PAISLEYS STORY
5 days had passed since my performance at Sheridens gala.
James had me in and out of the studio everyday. He was trying to get the makings of an album started. But still helping me make the best of my voice. He would sit with me at his piano for ages, going over the correct notes for certain songs. He had the patience of a saint.
Kendall and I were just heading out to Carlos' house, he was having a get together, kendall said that Carlos' family had come to visit and it was an ideal opportunity for everyone to get to know Jess'.
I didn't really want to know Jess anymore than I already did. I hoped she wouldn't try and touch up kendall again. She scared me if I was honest.
She seemed like a dangerous girl.
Sheriden had text me this morning asking what I was intending to wear to Carlos' house. I replied a dress, but she text back saying wear jeans, don't have your boobs on display, and maybe wear the silver shimmer top I had got when we had gone out shopping together.
I had hardly worn any of the clothes I had bought on that credit card. But I found the top she had meant.
I tried it on with my jeans, it really was very pretty, just a vest, but the silver sparkles made the entire look more formal, it covered up my boobs completly, I didn't even have any cleavage showing but it made them look even bigger as the top was tight around my little waist with my big double d's on top.
Kendall loved it. He was my boobs biggest fan.
He didn't understand why sheriden had text such an odd request.
I blinged myself up with some bangles and a necklace and wore my hair down.
Kendall also just wore jeans and a sleeveless tee, I loved it, he looked so... I guess scruffy is the best way to describe it but with the tattoos and the hair he looked very rock n roll.
I had butterflies in my stomach just looking at him.
Since kendall had been legally released from James and sheridens record company he had become a very different boyfriend.
The go slow rule flew out the window, and kendall could not keep his hands to himself. He adored to please me in any way he could. From kissing, to touching to having sex. I still did not believe that kendall had only had 4 lovers in his life time, he truly was amazing.
But he was always considerate to not do anything that might put me off.
I had always been a bit of a bore in bed, my abortion I had when I was 15 had killed any dreams of a decent sex life, I was just worried I would get pregnant again, not that I would have another abortion but I just didnt want to risk it.
Kendall was doing a good job of restoring my faith in men despite the fact he had not bothered to wear a condom on our first time and he somehow got sheriden pregnant... I hadn't got round to asking how that came about yet, I knew it wasn't planned.
But with me now, he was perfect, and I looked forward to him making love to me, where as with Ryan it had been more of a chore.
We arrived at Carlos' house just after six, his house was nice, but on entering and seeing the amount of people I could tell that Carlos was the heart of big time rush and this was the hub of it all.
I didn't know Carlos very well. We hadn't had the best start, and then of course his evil girlfriend Jess had not helped to seal a bond.
Kendall introduced me to Carlos' two brothers Andres and Antonio, and of course Carlos' parents,and his grandfather. I understood immediately then why Sheriden had said to cover my boobs up.
The pena parents had a look about them that kind of stated they didn't really tolerate exploitation of a sexual nature.
I would of stuck out like a sore thumb if I had of worn that dress with my knockers hanging out for kendall to enjoy the view of.
I would have to thank sheriden for the advice.
I looked about but couldn't see her or James anywhere, I couldn't see Jess either.
I could however see Logan Henderson
Kendall looked at me with pure humour in his eyes as we both noticed logans newest bed partner.
A laugh very almost popped out of my mouth. I'm glad it didn't because I think kendall was on the verge of hysteria.
Logan had bagged himself what I could only describe as a cougar.
She was very attractive still but she must of been nearing 40.
Logan had obviously not recieved a text from sheriden asking him to cover his latest date up, as his cougar girlfriend wore a tiny pair of shorts and a very low cut v neck top with her giant boobs almost falling out. She looked like she was trying to dress my age but had failed miserably.
Logan I noticed was drunk, but he was having fun.
He smiled at us, i was worried that kendalls laughter would burst out of him at the crack of a smile but he held it in.
Once we had reached Logan he introduced us to Tina, he called her his friend but the way Tina was sat on logans lap made me think otherwise.
"So where's Jess then?"kendall asked Logan." I thought this was all about her?" He added.
"Yeah los said she will be here soon, she has gone to an audition. She wants to stay in LA" Logan replied.
"Ah okay... great, um... so where did you meet Logan, Tina?" Kendall asked the cougar.
"Well we met in a night club just a few days ago" Tina replied.
Kendall smiled and nodded but had to turn away as tinas fairy high pitched voice had sent him to physically have the giggles.
Which in turn made me start up, as I made our excuses to leave Tina and Logan to it I noticed that Jess had now arrived.
She still looked like a Bitch, wearing a tiny red skirt again and ruffled black top, which if I wasn't mistaken I could actually see through to some degree and notice Jess was not wearing a bra underneath.
Carlos didn't seem to care that his parents where about to see his girlfriends breasts on the first meeting, he smiled away as he introduced Jess to his brothers and parents.
Carlos' dad appeared to be full of fun, he lived for his sons so it seemed, he hugged Jess and welcomed her to the family. I noticed Carlos' mom mention about the outfit Jess had on. She said it was very different.
Jess talked about her dancing career to them.
I noticed the brothers give each other a look when Carlos' back was turned.
I wonder what they thought of Jess.
Kendall and I sat on some chairs at quite possibly the biggest kitchen table I had ever seen.
I watched Jess as she flaunted her self at the pena family.
I had never known anyone that loved themself so much. She really had the gift of the gab talking about her self.
Logan approached us and asked kendall to look at something on his phone.
Kendall left my side to go and have a look.
I stayed sat at the table feeling a bit overwhelmed.
There were people in the kitchen, I presumed must be more relatives of Carlos, and as far as I could tell 3 small children, all of which must of been under the age of six.
My mind wondered off to what Carlos' Christmas' must of been like when he was growing up, a house filled with people who love you. I envied him.
Jess was still going,she seemed to be rubbing her self on Carlos like a Bitch on heat.
Still his parents stayed talking politely to her though.
Sheriden and James walked in through the door.
James looked gorgeous, he had his hair brushed back from his face, he wore just cargo shorts and a tee shirt but the style he oozed out was insane.
Sheriden also wore shorts, Definately not as small as tina's ones though and on top she wore a tee shirt, her hair was up in a pony tail.
I had never seen her look so normal. She was still by far the prettiest girl in the room.
Pretty much as soon as she arrived she was flanked by Carlos' family.
Antonio gave sheriden a huge cuddle, and spoke to her and James.
Sheriden beamed. She spent several minutes talking to the brothers then I heard
"Is that my sheriden finally here?" come from Carlos' father.
Carlos' dad left Jess and Carlos to it, to go and greet Sheriden, the girl he had welcomed in to his family all those years ago.
"Papi!" Sheriden replied. They hugged and kissed and I heard words of concern from Carlos' dad over Sheridens recent problems.
"...And a baby? Why did you not talk to me sheriden... I will never understand..." Carlos' dad sounded so worried about her, I suppose he saw her as the daughter they never had.
"I know, I'm so sorry Papi, my head wasn't thinking. But James... and Carlos have taken such good care of me"
Carlos' dad looked at James smiling.
"Yes... James my son!" And he greeted James with a hug and some back slapping for good measure.
Obviously James had already got the seal of approval to join the pena family.
Again I was left wondering how on earth her and kendall ever got it together. Sheriden in her civilian get up, looked very girl next door, then there was kendall with his ... scruffyness...
"Carlos tells me you two are buying a house to live in together?" Carlos' dad asked
"Yep... in bel air, James is wanting to make me live like the princess he thinks I am" sheriden said smiling,
"Good, and so he should. Nothing is too good for my sheriden" beamed Carlos' father.
Sheriden had the full attention of pretty much all the penas, including Carlos. They all stood laughing and chatting.
A smile appeared on my face noticing Jess on the sidelines unable to join in.
She deserved it.
James came and sat next to me leaving sheriden to catch up with her surrogate family.
I smiled at James.
"They adore her don't they?" I said to him.
He smiled up at the scene in front of us "yeah they sure do... they will stay like that for about an hour catching up" he replied.
This news made me happy, I looked at Jess stood there next to Carlos, she had a fake smile on her face and nodded away to conversations that didn't really include her.
"Does sheriden never see her real family... in England?" I asked James.
"No, her mum died a week before she turned 21. And she refuses to try and patch things up with her dad" James replied still looking at the friendly scene in front of us.
"Oh... sheriden told me they drank to much" I added to the discription of Sheridens parents.
"Yeah... from what she has told me, she loved her mum a lot but her mum loved alcohol and cigarettes more than her little girl. sheriden was in foster care by the time she got scouted to model at 14...". James' voice had changed, I don't think he could possibly understand how any parent could just give up on a child.
"At 14? Shit... no wonder she went off track" I imagined a teenage sheriden finding fame and money at such a young age with no one that cared enough to guide her in the right direction.
James sighed." Yep! But Carlos' mom and dad found sheriden when she was 17. They did these missions for the church to help under privaliged kids, they wound up in the UK. sheriden by then was just launching her runway career,but she was broke, and addicted to cocaine. Ready to give up"
a gasp must of popped out my mouth as James stopped talking and looked at me.
He carried on with a smile.
"The penas tried to help her but at first sheriden only wanted to help herself to drugs and booze. They kept in contact with her almost daily on the phone, kind of like a sponser, they could see sheriden for who she could be, not who she was. They kept asking her to come to the USA, but she wouldn't go. She had a high profile life in England already rubbing shoulders with very famous and wealthy people but at 19 she got pictured outside a Glasgow nightclub snorting coke, when she saw the picture she kind of just snapped.
She left the UK and after a few years here fighting her way through her addiction and clawing her way back to the runway she made it" James sighed again and looked to sheriden.
She gave him a wink as they made eye contact and he smiled back to her,
"You love her so much don't you James?" I asked him as he stayed smiling in Sheridens direction.
"Completly" he replied " I've noticed kendall giving you the I love you eyes though" he smirked at me.
"He still hasn't said it yet but its early days" I said.
"Kendall just needs time, he is very sensitive really beneath all that" James said as he looked over to kendall who was laughing away at something with logans phone in his hand.
"Pais?" James said .
"Yeh?" I replied still looking at kendall.
"What the fuck is that sat on Hendersons lap?" James asked as he laughed.
I let out a laugh too " Oooh thats Tina" I replied with a smile.
James shook his head in disbelief at logans really tragic choice of fuck buddy.
"Well do you want a drink? its gonna be a long night... they usually are" James said.
"Sure... make it a big one" I said as James made his way to the alcohol.
Kendall walked back over to me just as James had handed me a drink."pais, cmon. dance mat time" kendall said.
"Dance mat time?" I replied.
Him and James laughed." Sure, cmon its funny, I'm terrible at it" kendall confessed.
The 3 of us walked in to Carlos' lounge, well I guessed it was a lounge, it only really housed a huge tv on the wall and a load of party games including two dance mats that were hooked up and ready to a small sofa pushed to the side of the room
The drinks were most Definately flowing by my second go on the dance mat. Kendall really was rubbish at it, he was out by the third round, Logan and James were currently battling it out against one another when sheriden walked in holding the smallest of the children that were visiting Carlos today.
"Hey paisley" she said with a smile.
"Hi... you got a little friend there?" I said as I shook the little girls hand that was in sheridens arms.
"Yeah, this is mia, she is Carlos' cousin. She is beautiful isn't she?" Sheriden said as she gently patted down mia's hair.
"Hello mia" I said to the little girl.
"Awww she is so cute" I agreed with sheriden.
Mia must of been about 2, with beautiful shiny ringlets in her almost black hair.
I smiled at her then turned my attention back to the dance off. I couldn't help notice kendall who was sat on the sofa with a beer in his hand looking at sheriden holding mia.
God knows what had entered his head right now.
Logan conquered James on the dance mat, James stepped off and took mia from sheriden.
He must of known mia well, she seemed very pleased to see him
"Princess!" Logan shouted just as Carlos and Jess walked in the room.
Sheriden raised an eyebrow to Logan who was very pissed by now.
"dare you challange the loganator to a dance off?" Logan said in a medieval voice.
Sheriden laughed at him "no Logan sorry, my backs not up to jumping around today"
"Come on then reno..." Logan said to me, gesturing me back on to the dance mat.
"Reno?" I laughed as I stood back on the mat.
Kendall had stood up now, I think Tina was scaring him slightly on the sofa.
He came and stood near my mat hollaring me to win. He was drunk too.
I think logans downfull on the dancemat was his drunkeness... Or he let me win.
But either way I thrashed him and became undesputed dance mat champion.
Kendall gave me some whoop whoops and a naughty kiss to celebrate my success.
"It's official Reno has now passed the test to become one of us" Logan declared.
He was so drunk, I laughed at him calling me Reno again... but I liked having a nickname.
"How about another go paisley?" Came a female voice from behind me.
It was Jess, she was removing her high heeled shoes in preperation to obliterate me on the dance mat.
"Sure okay Jess" I said with a smile.
I really did not have much of a back bone and would remain being polite to someone while they continued to trample all over me. This was one of those times.
I couldn't even bare to look at sheriden just incase she gave me the look to say 'don't you dare lose'.
I knew I wouldn't win, Jess was a proffessional dancer. And she meant business.
I gave it my best shot but low and behold completly lost to her.
Logan held her arm up in the air declaring Jess the champion.
Jess smiled at me with a 'fuck you' face on her.
Kendall took my hand and walked with me out to the kitchen to fill up our drinks, I was starting to feel a bit squiffy myself now.
"You alright?" I asked him.
"Yeah fine why?" He replied.
"I saw you looking at sheriden with the little girl in her arms... you looked a thousand miles away" I said giving his hand a little squeeze.
Kendall smiled at me."just got lost in thought paisley that's all. I'm not gonna lose the plot again so don't worry"
I smiled, he reached out for a drink on the kitchen side and accidentally brushed against my breasts.
I looked up at him with a smirk on my face.
"Well that was rude" he said with a smile then leaned down to kiss me.
"Kendall get a room bro!" Came logans voice as he entered the kitchen to get a drink.
As we walked out in to the dining room I saw sheriden saying goodbye to some of Carlos' family. Carlos was getting mobbed by female relatives as he also said his farewells.
Once they had gone it left Carlos' brothers, the parents of mia and her older brother Michael. And all of big time rush and their dates.
I felt more comfortable now, as people I knew, now out weighed the people I didnt.
Looking at Jess I think she had a similar thought.
Sheriden had made her way to the kitchen to get a drink. I think she must of held back in the presence of the older generation so as not to dissapoint.
Kendall and I walked back in to the lounge but found that everyone had piled in to the garden through the patio doors at the back of the room.
Logan was attempting to teach cougar Tina how to do a back flip.
It really was hilarious viewing.
Logan managed one but completly fucked the other one up landing on his side. He was far too drunk.
"James you show her" Logan said still sprawled on the floor.
James handed mia to kendall and walked over to the grass and did a back flip on demand, i then watched as he tried to help Tina first of all do one in slow motion.
He tried to spin Tina round like a majorette would with a baton.
I was in hysterics, I turned to look at kendall but he had just walked back in the house, I followed.
"Hey where you off to" I asked as i caught up.
"She is crying" he replied .
I looked at mia, her little face was sad looking with big scared eyes filled with tears.
"Give her here" I said holding my arms out.
I took mia from kendall, she instantly cheered up with my goofy faces and silly voice.
Kendall looked at me and smiled. Sheriden walked up to us
"There you are" she said to mia." It's time for you to go home to bed honey" she cooed.
Sheriden looked up to kendall.
"Paisley looks at home there kendall" she said nudging him with her elbow in his side.
Kendall again just smiled.
Sheriden took mia from me and her and Carlos said goodbye to the little family of four,
Jess hadn't bothered to say goodbye to anyone seeing as this get together was meant to be for her benefit.
Carlos, kendall, sheriden and I walked out to the garden to find james, Tina and Jess doing some bizarre things.
I think the back flip teaching had now turned in to a how low can you do the splits competition.
Logan was sat with Antonio and andres just to the side of the grassy area.
"Sheri!" James called "come do your thing" he waved sheriden over.
Obviously not wanting to be out done by Jess, sheriden obeyed.
She also took her sandals off and did a complete sideways split with her body laying as low as the ground.
"You want to have a go?" Kendall nudged me with a smile.
I laughed "no way I cant do anything like that.
Kendall was drunk, he slapped my ass then winked at me.
"Okay you bunch of show offs, let's do something everyone can play" Carlos shouted rather over excitedly.
He went off and came back with 3 large poles, I then realised as he set it up on his lawn that it was a limbo game.
Kendall laughed and I shook my head, clearly Carlos' house was indeed the one stop party place.
"Almost everyone can play" sheriden said as she eyed up the limbo.
"You can play for a bit shoo stop moaning" Carlos retorted.
They really were like brother and sister with all the bitching that went on between them.
Kendall was eager to win this game and opted to go first. The limbo wasnt that low yet but kendall took his top off and threw it on the floor.
"If you make it under you get one shot, if you knock it off its three shots and your out" Carlos said as he came back from the kitchen brandashing a bottle of tequila and a handfull of shot glasses.
Kendall made it under with ease and downed the tequila that awaited him at the finish.
Next was Logan who just about made it, then I went, wishing for once that my boobs were not quite so large.
Then sheriden, Antonio, James, Jess, andres , Tina and Carlos
As the stick got lower so did the tequila bottle.
Only kendall, James, sheriden, Jess, and Antonio were left in the game as the stick got so low.
As Jess scooted under on the last go of that round, she came up successfull and downed another shot of tequila.
The stick got lower. It was Sheridens turn, she got in to position to limbo but eventually declared she was unable to do it with out causing herself some harm.
She kissed james good luck. He now took his shirt off but he fell on to his back with the giggles and kendall had to help him up.
He downed his 3 shots and put his tee shirt back on.
Antonio stormed it, as did kendall.
Jess unfortunatly did too.
The next round saw Antonio get defeated and to my Surprise so did Jess.
Kendall was delighted he had won.
Jess had a face like thunder, I could see Carlos kissing her in an attempt to cheer her up.
Everyone was pretty wasted by this point.
I sat down on a step with kendall and rested my head on his shoulder, he still had no shirt on.
"You having fun?" he asked me.
"Yep... you lot are insane" I declared.
I kissed kendall. He was funny drunk, a lot more relaxed with himself, I felt he had let the guard down he sometimes put up.
"Reno!" Logan called me "sing us a song"
"Go on" kendall said " I have it on good authority that Jess is a terrible singer... you will Definately win" he grinned.
I wasnt going to argue with that, I kissed kendall again with a quick tease of my tongue, his eyes smiled at me.
We went inside to where everyone had now moved. Which was a reception / music room it had a piano similar to james' one from the studio in the corner. A couple of guitars laying about and a small drum set
James sat at the piano waiting for me "what do you wanna sing pais" he asked.
I thought about the songs I had done all week in the studio, most were slow ballads.
"Can I pick anything at all?" I asked.
"Yeah course" he replied.
I whispered in his ear if he knew the song that I had chosen.
"Really?" He asked bemused.
I nodded and james laughed.
James then stood up and took kendall out of the room with him.
I felt ridiculous. I Knew i should of just chosen a song from the studio.
They walked back in after a few minutes and James sat on a chair and picked up a guitar and kendall picked up the drum sticks.
"I apologise if I fuck this up pais, I'm pretty pissed" kendall said as he sat behind the drums.
"Ready when you are pais" kendall said
I gave him the nod and he tapped the sticks to give James a timing to start the intro.
By the look on Sheridens face she certainly wasn't expecting to hear what came out my mouth.
The song was called DEAD, and was a firm favorite with me, it was a my chemical romance song with a load of heavy drums in it, and very far away from my angelic voice I sang halleloujah to the other day.
I rocked it. The alcohol helping me tremendously strut my stuff around that music room infront of everyone.
I finished standing on Carlos' piano, it was insane. I felt amazing.
"REENO! Where the fuck did that come from?" Logan joyfully screamed at me and lifted me down from the piano.
Everyone was clapping at me, apart from jess of course who had her arms crossed over her chest.
"I used to be a bit of a goth" I laughed.
James was smiling away at me " oh my god paisley, that was brilliant, we are gonna have to re think this album" he said still in shock at my rock chic performance.
Kendall got up from his drums and walked towards me, he lifted me up round his waist and began walking us out the door " right we are off to have sex now!" He joked to everyone, then kissed me.
I laughed at him as he put me down.
"You are Definately my kind of girl pais" he said as he leaned in for another kiss.
As the night moved on we ended up sat at the massive table with just a mountain of alcohol in front of us to be consumed.
Tina had confessed that she works in a strip bar. We then got a preview of her routine on top of Carlos' table.
Sheriden was completly fucked out of her face, she was draped over Antonio with her eyes half closed. James wasn't in much of a better state and Logan had been sick in carlos' garden twice but was still good to go.
I was sat on kendalls lap, he was kissing my neck and had a full on erection digging in to me.
"Your a bad boy kendall Schmidt" I announced after kendall had just whispered what he intended doing with me when we got back to his house.
Logan looked at us and smiled a cheeky grin.
Then carlos joked "you are not staying here tonight!" So I gathered kendalls whisper was a bit louder than intended.
"How long have you and Carlos been a thing jess?" Antonio asked from across the table. Sheriden successfully whispered something in Antonios' ear that made him smile, James must of caught it too as he gave out a little chuckle also.
Jess eyed the three of them, like they were Satan in disguise.
"Since 4th July really but officially dating for 3 weeks now" Carlos answered as logans drink sprayed out his mouth and he also had a chuckle.
"What the fuck was that?" Carlos said to Logan giving him evil eyes as he wiped spray off his arm.
"So are you in love with carlos, jess?" Sheriden slurred at her.
"After 3 weeks how am i meant to know that? Of course your usually knocked up by then aren't you sheriden?" Jess spat back.
"Hey... that's out of order!" Logan said to Jess.
Jess rolled her eyes."just saying that 3 weeks is not enough time to tell if I love someone" she clarified.
"What about you paisley? Are you head over heels with kendall?" Carlos asked me.
Logan Butted in with "I think they are more still in the heels over her head stage" every one laughed as they looked at kendall and I, and the fact we couldnt keep our hands off each other.
I smiled "I love kendall, I'm not scared to admit that" I raised an eyebrow to Jess with my own 'fuck you face'.
"James does that not bother you?" Jess asked eyeing up sheriden draped all over Antonio.
James looked at sheriden, she winked at him and he scruffed her hair up with his hand.
"Nope Antonio is her bro, they are close and sheriden is a cuddly person anyway, she can lean on or hug anyone she wants. It doesn't worry me, she always does it"
"Yeah but he isn't really a brother though is he" Jess argued.
Carlos shook his head at Jess.
"Paisley can i ask you something?" Tina said.
I gave Logan a scared look, and i heard James chuckle.
"Sure..." I replied.
"Are your tits real?" She said with as little dignity as she had.
"Fuck sake" kendall sighed out with a laugh.
"No they're not" I replied and saw a huge grin on kendalls face, I also noticed sheriden was smiling at me too, I guess she knew kendall liked big boobs.
"Are yours?" I relayed the same question back to her, already knowing the answer.
"No way" she laughed with a juggle of her big boobs.
"Sheriden?" Tina asked.
Sheriden smiled "if I told you I would have to kill you" she laughed.
Obviously sheriden had a boob job somewhere along the line too then.
"What about you Jess?" Sheriden asked thick with sarcasm.
"Ha fucking ha" Jess replied.
"Really though even if they are small you should still cover them up, you might have Carlos' eye out in a minute" sheriden spat.
"Sheriden I would really advise you to shut the fuck up" Jess hissed back at her.
"Or what?" Sheriden said.
"I'm going out for a smoke" kendall announced having heard enough bitching from the girls.
"Yeah think I'll join you" andres said. kendall guided me back on to his seat before he walked out to the garden with Carlos' brother andres.
"See look you have driven him away again sheriden" Jess carried on her arguements looking at kendall as he walked out the door.
it pissed me off that jess kept dragging kendall in to her bitching "Jesus! Are you for real? Who exactly do you think you are" the words popped out my mouth before my brain could stop them.
Jess stood up and walked over to me.
"I think its more who do you think you are, you look like just a silly little girl to me" Jess said about 4 inches from my face.
I could feel everyones eyes on me.
"Jess sit down" Carlos said. She went back to her seat.
"You don't half pick them carlos" sheriden said shaking her head.
"Oh fuck off sheriden, your love life isnt exactly plain sailing is it?" Carlos argued back in his girlfriends defence.
"Carlos I think your right you know... I bet it was James' baby"
Jess said with a smile on her face.
"Carlos what the fuck?" Sheriden was really pissed off.
"Shoo I never said that" Carlos argued giving Jess his own 'what the fuck?' Eyes.
Antonio looked at his brother and shook his head.
"I can't believe you would talk shit about me to that slut!" Sheriden shouted.
"Slut?" Jess screamed back at her.
Sheriden had tears in her eyes at carlos' brotherly betrayel
"Carlos you do know your not the only one that fucked her on the 4th july sat at this table, then she tried to fuck James too... so yes slut!" Sheriden rambled her drunken sentance out.
Jess chucked her drink at sheriden but her aim was terrible and it went all over James.
James stood up drenched.
Logan walked off to the garden.
"logan wait..." sheriden called, but he had already gone.
"Carlos can I have a word" James finally spoke. carlos and him left for the garden.
Kendall and andres walked back in.
"What the fuck is going on in here?" Kendall asked looking at sheriden in tears.
James came back in to the dining room on his own
"Cmon sheri were off" he said
He helped the very drunk sheriden up and walked out the door without saying a word to anyone else.
Kendall looked at me. Carlos walked in to the room.
"Jess I've called you a cab. I would like you to leave please" he said
He was covered in mud and grass. I wondered if James had had a bit of a pop at him
Jess shook her head."carlos please... least hear me out?" She pleaded.
She stood up and pulled carlos to the kitchen and shut the door behind them.
I looked at tina, she got up and walked out to find Logan.
"Sorry guys" kendall said to Antonio and Andres and he pulled me up and we too went out the front door.
As we went outside we could see James and sheriden. Sheriden was sat on a small wall with a pissed off looking james.
Sheriden swayed with her phone in her hand crying.
"What's going on?" Kendall asked again.
"Logan hates me, he won't answer his phone" sheriden wailed, I could hardly understand what she was saying. She was so very drunk.
"Sheri he is fine, he doesn't hate you" James said giving her a pat on the back.
James spoke to kendall "Sheri let it slip that jess had fucked Logan that night in Michigan, and Logan then walked away" James sighed "that was all that happened"
"I didnt know he slept with Jess... how did i miss that?" Kendall replied.
I sat next to sheriden on the small garden wall, she was trying to dial logans number. She was that drunk she couldnt figure out how to do it.
"Sheriden do you want me to try?" I asked.
Sheriden handed me the phone, I dialled but the phone just kept ringing.
"Will you go back and find him i want to say sorry" she said to me.
"I will go and get him" James said . kendall looked at me, and I nodded for him to follow James.
"Sheriden Logan loves you, he wont care about this" I said trying to stop her tears.
She looked at me. Her eyes rolled about in her head, I was surprised she hadnt been sick yet.
"Your a lovely girl paisley prince. Make sure you look after him. He is an amazing person" she slurred.
"Thanks I definately will sheriden" I replied.
"James said that you have a baby is that right?" She said.
The question stopped me in my tracks, where would James of got that information from. Then it dawned on me that I had said " I told you about my own baby" to kendall in front of James that day we found sheriden, when I was being accused of telling kacey .
"No i don't have a baby sheriden, I got pregnant once but ... my mom ... she said it was best to not go through with it"
Sheriden held my hand, "mothers huh... who needs them" she said.
Just then logan came out of the house and sat the other side of sheriden.
"What's all these tears for princess" he said as he wiped her face.
He gave her a smile, she looked dreadfull now, big panda eyes from her make up spoiling her pretty face.
Sheriden just cried even more
"Sheriden I wasnt angry at you, i went off coz i was half expecting a punch off carlos... which i got, but its cool now. Cmon princess"
A cab pulled in to Carlos' garden.
"It's for Jess" i declared.
"I will go and tell them" Logan said as he got up from his seat on the wall and kissed sheriden on the head,
He got half way to the door when it swung open and jess flew out in a drunken rage. Carlos , James and kendall followed soon after.
"It's all your fault you fucking whore" she screamed at sheriden
Sheriden didn't say anything back to jess.
"Why didnt you just top yourself while you had the chance you junky Bitch"
Sheriden now laughed at Jess. But jess didn't find any of it amusing. Jess then tried to attack sheriden. I briefly heard James say "shit!" As he was worried sheriden would be brought down off the wall she was sat on.
I stood up and pushed Jess back, to which I got clawed by the evil Bitch in the face, then Carlos kind of just tackled her inside the cab.
"You alrite pais?" Kendall asked as he took a good look at my face.
"Yeah its nothing" I replied. But it hurt like fuck.
"Sheriden why do you do it everytime?" Carlos said.
"Do what?"sheriden said.
"Ruin things for me, you did it with tammi too, you can never keep ya trap shut, ever, can you. You wonder why i talk about you to girls... its to pre fuckin warn them. As far as im concerned you have over stayed your welcome in this family. You only care about your self" Carlos finished talking then stropped inside like an angry child.
Sheriden started crying again.
"I'll go have a word if you like" i said to kendall. He just gave me a nod. James followed me inside the house.
Antonio was shouting at carlos.
James walked up and just pushed carlos over. Carlos looked shocked as he sat sprawled on the floor. James then picked him up and rammed him up against the wall.
I don't think Carlos had seen James like this before.
I had.
"James cmon man" antonio said, worried for his brother.
"What the fuck are you doing talking to her like that!... she has been out of hospital for two weeks 'los, you know how she's been... how dare you fucking do that to her" James let go of his hold on carlos.
"No james, I've had it, there's only so much shit i can take from her" carlos replied straightening out his shirt.
"Shit? Do you have any idea how much she worships the ground you walk on. How much she has done for you... fuck carlos! she gave you a roof over your head so you could do big time rush"
"Sheriden didn't make you lose tammi, tammi was a dick, she dumped you because she was fucking that model from Seattle, and last saturday your lovely Jess started on pais" James looked at me "then she made a shitty comment about Sheridens baby.
Logan came in now, and took james away in the kitchen to calm him down.
Carlos kind of slid down the wall and sat on the floor, I sat next to him and Antonio sat at the table.
"Carlos we are all just really pissed, everything will be better in the morning" I said.
"I'm just so fed up you know, she can never just except life, she always has to fuck it up" Carlos said.
"Carlos look. James is right, you cant let sheriden feel like that, how bad would you feel if she did something stupid coz you said she wasn't part of your family any more?"
"Shit" he replied
"Exactly, you guys are so close. It's not worth fucking it up over a girl" i gave carlos' leg a pat.
"Since we moved to LA i know she has been thinking that she was looking after me, but my dad made me promise to keep a close eye on her. After only a few months she was off with James, i said to him I wasn't happy then it was kendall... sorry.
I said I wasnt happy about that too but she carried on anyway, then it was james again, so why does she always think she can control my life when she doesn't care about what I think ever" Carlos finished his rant.
"Im not sure why Carlos but james and kendall are good people, I don't know what tammi was like but Jess is... well she slept with you then with one of your best friends in the same night. Thats not great is it?" I explained
"Carlos go and say sorry to her" antonio said.
"I liked Jess" Carlos said.
"Well explain it to sheriden don't just go off on one at her" antonio added.
James came out the kitchen drinking a beer, he still looked angry.
"I'm sorry man" Carlos said to James.
James also sat on the floor next to carlos.
Logan stood in the doorway of the kitchen.
"Im sorry too bro, but she has been so fucked up lately it scares the life out of me... I cant lose her carlos"
"You won't lose her. She didnt intend to kill herself. She just wanted to forget everything" Antonio reassured James.
"how do you know that?" Carlos asked his brother.
"I call her Carlos, and talk to her, I dont tell my girlfriend secrets about her life" Antonio answered sarcastically.
"Yeah I didnt say i thought it was your baby james, Jess twisted my words" carlos explained to james.
"Hey where is andres?" Logan spoke from the doorway.
"He went to bed, he has to get up at 6am for a flight back to florida" antonio answered
I looked at the time on sheridens cell phone i still held in my hand, it was almost half past 2 in the morning.
James looked at the phone "is Sheri still outside?" He asked.
"Yeah kendall is with her" Logan replied.
"Well I best go and make friends" carlos sighed out as he stood up and walked out his front door.
"You alrite?" I asked james.
"Yeah..." James sighed "looks like some of us had a better night" he smiled as he looked at tina passed out in a chair at the dining table.
Carlos walked back in " they're not out there" he said.
I got up and walked outside. I couldnt see them anywhere either.
James ran up the road to see if he could spot them but he came back alone.
The cell in my hand rung. It had Antonio as the caller id.
"Shit I've got her phone" I said to James .
James got his phone out of his pocket and tried kendall but Logan appeared at the door with it.
Kendall had left it on the table.
"Where are they James" I asked tears now filling my eyes.
"I don't know... FUCK!" James shouted.
I don't know what was running through james' head but a drunk kendall and a drunk sheriden missing together was bad.
"I'm gonna go find her, i bet they went home" James said taking his shirt off for the second time tonight and then ran off .