Oh and I do intend to write a semi-continuation of the courting I just hafta write it. Oh! And i could really use a beat so if anyones's interested leeme know. I'd prefer someone with some experience or who knows the system really well becasue, you know, I'm a newbie, however beggars can't be choosers so PM me if you want to or if you can refer me to just review please? I really need help.
"Damn you, Kakashi! Damn you! Why do you have to push me away? Why goddamnit?" Sakura yelled beating her fists into his chest.
She was holding back. He knew because then he should have had broken bones by now.
He hated it.
He hated the fact that she held back in fear of hurting him just like she hated when he did it, though for much different reasons.
She hated that they doubted her strength, and he...well he just wanted to feel pain right now.
he wanted to feel the buring, stinging ache, of her punches bcause anything would be better than the overwhelming guilt in his chest.
He just wished that he'd never fallen in love with her in the first place, but he knew that even if they had been seperated for years or went different ways, hell even if she defected he'd still love her, because no matter how the years aged them or if they'd never ran into each other again, or of she looked at him with cold agonizing hate, he fall in love.
He'd fall in love with the fiercness of her gaze, the color of her hair, and the way she'd purse her lips into and odd quirky line when she was trying to foucus.
Because in the end it didn't matter wher time or fate or duty lead them, she'd still be Sakura, and he'd still fall in love with her because he was still Kakashi.
It was times like this when he really wished he was Tenzou.
Review please! ~lovelydear