paisley is not plain, she is adorable! she just isn't very good at mastering the look of a slut like you are..."
Kendall led paisley away from the scene I had now created.
Jess smirked at me.
"Does something amuse you Jess?" I asked
"Well yes actually... if your pitiful life wasn't enough to send me in to hysterics then your attempts to keep yourself in the spotlight are almost laughable" she looked to James implying I was only with him to remain in the public eye.
I smiled sweetly at her then gave off a small chuckle.
"Oh dear, do you hold some resentment that my boyfriend prefers to put his cock in my pitiful mouth than in yours?... shame".
Jess tucked some of her brown hair behind her ear.
"Oh sheriden... being crude really doesn't suit you, but I guess its better putting it in that oversized mouth than forgetting your contraception...again" she smiled as James pulled me away, he had heard enough.
What a fucking Bitch. I looked back at her she was now all over Carlos grinning like a cheshire cat.
"Sheri I hope you know better than to listen to any of that shit?" James said as he took me in to a quiet corner.
Tears had welled in to my eyes at the insensitivity of Jess talking about my pregnancy I shared with kendall like that.
I took a deep breath.
"Are you good?" He said with a kiss on my forehead.
I nodded my head. i guess this is the reason why i didnt want people knowing about the baby in the first place.
"Good... let's get you changed out of that dress before Jess chucks a drink over you and some poor guy has just payed $10.000 on ebay for it" he laughed at the silliness of the situation.
This made me laugh.
I went to go get changed. James grabbed my wrist before I walked out of reach.
"Love you Lloyd" he said.
"Love you too maslow" I replied with a smile.
Logan had invited us to his house for some drinks but James and I decided to head home instead.
We said a flurry of goodbyes to so many people before we got the chance to leave.
At home I no longer felt tired, I wish we had of gone to Logans but the thought that Jess may or may not be there put me off making a late entrance.
"Sheriden get changed and we will go out with the dogs" James said.
That sounded good to me, it was a beautiful night... well morning, it had just gone 1am.
I got changed in to some comfy clothes and walked with James along the sandy beach that ran near the bungalow. We hadn't done this for months.
It was so quiet, we only saw 4 other people out and about on the beach, James had a baseball cap on, and I was in jeans and one of James' sweaters, I doubt anyone would recognise us. I loved moments like this.
After we had walked for a while we sat down and watched fox and falco running in to the sea.
I snuggled in to James as he wrapped a protective arm around me.
"James do you remember on cocoa beach when you asked if you made me nervous... I lied. I was so scared" I laughed at my confession.
James smiled "I was scared too... not everyday you get the chance to try and woo the woman of your dreams"
I looked at him and laughed." You didn't think that at the time James you big fibber" I gave him a nudge in the ribs.
"Honestly! I had a thing for you the first time I met you, you came to the set with Carlos that time. You wore red jeans and a white top. I tried talking to you but your cell rang" he said nudging me back in the ribs.
I laughed at James' crystal clear memory of the first day he layed eyes on me.
"Your so lovely James" I said snuggling back in to him looking out at the ocean.
"Yeah... I know" he joked and kissed my forehead "now look at us, just about to move in to our own home in bel air"
"It's crazy... but I love you so much maslow" I rubbed his chest with my hand that was wrapped around him.
"Love you too Sheri" he said.
We both sat there watching the dogs swim in the sea under the moonlit beach.
"Cmon let's gets back baby" James said with a glint in his eye " let's put that pitiful mouth of yours to good use"
I giggled at James as he pulled me up from my sitting position in the sand, and he gave my bum a pat as we hurried home.
i have started on the next chapter and it will be put on here in the next few days, thanks for reading xxx treehatsrock xxx