Disclaimer - I do not own any of the characters mentioned in this story aside from Suicidal who is my original character. Otherwise I would be very, very wealthy.
Just a very rough scene by scene go through from the Avengers movie combined with an OC of mine.
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A/N - Hope you enjoy and for more info on Suicidal checkout my story "Red headed stranger". It has also dawned on me that some of my retelling may be inaccurate and not directly in line with the movie but it is a fanfic so lets just role with it. Please read and review and especially keen on feedback about my OC character.
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Suicidal was brought in unconsicous after passing out on her mission from overexhaustion as was the side affect of her powers. As she lay in the sick ward she was having nightmares that almost shook her in her sleep. She was seeing memories she had hoped to long forget about her earlier life through to her experimentation and rescue by SHIELD. Her memory flashes to a big expensive house where she grew up but always felt out of place for many reasons and remembers running out as a young teenager in tears and covered in bruises, her last memory of home. Her nightmares continue on to several years ahead into her late teens after when she was struggling to make ends meet working various jobs to her big life changing moment when she had just closed up the shop where she was a waitress and on her way home she was attacked and kidnapped.
As her physical body twitches, her mind drifts off to being locked in a lab by Advanced Idea Mechanics where she was turned into Suicidal, a living weapon who could withstand anything and go on missions that would otherwise be classified as too extreme for other operatives as well as covert operations and infiltration. Upon reflex of being in danger or by activation of remote switch she would transform into a powered form completely different from her normal look to that of a red haired amazon with titanium hard skin, diamond edge nails, enhanced strength and agility and a change in personality that made her more willing and ready to carry out orders. A side affect was always that for as long as she was in her powered form upon return to her normal self she would have tragic nightmares and then feel sad and depressed and hope to kill herself which would guarantee dominance over her spirit.
Her mind flashes to all the deeds she had done while under mind control including assasinations of previously unatainable targets, setting off explosives while still in the building and walking out unharmed and even direct face to face killings. After two years of brainwashing and living in captivity with A.I.M. she was rescued by Nick Fury and SHIELD who helped cure her brainwashing and extended their hand of friendship and offering her a position with their team which she accepted without even the slightest hesitation and from then on her life had become far better.
As the nightmares begin to fade her body suddenly convulses as she hears Loki in her dreams. While asleep she finds herself in darkness listening to his voice as he says sadistically "You think yourself so mighty you pitiful insect. You only live because it is my will to let you carry on in suffering. Oh yes I know your secret about how much you wanted to end your life many times over when you were younger or when you woke up to the realisation of everything you did for AIM. Oh even though you were under their control it was still all you. And when you regressed back to your weaker more pathetic form how you were dominated and controlled even after the side affects wore off, even when you were yourself they still owned you. But you are sadly mistaken for all that you believe in, your control is nothing but lies and deceit". As her nightmare continued she saw flashes of all her memories long forgotten and tried to scream and block it out but Loki was in possession of her mind. Then she saw his face staring at right in front of her so life like that she could even feel his breath and see the scar on his face she had inflicted earlier. Then in her dream she heard Loki scream one last time as she awoke yelling and covered in sweat and shaking.
After she had just woken up sweating and panting with exhaustion deputy director Maria Hill came over with a small case. Maria looked at her and said "Agent Jensen what ever are we to do with you. Disobeying direct orders from Nick Fury himself and jeopardising the prisoner. Maybe if the world wasn't under threat you'd be put on suspension. Maybe you would enjoy some time off, I know how much you love your private time". Sarah composes herself and replies "What do you want Hill? Did Fury send you here to tell me off or are you just bored". Maria opened the case which contained a syringe and tablets and said "Well Jensen you really went overboard yesterday playing superhero and you didn't get a chance to take your meds. Look you know how much I like you, heck if not for you I'd be roadkill back at the old base but if I have to put up with your recovering personality for at least an hour then I'll be the one killing myself so here take your medicine".
Sarah gulped down her tablets then injected herself with a recovery formula designed by shield to combat her post Suicidal hangover. Sarah replied "Thanks Hill. Another half hour and I'll be happy as Larry. So what's next on the agenda? Any news from Black Widow"? Maria Hill replied "We've got her interrogating Loki. He thinks he's got the upper hand but she's too good he's gonna play right into her hands. Now get up, get fresh and head over to the lab". As she gets up Sarah asks "Did I miss much while I was out" and Maria replies "The skinny of it, we've got Doctor Banner on board so is Thor, and Tony Stark in all his glory".
Within the hour Sarah was in the lab with the other Avengers and everyone looked at her in shock. After a moments pause she said "What's wrong. None of you ever seen a female before" and Tony replied "So you're the same red head with the temper. Gotta admit you don't look that bad still but what about the, well you know" and made a motion like he was holding two melons on his chest and Steve yelled out "I know this one. It's hooters" trying to show that he had some understanding of modern day culture. Sarah just rolled her eyes and Black Widow replied "Steve I thought you of all people would know better" then looked at Tony shaking her head in disgust. Tony replied "Anyway what do we have on this Loki guy. Anything you can give us point break"?
Thor replied "He is my brother, though adopted he is my brother no less and he has delusions of taking over Midgard". None realised it but Loki's staff resting on a table in the back of the room was glowing but they were all oblivious. Black Widow continued "I interrogated him and from what I got he wants to unleash the Hulk on us". All eyes turned to Bruce Banner as he nervously looked around and replied "Oh come on guys I've managed to stay in control without losing it for a year. I think I have my stuff together, wouldn't you say". Tony interjected "You know what I think, I think it might actually be healthy for the big guy to get a bit of rage out" then Steve approached Tony and said "What the hell is the matter with you? Big man in a suit of armour. Take that off, what are you" and Tony replied "Genius, billionaire, playboy, philanthropist".
Thor laughs mockingly and says "Pathetic. You mortals truly think yourselves so mighty". Sarah replies "You're wrong Romanoff. I'm the one that Loki wants". Nick looks over and states "The hell does he want with you Jensen? Take a look around and think again". Black Widow approaches Sarah looking here eye to eye and says "That's right Jensen. Given you're past, it makes sense that you would be so easy to controll like a puppet. Why don't you sit this one out and go back into your cage" Sarah replies back almost yelling "Hey that's all in the past, and from what I've heard you should be the last one to talk me down". Natasha smirks and says "Well maybe I should take you down just in case. You never could take me without your powers". Tony intervenes "That's right maybe we do need to let off some steam. Isn't that right Banner". Steve again faces him and says "Why don't you suit up and we'll go a few rounds".
Everyone faces Bruce Banner as he says "I got low! I didn't see an end, so I put a bullet in my mouth... and the other guy spit it out". Nick Fury pulls out his gun aimed at Bruce and orders him to lower the weapon. Bruce looks down and notices that he is holding Loki's staff and didn't even realise it, then drops it straight away breathing heavily. Just as the team gains their senses they hear a loud explosion which shakes the carrier. Fury picks up his earpiece and calls "Agent Hill what's going on" and she replies "We're under attack General we've lost an engine". Steve looks at Tony and orders "Suit up" as they ready themselves onwards.