A week has passed and I got through it just like usual.
Woke up in the morning. Go to work. Go home. Worked out a little then sleep.
I know, boring right? But well everyone is busy with their life. I haven't told lissa and my friends about my condition yet, not even my parents.
I'm afraid.
If I told them they would look at me with pity and sadness. I didn't want it. and I didn't want to make them sad.
Sometimes it's hard to go through. It felt lonely.
I wonder if dimitri were here, what would it be like? Was he going to comfort me? Was hee still be with me when he know? I wonder…
But I wanted to know one thing.
Why me?
Why do I have to get this sickness?
Why do I have to get this brain cancer?