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Memories of the Past
"You cried just now
Like a sobbing child.
Even if the future becomes invisible, I will protect you.
I gazed up and stared at the summer sky.
You keep trying to act tough and refused to show your tears
Despite the fact you're actually scared.
In order not to lose those important to you,
You have to run this far desperately."
JELLAL'S POV:
I was really, really happy when I learned that Erza loves me back, but what will I do if Erza learned the
Truth? That I didn't really lose my memories? That I lied because I love her, and I want to be with her…
"The thing closest to you,
You need to always pay the most attention to
If you get to close to something
You'll lose sight of it…"
"Jellal! Good Morning!" Erza greeted me with a smile on her face. I wish this lasted forever…
"Good Morning, Erza" I greeted back.
"Infinite mystery is the gift of the Goddess
We seek it thus and take it to the Sky
Ripples form on the waters surface
The wandering Soul knows no rest."
Back when we were kids, we were taken as prisoner. Many kids like us that time died because of Slavery, they tortured us and punished us with no mercy. It's true that I killed our friends, but it's because of Zeref, the one who possessed me. During that time I gave Erza her freedom, and I told her that Freedom is not a thing that exists in this world. I left her in an Island, and while I departed I felt the pain of being separated from someone. A few years have past and at last we both meet again. As I gazed into her innocent eyes, her eyes burned with the promise of hate. During our fight, I nearly killed her, as I pushed her into the R-System Crystal for her to be a sacrifice, as the Crystal continues to devour her I told her that I love her. It was good thing that Natsu rescued her. Me and Natus fight, and it was my lost for the battle. After that incident, I met Erza again in Nirvana, but this time I acted that I have lost my memories, and this time I wanted to repent for my sins, by casting a self- destruction on my body in order to die, but Erza punched me and told me "I won't allow it! I won't allow you to die like this! You've committed crimes! You must remember everything! Don't think you can be at ease without knowing anything! Don't expect to be forgiven by the people who you've hurt! Live and struggle!" and after that I've, awakened into reality.
"I now have the reason to live…" I whispered
"Fallen and born here
I want to love this blood- soaked world without fear
Instead of being forgiven, forgive and have faith and remain on the face of this earth
To count the tearful days that pass."
And she learned the truth…
"J-Jellal… y-you didn't lose your memories?" Erza asked me as she looked shocked.
"Damn you, Ultear…" my anger over Ultear worsened.
"Jellal, it's alright for her to learn the truth right? You know I love you more than anything, so, Jellal, you can be mine right?" Ultear asked, wanting me to go with her.
"Tch…!" I was already furious with her.
"Jellal, I trusted you, and I loved you, but why do you have to lie about everything?!" Erza cried out.
I'm Afraid…
"B-Because I wanted to be with you…" I replied looking guilty for lying to her that I lost my memories.
Erza… I love you…
"All of it was for this moment…
I'm sure from the beginning you knew
I was the only one who couldn't leave you again
I made you realize this is a sign for you."
"HAHAHA! Stop this nonsense, my dear Jellal! I know that I'm the one you love…" Ultear trailed off.
"hahaha… you are merely a toy for my plan, Ultear. Don't think I stayed with you because I loved you." I snapped her.
"Jellal…" Erza trailed off, looking shocked.
"heh… so that's the truth Jellal?" Ultear said, an evil aura surrounding her.
"yes…" I replied, looking defiant.
"Then for me to get you, I need to kill Erza…" Ultear smirked at me, and attempted to kill Erza.
"I won't allow that!" Erza shouted, and enraged at Ultear.
This is all my fault! I should finish this argument I started. The woman who loved me and woman I loved are now battling in front of me…
…ERZA!
"These tears that brim are neither from weakness nor regret…
They're fragments born from pain…"