Next chapterrrr... It's not close to being done yet, i still have lots of ideas for the turn out :3.

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-Emmy


You weren't sure how to react when you felt one of the hands on your upper arm slither down to caress your hip, as the other ran upwards to grip in the curve of your neck, keeping you in place. Legitimately, the male lifted you off the ground with ease, so he didn't have to bend down so far just to kiss you. Still in a major state of shock, the only thing you could muster was the fact that his lips were seemingly on fire compared to yours.

A hand came flying up and rested on his upper torso, as you gave a push and built up the courage to pull away from his steaming lips. "G-gilbert…" you whispered faces only inches apart, "I-I can't…"

He growled and you could feel the vibrations on your hand. "It's my brother isn't it?"

Looking up, you once again saw jealously swirling in his beautiful eyes. Casting your eyes to your hand that sat on his chest, you said, "I don't want to hurt anyone… I especially can't hurt you anymore than I already have…"

He grumbled something incoherent, before saying, "Why can't you just give me what I want?"

"What do you mean…?" you asked, looking up at him once again.

"My little bruder," He sighed, running the hand that was on your neck through his near white hair, "He gets a lot of things… Good grades, he's a teacher's pet…. And a lot of the girls at school have a crush on him."

"Don't a lot of girls have one on you too?"

Nodding, he said "Yeah, but…" he struggle to put the words together, "They know if they're with me, they'll most likely get sex and then leave me too gloat to everyone they had sex with thee Gilbert Beilshmidt."

You felt… sorry for him. The way he said it made it seem that he was the one being used by the girls, not vice versa. Though, sometimes he did make it seem that he used girls, just to get other ones jealous. "Gilbert," you said quietly, "The first day I met you, do you remember?"

He thought for a moment, "Yea."

"I thought you were the most gorgeous man I'd ever laid eyes on… but, what happened was that you dated so many girls in the time that I've known you, that I was disgusted…"

You were disgusted? You didn't give him a chance to say anything as you went on, "I don't think you can have a serious relationship..."

"I'm damn willing to try with you." He whispered harshly. "You mean… so much to me, I can't think of losing you."

"Try? No… Gilbert, I need a committed relationship… Like with Ludwig, he's willing to be with me, and only me."

"See? My bruder gets everything! He even gets the great personality and the great voice of wrong and right!" He looked down at you, "I can give you a committed relationship! I can give you everything my bruder can give too you."

Sighing, you leaned your head against his shoulder, "You damn Germans."

You could hear him chuckle lightly, "Why not give awesome me a chance?"

Looking up, you didn't get a chance to reply before his lips were on yours again. This time, the kiss was quick only lasting a few seconds. "G-Gilbert…" You whispered, caressing his cheek, "You're amazing… you're handsome, you have a great personality… but I can't do this until you prove you're willing to be committed to me…"

You pushed away from him, on the verge of tears. "I'm so sorry!" You quickly turned around and ran as fast as you could… Tears finally let loose and slipped down your face as the stinging winters air hit your face. You couldn't bring yourself to look back and see how hurt he really did look.


You sat in the park,on a bench as the snow fell down from the sky above. Snuggling your face deeper into your scarf, you sighed as the tears fell silently. Your eyes were glued on your fingers as they fiddled with each other. You couldn't believe you did that… you felt so horrible, so terrible, but it was for the best you supposed…. You couldn't have your heart getting broken.

"Are you okay?" you heard a very deep, German voice call out as they drew closer.

Looking up, you quickly wiped your eyes after seeing who it was, "Oh Ludwig… Yea I'm fine."

He sat down next to you, "No you aren't…You were crying."

You leaned your head into your hands and sighed, "I… I practically told your brother I didn't want to be in a relationship with him until he could prove he was worthy."

Ludwig chuckled, "You think I'll let you go to my bruder that easily?"

You shook your head, "I don't think he can break his girl habit. You out of anyone would know best about that."

You felt a slender, but strong arm wrap around your shoulder before you were pulled into warmth. Soaking it in, you breathed in. "You're cold." He whispered and leaned his head against your own. "You should get home."

You looked up at him, "I'm freezing actually…."

Smiling softly, he stood and grabbed hold of you. Arms locked under your legs, you wrapped your arms around his neck, assuring you didn't fall off. "Thanks for uhm… carrying me."

He 'humm'ed, "It was no problem. There's a lot of ice, I wouldn't want you falling."

You smiled, "Yeah."

Silence fell over the two of you as he walked down the street, you in his arms. It felt so natural to be around him, to be in his arms like you were. Then, he finally spoke out, "E-Emma," He tried not to stutter, but failed, "W-will you do me the honor of being my girlfriend?"

You smiled, and dug your face into his chest, "I'd love too."