Another chapter for you because the cliff hanger wasn't nice XD

Chapter 12

Tony hasn't heard from Loki in days. He thought that he would call and tell him how much he loved him, how much he missed him and he would apologies to his lover. When he had gotten home that day he had gotten himself drunk by a bottle of whisky and thought through the fight over and over again and he realized that it was his entire fault. What had gotten in to him? How did that Patrick dude push a button he didn't even know existed? He had tried calling Loki but he just wouldn't answer. But he had seen him; in magazine, interviews, and fashion news. The fashion channel was on all the time in hope of seeing his face, those green eyes, thin lips and high cheek bones. Every day and night, parked in front of the TV with a bottle of alcohol. When he was really drunk he would start talking to the big picture over the fire place. Pepper came over after two days of not hearing from him. She was shocked to see her boss and best friend lying on the floor looking up at the picture. "Tony?" She walked over to him and took the bottle that stood beside him away and managed to pull him up. All the time he was mumbling; how he had fucked up everything and saying sorry. She had showered him off and put him to bed. She had ordered the avengers to have at least one to be with him so he wouldn't drink himself to death. It ended with that Tony never got out of bed. He laid there crying and screaming. He couldn't sleep; his mind was going through memories of Loki and the day he had walked away. It ended with that Bruce had to give him sleeping pills. Steve forced him to eat and Natasha and Clint had cleaned out the bar. A week of misery for the billionaire and no one knew how to help the heart broken man in the bed. They had tried to get a hold of Loki but Thor said that he and Jane had tried but he was almost as miserable as Tony. He didn't drink but he just worked, kept himself moving and focusing on his career in a way that it almost made him sick.

Then Christmas came and it was even more depressing. No one said anything; they just watched Tony sitting on the couch. When Pepper came over she had managed to get Tony out of bed and showered him.

"If I knew it was going to be like this I wouldn't have come." Clint muttered while watching the billionaire.

"Don't be like that." Steve whined. It was after all his first Christmas since he was awaken and also thought that he would just rather sleep right now then watch this sad Christmas story.

Pepper came up with a plate with untouched food on. She sighed and seated herself down on a chair. Her phone ranged but she didn't recognize the number.

"Stark industries, this is Pepper Pots." She said with a sad voice.

"So you are taking care of a heart broken soul to." A women's voice was heard. "I'm Jane Foster, Thor's girlfriend." She then said when she realized that Pepper didn't know her.

"Oh hi. Do you have Loki there?" She whispered in fear that Tony would hear his name.

"No but I have a plan and need your help." She answered.

"Anything to make this stop." Pepper sighed.

"Good. You know what Loki bought him for a present; Loki is spending his Christmas there and is probably drinking or something but get Tony to the yacht." Jane said. Pepper felt her adrenalin rise; feeling her body go in to project mode.

"Okay." Jane told her where the yacht was and then they hanged up. Pepper told the others who nodded and they started to eat their dinner.

"Tony we are going on a trip." She said with a determined voice. Tony shook his head. Steve put his flatware down, walked over to Tony and lifted him up over his shoulder. Tony started to roar and struggle but nothing worked on the big man. The others chuckled by the scene that was displayed in front of them. Pepper walked first in to the elevator and then Steve with the struggling billionaire over his shoulder.

Pepper stopped the car at the docks. "We are here." She said and looked around and immediately saw the big expensive yacht that said Stark on the side. The lights were on and she could see a familiar figure sitting at very front of the boat, looking out at the sea.

"What are we doing here?" Tony murmured not looking around.

"Get out of the car and walk over to your present." Steve said beside him.

Tony looked up and saw the boat. His eyes went wide and tears started to fall down his cheek when he to recognize the figure on the boat. "But he doesn't want to talk to me." He said between sobs.

"You need at least to apologies to get closer and why would he come here if he didn't miss you." Pepper said with a warm smile.

She was right as all ways. He needed at least closer. He got out of the car and walked with slow steps to the boat. It was big and white, his name was written with red letters and around the letters there was gold keeping the red inside. It was big and expensive just like he likes it. He jumped on board and walked over to the front. Loki heard him come because he had turned around. He looked pale and his eyes were red and swollen. Tony opened his mouth but closed it again not knowing what to say. He walked up closer to the man he loved and reached out a hand but hesitated to touch his face. Then Loki leaned in to the hand and closed his eyes. They both were crying and shaking not knowing what to say to each other. Then Tony fell to his knees and dragged a hand over his face trying to get the tears away. "I'm sorry." He said and looked up to the man in front of him. "I'm an idiot, a dick, a fool and I fucked everything up." Loki just looked at him with teary eyes.

Loki sat down on his knees and looked in to his eyes and then he leaned forward and kissed him. It was desperate, fierce and passionate. Tony's hands were in the blond hair so that he wouldn't pull away. Loki grabbed his jacket in a tight grip not wanting to let go. They heard a car start; they looked up and saw the car Tony had come in drive away so they were alone. Tony slide one hand from the blond curls and stroke the tears away from those green eyes. Loki leaned in closer to Tony, putting his face in the crock of his lover's neck taking in the smell of shampoo, cologne and perfume. "I'm sorry to." Loki said not leaving his place. Tony's arms wrapped around the love of his life and hugged him tighter.

"Never leave me again." Tony whispered in to his ear. Loki clanged to his jacket not wanting to let go ever. "Let's go inside." Tony said; they stood up and Loki took his hand and led him in to the expensive yacht. The interior was very similar to the Malibu mansion for some reason but Tony liked it, felt like home. On a side table there were pictures of them on their different trips, all of them witch they are holding each other in one way or another. Loki sat down in a couch and sighed, Tony coming over and seated himself down next to him and leaned back and Loki was quick on leaning himself on to Tony, hearing the buzz from his arc reactor. Tony let his fingers go through the blond curls and taking in the scent off expensive shampoo. "I love you." He whispered in to the hair. Loki pushed himself up from Tony and looked in to his eyes.

"I love you to." He said and they shared another passionate kiss. Their hands were everywhere, feeling every muscle and skin that they both had missed so much. Loki swung his leg over Tony so he straddled him not breaking the kiss. Tony's hand started to unbutton the shirt hand took it off. His t-shirt was pulled off in the process and the hands was stroking, clawing and teasing each other's nipples. Loki bit down on his collar bone making him gasp but then let out moan when a tongue slide over his skin. He pushed Loki on to the couch so he was lying on his back. He buckled up his pants and took them off realizing his hard on. He kissed his way up the thigh feeling Loki tense up with anticipations. He licked the head of his dick making him gasp. Then he swallowed Loki whole to the hilt. Loki arched his back, mouth opened but nothing came out. The Tony started to suck him of, sliding his tongue over the head sometimes and hearing Loki moan and gasp out his name. Oh he had missed that silky voice, the way it moans and says his name makes him even harder. He let his cock go, coated his finger with saliva and pushed in one finger in to the tight hole. Loki gasped and pushed towards his finger to get more of it. Tony's mouth stroked over the skin of Loki's inner thigh hearing him moan louder. He pushed in another finger and stretched him even more and started to suck and bite on the sensitive skin on his inner thigh, making a hickey. When he was done marking him he pushed in a third finger and this time Loki flinched a little making Tony stop moving his finger and just let Loki adjust and licked his balls making Loki squirm. When he felt that Loki had adjust he took out his fingers, buckled up his pants, took Loki's leg over his shoulder, his hand on his hips and slipped in to his lover slowly. Both let out a load moan of connecting to one another again. "Make me yours." Loki breathed out. Tony started pumping in to him in a quick rhythm not able to hold back after all this time apart from Loki.

Hitting the spot made Loki howls out and arch his back and so Tony made sure to hit that spot every time, feeling Loki clench around him. He started to stroke Loki to the same rhythm as his thrust. And then Loki screamed out his now when he came in to his hand. Tony did a few more thrust and then came in to his lover with a: "I love you." Crying out to him. Then he crashed down on his lover with his head lying on his chest hearing his heart pump. Tony didn't care about anything; he didn't care that he was now cowered with Loki's cum on his chest, he didn't care that both of them was cowered in sweat and he didn't care if they fell asleep like that right here right now. He was happy for once after days of misery.

"This boat has a pretty big bathtub." Loki stated and started to let his fingers run up and down Tony's spine.

Okay maybe he did care a little that they were very sticky and have a big bath with warm water and the man he loves in it. So he stood up and helped Loki up. His lover led him in to a big bathroom and there in the middle of the room was a huge bathtub and when Loki turned the water on the water fell from the ceiling. "Maybe we should just rinse us before getting in." Loki said and walked over to the big shower in the corner. They showered for just a few minutes and then got in to the bathtub. Tony first, he seated himself down and the Loki got in and leaned against his lover.

"I should renovate one of the bathrooms so we have one of these at home." Tony said and stroked one of Loki's hands that he was holding with his thumb. Loki didn't say anything just looked up at the ceiling. "Please come home." Tony whispered in to his hair. "I can't live without you Loki."

His lover took up their hand and kissed his thumb. "Maybe we should talk about what happened that day." Loki then said.

Tony took a deep breath and nodded. He must tell him, he deserves to know why he suddenly flipped out. "When I was getting you papers I met Patrick Macken." Tony felt how Loki tensed up and actually stopped breathing for a second. "I don't know why but he managed to get in to my brain and made me very paranoid and I got freaked out. He said and I quote "Must be hard; having a boyfriend that can't defend for himself." And my mind just started to spin and… I just fucked it up." Tony held Loki closer and felt Loki relax a bit in his arms.

Loki's head leaned back and he kissed Tony's cheek. "I guess Patrick is just really good at getting in to someone's head." Loki muttered in to Tony's neck.

"Believe me when I tell you that his business life is not going to be easy anymore." Tony said and could think of all the ways he could get that son of a bitch fired. "I shouldn't have let him screw with my head like that." Tony said with sadness in his eyes.

Then suddenly Tony felt teeth biting him in his neck and it kind of hurt. He let out a growl and looked at Loki who had a wicked smile on his face. "That was your punishment for letting him in to your head."

Tony chuckled and leaned in and kissed him softly. "So are you coming home?" He asked when they parted.

Loki leaned back against his partner. "I can't wait to finally be able to sleep." Loki let out a sigh and closed his eyes. Feeling the warm water around him and the wet skin of his lover who was keeping him close made him feel calm and secure witch he hadn't been feeling for a long time. "So what do you think about your Christmas present?" Loki asked while running his fingers back and forth on Tony's wrist.

"I love it. It's kind of weird that I never gotten myself a yacht but this was a lot better than getting it myself." Tony said and kissed Loki on the cheek.

"This wasn't all though." Loki said with a wicked smile. Tony gave his boyfriend a confuse look. "I planned that we would go away on this yacht until New Year's Eve, just you and me." Tony hugged him closer and kissed him on the side of his lips.

"So we shall." Tony whispered in to his ear making a shiver run down his spine. "I'll call Pepper tomorrow and have her come over with cloths." Loki nodded and let out a calm sigh.

Then they just sat there until the water went cold and they had to get up. Since neither of them had been so much for eating for the past few days; they felt extremely hungry now so Tony ordered some Asian food brought to the boat. When they were done with food; they walked down a stair witch was under water, to the bedroom. The windows were pretty large and there was also a window in the floor witch you could see down. Of course it was extremely dark right now but one day they would go somewhere where there were coral reefs. They lie down on the bed and fell asleep very quickly for being them, in each other's arms of course.

Loki slowly opened his eyes and looked around a bit. Right, the yacht. Then he felt that he was lying on someone that he had dreamt for days of waking up with. Was this another dream? He looked up and saw the man sleeping deeply. He reached out a hand and stroked the man's goatee. He felt it stick on his fingertips. It must be real this time? His fingertips slide slowly over to his lover's lips that were slightly parted. How could he been away from Tony like that? He couldn't; Thor ones found Loki lying on the floor, he hadn't eaten or drink water for two days. Jane had managed to food in to him and then he got a call about the yacht being at the docks. He had stayed at the yacht for four days. And now he was lying on the man that he should have spent the first night with on the boat. He lay down on to the chest again and heard the sound of the reactor and his real heart, beating slowly. He started let his finger dance around the arc reactor, feeling the buzzing in to his finger.

"I've missed that." Tony suddenly whispered not opening his eyes or moving, just feeling the finger move around his second heart. Loki just smiled and kept his finger moving. They laid there, awake and just hearing each other breath for a while. Then tony rolled over, making Loki lay down on her back and Tony laid over him and kissed him deeply. "Take me." He whispered against his lips. And so Loki did, he even made Tony scream of ecstasy when he came in to Loki's hand and Loki howled out the L word when he came in to his lover.

And then they laid there for another hour; regaining their breath and loving each other. "We could move here." Tony said looking around the room.

Loki laughed and looked at Tony. "You don't have a lab here." Loki said with a grin, lying beside Tony.

"Right, but I can do equations on you." Tony said and rolled over Loki and started to tickle him. Loki struggled and laughed out loud.

"No Tony don't!" He screamed trying to get away from Tony's tickling hands. Tony stopped tickle him and held him close to his chest.

"I'm sorry." Tony said suddenly with a sad voice.

Loki turned in his arms and looked at him with a concerned look. "Tony it was just a tickle." Loki stated and stroked his cheeks.

"I was so close on ruining this, ruining our lives and I don't know if I can forgive myself." His voice was shaking and tears ran down his cheeks.

"Tony, we had a fight. Sure it was bigger than the once we usually have but we survived… I love you." Loki said and kissed his shaking lips.

"I love you to." He said and kissed him again on the lips.