Heyya everyone. sorry it is late, but i wasnt feeling too well last night and i just wanted to go to bed, so i have worked hard today to get this finished and up for you all. Enjoy!
"I need you Jasper. Now!" I said as I began to unbuckle his belt. He beat me to it, and before I knew it both out bottoms were off and on the floor next to the bed.
"Now tired are you?" he asked me as he sat up and kissed my shoulders.
"Not a bit." I promised, leaning my head back so that he would have better access to my neck.
"Good, because I promise you this will be a long night." He said as he continued to kiss me.
At this moment, I don't think I have ever appreciated Jasper's power more
Bella's POV
Jasper pulled my pyjama top off by pulling it over my head. I moaned as one of Jaspers hand's cupped by breast and massaged it, while his other hand went down between my legs and rubbed my clit.
"Just a quick question. What exactly were you dreaming about that got you so worked up?" Jasper asked me, as he kissed the side of my neck.
"The last time you touched me. Our honeymoon." I told him, moving my hips over his hand. I felt Jasper smile against my neck.
"Lets see if I can figure out what happened in your dream." Jasper said, as he worked his fingers over me skilfully. He thrust one of his fingers inside me, while her used the palm of his hand to rub my clit. I moaned as Jaspers fingers brought me to orgasm fast and hard. Just as i was coming down from the first orgasm that I had had in months, Jasper flipped me over so that i was now on my back still panting. I could feel Jasper kissing his way up the inside of my thigh. Slowly he brought his lips to my center and kissed me lightly. That small kiss was enough to make me moan out and begin rocking my hips against his face.
"Jasper, Please don'e tease me!" I begged him. He didn't disappoint me. While he brought one of his hands up to where his mouth was and thrust one of his fingers inside of me, he began to work his lips and tongue over my clit. I shot up off the bed, as I laced my hands through his hair to keep him to me. Needless to say, my second orgasm quickly followed the first one
I fell back against the bed, catching my breath a little bit, while Jasper moved back up my body placing kisses along every patch of skin that he could find. he spent an extra amount of time on my stomach, where he kissed and caressed the bump.
"You are so beautiful. Why have I denied myself this sight for so long?" he asked almost himself.
I wrapped my legs around his hips and flipped him so that he was now the one back on his back. I suddenly realised that the human blood that i had been drinking for the last few months had made me stronger. Stronger than Jasper. Well, it would be interesting to see what I could do with this.
"I don't know my love, but I hope you are going to make up for it." I told him as I leaned down and kissed him.
I positioned myself over his hips, so that we were perfectly aligned before slowly lowering myself down onto him. I nearly came the second he was in me all the way, but I forced myself to keep it in.
Jasper fell back on the bed with a moan as I placed my hands on his chest and rocked back and forth over him at a quick pace.
"Bella, I wont last long if you keep this pace up." He said, as he took hold of my hips, and sitting up so that he could kiss me.
"That is the whole point." I told him, kissing him back.
I picked up my pace a little more and now Jasper was meeting me thrust for thrust.
I could feel my stomach tightening and I knew that I wouldn't be long before I had my second orgasm of the evening. But I was adamant that Jasper would come with me this time.
"Let go Bella, I know you want to." Jasper said as he kissed and bit my neck lightly.
"Come with me! Please Jasper." I begged in a moan. I grabbed a fist full of his hair and pulled him back to my mouth so that I could kiss him.
"Don't worry about me. This is all about you." Jasper said as he slowed down my movements.
I wouldn't last much longer and I had no idea of how long he was going to last, so I did something that I can pretty much guarantee my husband will have an orgasm.
I moved my lips slowly from his mouth down his jaw line and on to the point where his neck met his shoulder. I kissed and licked this point on his body and lost myself in his taste. While I continued to rock over him, I bit down onto his shoulder hard enough that I could inject venom into him.
"Fuck!" was all he shouted as he came inside me. I finally let myself go and screamed Jasper's name until it was over.
I could no longer hold myself up and fell back against what I thought would be the bed, but Jasper had raised his knees so that I was leaning against him.
"I wish you wouldn't do that." Jasper panted.
"Do what?" I asked as I rolled over so that I was laying next to him.
"Bite me when we are like this." He told me, gesturing to the fact that we were both naked.
"You can't tell me you don't like it. You do like it right? Or am I just hurting you?" I asked, sitting up, pulling the sheet up to cover me.
"Its not that I don't like it Bella, it's just that this time was different to all the other times that we have done that." He told me.
"How?" I asked him, really not understanding where he was going with this.
"Well for a start, you have never been the one to do it. It has always been me." Jasper told me.
"I've bitten you before. Don't act like this is the first time." I told him.
"No you haven't. not like that, this was a first."
"why do you suddenly now have an issue with this. I don't know how many marks I have on my body because you have bitten me." I told him, getting up off the bed to retrieve my clothes. It was obvious that my plans for this evening were no longer going to happen.
"I don't know how to explain this to you." Jasper said, running his hands over his face and through his hair.
"Try!" I growled at him. I would blame my hormones later for my reaction, but I was really annoyed at the way he was talking to me.
"When I have bitten you, it has always been a reflex rather that a conscious effort to bite you. When you did it tonight, you thought about it before you did it." He told me.
"I still don't see the reason why you are making a big deal about this." I told him.
"I am making a big deal about this because you knew it would hurt me. And you made me do something that I didn't want to do. You could have stopped and saved me from having one less scar on my body." He said as he got up out of bed and grabbed his clothes.
I didn't say anything after that. I finally realised why Jasper was getting upset about this.
I calmed myself down and thought back on the evening, and realised Jasper was right. I actually thought about biting him before I did it, and I could have stopped. I should have stopped. And because I didn't and now I had added another scar to Jaspers body which I knew he was conscious about anyway.
I suddenly found that I couldn't stop staring at the bite mark that was healing on my husbands shoulder.
I backed away from him until my back hit one of the walls, and then I sank down onto the floor.
"Oh my god. Your right. Why did I do that?" I spoke almost to myself, as I felt tears running down my face.
"I have one theory." Jasper said as he crouched down in front of me, and taking my hands.
"You have been drinking human blood for a while now, and your body is responding to it as it should because it is your natural food source." Jasper told me.
I looked at him confused. What did this have to do with the whole biting incident? Jasper felt my confusion, so he continued with his theory.
"Human blood makes us stronger and more alert with everything that we do. Sex is no different. Biting is a mating thing. As it is normally the male who does it, it shows dominance in that relationship. Even though you don't feel it, you know deep down that you are stronger than I am. And this is a way of showing it." He told me.
"But I don't want to hurt you. I've never wanted to hurt you." I told him.
"I know that, but this isn't something that you can control, no matter how much you want to. It is a instinct that we just can't fight." He told me.
"The biting isn't the thing that is worrying me. Its something you said earlier. I made you do something that you told me you didn't want to do." I said.
"Again, it is because of the blood you are drinking. Human blood changes us, it makes us more aggressive and angered easily. Even you cant deny that you have been easily angered the past few weeks." he asked me.
"Yes, but I'm a vampire who is 6 months pregnant and has a husband who wont touch me. Even you can see why I am easy to piss off." I told him.
"Yes I understand, and I know it is hard for you, but do you think you over reacted a little bit?" he asked me.
Looking back on the whole situation, I did over react a little bit, but I didn't care. I needed to get my point across.
"Maybe, a little but, but that isn't the point…" Jasper cut me off before I could finish.
"That is exactly the point. Since you have been on human blood you have been very hostile when you want to be, and it is very easy to get an argument out of you, it was never that easy before. I know that the baby needs the blood to stay healthy, so I'm not going to suggest you come off it now, but as soon as she is born I need you to go back onto animal blood." Jasper said.
"You say this as if I was planning to stay on human blood after she was born. I was going to go back to animal blood regardless." I told him.
"Its not going to be as easy as that my love. You have been feeding off this for several months now you are not going to just be able to go back to the life style you had before. I know how hard it is to change diets like that. Granted I was feeding off human blood for a hell of a lot longer that you have, but that doesn't change the fact that you body is use to human blood now. " He said as he ran one of his fingers under my eyes which were blood red.
I took hold of his hand that was on my face and held it in my own. I really hadn't thought about what it was going to be like, going back to animal blood after I had the baby.
"Oh my god I've never though of that. What if I cant go back to feeding off animals. What if I kill someone?" I asked Jasper, tears now running freely down my face.
"Bella, I wont let that happen. You have never fed off a human so you dont have to worry about that. You will have to be strict with yourself and go hunting more often than you normally would." He told me.
I then thought of something that had never entered my mind until that second.
"What about the day nursery? I wont be able to go back to work in case I hurt one of the babies." I said.
"I doubt you will ever hurt a child Bella, you are too maternal. You seem to be immune to their blood. I'm not worried about you being around children at all." Jasper told me.
Jasper moved so that he was sat up against the wall next to me. And I moved so that I could crawl into his lap.
"Don't be scared Bella." Jasper told me as he wrapped his arms around me.
"I cant help it. I'm worried now about what I'm going to be like after this baby is born. What am I going to do?" I asked him, crying.
"Well, can I suggest we go see Carlisle, maybe he will have something to say about it." Jasper suggested.
"Yeah that might be a good idea. It will be nice to see everyone. I haven't seen Emmett for a while. Maybe he can cheer me up." I said as I cuddled further into Jaspers chest.
I heard Jasper chuckle above me, but I really had no idea what he found so funny.
Right, this is where my synopsis comes into the story. i have had a few reviews and messages from people who have read MSG that said that i wasnt getting to the plot of the story quick enough and that i waffled on a bit about stuff that wasn't important. so i thought i'd better get my arse into gear here and get to the point. Alot more is going to happen but i feel that people want me to get there a little bit quicker than i have done in the past, so that's what im doing. Let me know if you feel the same way or if you enjoyed my little waffly part of MSG. as always reveiws are always needed and welcome so let me know what you thought of this chapter and if you enjoyed the lemon at the beginning ;) i did. it was fun to write :P. anyway, let me know.
I will see you next week hopefully. if i dont update next Friday it will be later in the week after that, because i am going up to london to see Glee live! excited! hehe. Anyway, i will update ASAP.
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