Hey everyone, sorry i am so late, but i have been so busy for the last 2 weeks that i havent had time to write anything, let alone update, but i am free now and will be able to write a bit more, hopefully!
Enjoy! :)
Jaspers POV
It didn't take me very long to find Bella after I had finished talking to Edward. She was in the living room, sitting on the sofa with Rose. Since Bella had become pregnant, she and rose had become quite close. I think Rose as just as excited for the baby to arrive as Bella was.
I didn't want to disturb Bella, so I left her and my sister talking in the living room, while I went to look for Emmett. The good thing about this house was that it was so large that you could be in the house with everyone else, but you could also have plenty of privacy.
Emmett was down in the basement, that we had turned into a games room a few years ago. In the games room, we there was a pool table, a large LCD television and as many games consoles that we could get our hands on (old and new). Emmett was sitting on the sofa that we had down there playing Mario cart on the Wii. He was so pre-occupied that he didn't hear me coming into the room.
"wow, you are really bad at this aren't you?" I asked him from behind the sofa.
Emmett threw his arm back and punched me in the arm.
"Shut up! This is a really hard level." He said, as he tried to over take yoshi.
"Oh yeah, looks it Em!" I said as I sat down on the sofa next to him. He finally over took Yoshi and finished the race.
"So, what are you doing here?" he asked me.
"Bella and I needed to see Carlisle about something." I told him.
"Is everything ok? With the baby?" Emmett asked, I could feel how worried he was about the Bella and the baby.
Even in the short space of time that Emmett had known Bella, I know that they had developed quite a close relationship, and Emmett was really excited about the baby getting here. Apart from Bella and myself, he was the most excited out of everyone for the baby to arrive.
"Yeah, everything if fine with the baby. I just wanted to ask Carlisle something that's all." I told him. No matter how much I loved and trusted my brother, I really wasn't comfortable telling him the real reason why Bella and I had come here.
Emmett seemed to drop it after that, and handed me the other controller for the Wii.
"Well if you think this is so easy, lets see if you can beat me!" he said as he started a new game.
I would have to find Bella soon to talk to her about what Carlisle said, but I thought it would be a good idea to beat Emmett at this first!
Bella's POV
After mine and Jasper conversation with Carlisle in his study, I decided to go find Alice or Rose to talk to for a while. I had been around men way to long and I needed some girly time.
I couldn't find Alice anywhere in the house, but I did find Rose sitting in the living room.
Obviously she heard me coming, because when I walked into the door way, she turned her head so that she would see me.
"Hey Bella. How are you?" she asked me, as I went to sit down.
"Im ok." I told her, although not very convincingly.
"What's wrong?" she asked me.
"It's nothing. It's just, ive done something, and the more I think about it, the less I understand it and it is just frustrating me a little bits, that's all." I said.
"What did you do?" she asked me, leaning her head on her hand, that was resting on the back of the sofa.
"It's a little bit sensitive." I told her.
"Is it that bad that you don't want to talk about it?" Rosalie asked me.
"It isn't bad, but it isn't something I want to make a habit of, lets put it that way." I told her, as I ran my hand over my stomach. The action calmed me down a little bit.
Rose looked at me confused.
"Bella, I can see that you want to talk about it, but I cant help you if you don't tell me what it is you did." Rose said.
"I bit Jasper." I told her honestly.
I didn't get the reaction that I thought I would have. Instead of looking shocked, Rose threw her head back and laughed at the statement.
"That's what you are stressing about! The way you were acting I thought you had killed someone." Rose told me.
"You don't think that me biting Jasper is a bad thing?" I asked her.
"Well it depend. Did he loose a body part from it?" she asked me.
"No. I didn't bite him that hard." I told her.
"But hard enough to break through skin?" she asked.
I nodded my head.
"Well, by the looks of your neck, you only did what he has done to you." She said, running one of her fingers over the scars on my neck and shoulder.
"You could say that." I told her.
"So why are you worrying about it? Biting isn't a strange thing for us. Am I correct to assume, that this little nip occurred while you were...being intimate?" she asked.
"Yeah, that's right." I answered, feeling a little bit embarrassed talking about this with someone other than Jasper.
"There is no need to feel embarrassed about it. We have all done it. When we are together like that, it is natural for one of us to want to bite the other. Granted it is usually the guy, but we get to do it sometimes. Men don't like it very much because it makes them think that they aren't the ones in charge any more." she told me.
What Rose had just said had given me a whole new perspective on everything. Was Jasper making such a fuss about this, simply because I had hurt his male ego by biting him?
"So, have you done anything like this?" I asked her.
"Yeah, not often mind, but enough to make things a little but interesting." She told me.
"How does this make anything interesting?" I asked her.
"Like I said, men don't like when they don't have control in any area of their life, so they are going to try their hardest to re-gain that control. Jasper is no exception. And promise you, when Jasper tries to get the upper hand again, it will be the best sex you have ever had." She promised me with a grin.
I ran my hands through my hair, nervously. This was still a subject that I didn't feel comfortable talking about.
"You're still embarrassed talking about sex aren't you?" she asked me.
I nodded my head slightly.
"You really shouldn't feel that way. I think of you like my sister, and I hope you think of me the same way." She said.
"Of course I do Rose. It's just the subject rather than who I am talking to." I told her honestly.
"Ok, but you really shouldn't feel like that. Our lives are too long for us to be embarrassed about thing that are natural. You'll get better." She said, as she patted my knee.
I smiled at her.
"So, should we talk about something that you aren't going to be un-comfortable about?" she asked me, glancing at my ever growing belly.
"You know we can talk about the baby. You don't need to ask." I told her.
Rose, sat up and crossed her legs under her on the sofa.
"How long have you got left now?" she asked me.
"Not long, only a few weeks. I cant believe that she is going to be here soon. I mean, I knew that this pregnancy would go quickly, but I had no idea it would feel this quick." I told her.
"I cant believe it either. I have to admit, when you first told us that you were going to have this baby, I was jealous. I have always wanted to have a baby to hold and to look after, and then you get pregnant. But I have learned to accept this, and I am looking forward to being an aunty to this little one." She said.
"I think I'm going to need all the help that I can get with this one. She isn't even here yet and I feel like she is going to be hard work. Plus she isn't going to be like a human baby, this is a vampire. I don't know what I am going to do with her, but I'm that I will figure something out." I said.
"You know we will help you as much as we can. Don't think that you cant ask us anything. I can guarantee that Esme, Alice and myself will be happy to help." She assured me.
"I know you will help. I don't know if I would be able to do this on my own if I am perfectly honest. When I had Charlotte and her sister, I was on my own because that was the way that everything was done back then. I was a mother and a wife, my job was to stay home and look after my children and my home. Now, I'm going to have a baby again, but I have a job and a business that I have to keep going. I have to learn now how to juggle work and a new baby, and spending time with Jasper. I'm going to need as much help as I can get." I told her with a nervous laugh.
"Don't worry. We wont let you struggle with this. I can tell you now, that we are going to want our fair share of this baby. You will probably only have her a few nights of the week." She told me, laughing, showing me that she was joking (at least I hope she was joking. I wouldn't object to everyone else having the baby in the night, but not until my little girl was a few months old)
Just as we had finished talking, I heard someone come into the room. I turned around to see Jasper and Emmett walking into the room.
"See, I told you I could beat you at that game. You are just crap at it." I heard Jasper telling Emmett.
"You cheated. You pushed me so I dropped the controller." Emmett answered.
I really didn't know what they were talking about. I could only assume it was about a game that Emmett had lost.
"What are you two bickering about now?" I asked them.
"Nothing my love, Emmett is simply a sour loser. Just because I beat him at a game that he boasted to be good at." Jasper told me, as he sat down beside me. He leaned himself against the arm of the sofa and opened his arms so that I could sit with my back to my chest.
"How are you?" he asked me as he wrapped his arms around me and resting his hands on my stomach, while he kissed the side of my head.
"I'm fine. I have been having a nice chat with Rosalie when you two have been playing games." I told him, smiling at Rosalie.
"Do I want to know what you were talking about?" he asked me.
"We were only talking about the baby Jasper. I was just about to ask Bella if you had decided on any names yet." Rosalie asked.
I looked up at Jasper. That was something we hadn't really talked about yet.
"We haven't really thought about it. But I think we should soon. She will be here in a few weeks." I said as I ran my hand over my stomach.
"We can talk about names tomorrow if you want, but right now I think we should get back. You are looking tired sweetheart." Jasper told me as he kissed the side of my neck.
I rested my head backwards until it was resting on his shoulder. I didn't really feel tired at the moment, but I wouldn't mind going home and relaxing for a few hours.
"Come on then. I'll see you soon guys." I said, as I said my goodbyes to Rose and Emmett before walking out of the house.
Jasper and I didn't say much during the car ride home, he must have thought I was really tired. Maybe I could have a nice hot shower when I get in and then put a film on for a bit before going to sleep.
When we got into the house, the cat was crying to be let out. She hadn't been left out at night for a few days. She was bored and needed to go out and kill something.
"Baby, I'm going to have a shower." I told Jasper as I headed upstairs.
I heard him call back, but I was already in my room so I didn't really hear what he said.
I undressed and looked over my body in a mirror. I couldn't believe that my bump would be gone in a few weeks and I would have my baby. I couldn't wait for her to get here, so that everyone could meet her. Especially Charlotte, she was so excited for the baby to get here. She was a really good big sister. I smiled at myself at the thought of my oldest daughter, playing with the new baby.
I got into the shower and began to wash my hair. Just as I was pulling out the shampoo to put on my hair, I felt hands running down and up my back until they were tangled in my hair.
"Let me do that for you my love." I felt Jasper hands go around my body until one hand was taking the shampoo bottle out of my hand, while the other hand ran up the front of my body to cup one of my breasts.
I don't know what had gotten into my husband, but I was defiantly not going to stop him. I had a feeling that this was going to be an extremely long shower!
Yaaaay! sexy Jasper ;) i was going to put a lemon in this chapter, but i feel that the one that i am going to write next is gonna be a big one and needs a whole new chapter for its self. hopefully you will like it. what i have in mind always plays out well im my head anyway ;) but before i write that i need to know what you think about this one. so i know the drill by know. Reveiws, good or bad. let me know what you are thinking, im not a mind reader.
See you soon.
XXCullenXX
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