A/N: THANK YOU MY VERY KIND REVIEWERS, i would like to make note, that the little letter, that show what Bella is thinking, or feeling, i do not own whats so ever. I got the idea from Feeling Sorry For Celia, which is an amazing book, that i absolutely love.

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight nor do i own Feeling Sorry For Celia.

Dear Bella

Why are you walking so fast? Are you planning on running soon, because your fast walking is absolutely frightening to the people walking peacefully by you. Have you found something interesting ahead? Are you looking for someone? We are surprised to say we have never seen you walk so fast to school before. I bet Mary Alice isn't even there yet, but you know that, so why are you still walking so fast? Can you please give us one good reason you're feet are moving so quickly on the damp cement, which by the way is awfully dangerous, considering all the grace you have.

Suggestion: Slow down Miss Swan.

Love,

Warning And Worried INC.

Dear Miss Swan,

We are sad to find you have taken a pregnancy test and it indeed is positive, yet we are very excited to find you have stumbled over your own two feet, when you have just a received a letter from Warning And Worried INC. Warning you, to slow down Miss Swan. So we here by grant you with the Stupidity Award.

Only you could have tripped and rolled half way down the street so well Miss Swan.

We congratulate you.

Sincerely,

Embarrassing Moment Recorders

Bella Swan,

What are you wearing? How dare you walk out of the house like that. You call that holy mess covering your every curve a shirt? We laugh at your attempt to get dressed this morning, and TO FALL WHILE WALKING EXTREMEMLY TO FAST TO SCHOOL AND FOR YOUR OWN KLUTZY PACE ! We applaud you. What's that? Is that someone actually applauding you down the street, as you sit there on the ground? I think so. But the matter of this letter is to only warn you, if you don't get your act together soon Miss. Swan we will be removing you from our mailing list and your teenage years all together.

NATIONAL TEENAGER WAKE UP CALL ASSOCIATION.

I made it to school, tears rolling down my cheeks, and I thought perhaps, I should just hide under a rock for the rest of my life, and let this monster that's growing inside of me just pop out and find a nice family of its own, maybe a family of wealth, or a family that lives under a bridge somewhere, instead of with me under my very comfortable rock, I will be living under.

"Bella." Mary Alice skipped up to my side, and I had a flashback of me falling and practically rolling down half of the street this morning. I blushed furiously.

"I'm pregnant." I blurt and feel no tears swell up in my eyes, because I cried about this all night long, I would just be over doing it and probably collapse into coma if I cried anymore.

"You took the test?" She walked slowly beside me our voices low and whisper like. Much like we use to talk when I would be on my period and walk quickly in front of Alice, and whisper in a low quiet voice "Am I stained?", and sometimes she would say yes, just to scare the crap out of me. Now I don't have to worry about a period. How beautiful is that?

"Yes, after my mother practically found them under my bed, I still wonder how I ask her to do dirty laundry and she ends up under my bed." I rambled.

"Why are you so calm about this?" Alice jumped in front of me her face almost filled with furious outraged, and I for a second I don't even know what I'm looking at, I could be looking at a beautiful painting, or maybe even the school exploding, yet I'm holding the same expression, and I still am pregnant. The wind blew my hair into my face, and Alice's beautiful outraged features were blocked by the blanket of brown in my face, and I make no movement to move it away. Of course Alice did with her tiny hands, shaking me.

"Bella!" She yelled at me, her hands on my shoulders, her features no longer furious or outraged but more concerned, worried.

"I'm fine Alice." I snap unexpectedly, even to myself.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" She removed her hands from my shoulders.

"I'm fucking pregnant Alice." I said thru my teethe. "Maybe my best friend could be a little more understanding."

Bella,

Yelling at your Best Friend who is trying to help? We know you are pregnant, and all but that is not an excuse. You should be kissing the ground the little pixie walks on, throwing roses on ground she has yet to walk on, hugging her tightly, for all her help. Who bought you those pregnancy tests? And who let you cry all over her designer shirt ? And who is trying to help you this very moment Miss Swan? Mary Alice. This is unacceptable behavior, that must be taken care of ASAP. Be nice, Bella Swan, you need a friend don't you ?

Best Friends Club.

"Excuse me?" Her face was a million things I never wished I put there, hurt, worry, hate, shock and so much more. I took back my words immediately, I wish I kept them in and don't even know who let them out.

"I'm sorry Ally." I reached out and touched her shoulder, and at once all those expressions were gone, but concerned still sat there sparkling gin her deep blue eyes.

"Its okay, I understand." She patted my shoulder back, and I thanked my lucky stars I had such a good friend.

"I know you have a lot of anger built up, but lets no take it out on me." Mary Alice linked on to my arm and started leading to the school once again. I was calm, no tears in my eyes anymore, just even breathing, and quite talking.

"So you took all four of the tests?" Alice began the conversation where we had left off.

"Yes, and all were positive." I breathed.

"Did you follow the instructions?" Alice knew she was just pushing it.

"Peeing on a stick, isn't as hard as I thought it would be." I said sarcastically, and Alice let out a humorless laugh.

"Lets just go to school for now." Alice smiled at me, and I nodded in agreement, the slightest smile playing at my lips.

One Two Three .. Breathe Bella breath.

"We are changing seats." Mr. Banners voice has never been so loud before, so booming, so scary, so livid! Its like this scene was from a movie, and the music was big pounding drums in the background. My heart begins to race, and my palms are sweaty with fear, I'm praying to god, what will happen next doesn't happen.

"Edward Masen.." His name sounds like a sin, a dirty sin, and as my heart races and my breathing hitches, I flinch the at the name Mr. Banner has just called, and I squirm in my seat. I feel the panic in my stomach, just teasing, me to literal death, the pounding drums gets louder in my ears and its as if Mr. Banner is taking a dramatic pause, to freak me out. I just might jump out of my seat and run out of this classroom.

"You will be seated next to.." Mr. Banner, skims his clipboard, and it seems to take him forever to find the correct name he is about to call and I pray harder, my fingers are crossed, and I'm about to collapse at any moment. The music in the background is deadly loud and going too fast to even, follow.

"Tyler.." YES!

"No, I mean Bella Swan." Fuck my life.

I drop my head on to the desk not caring how much it hurts. I hear people shuffling around the room, then finally the seat next to me gets pulled out and that smooth voice he probably sold his soul to the devil for, is closer than it ever should be.

"Hello Bella." I heard a smile in his voice.

"Hello Edward." I gave up and looked him right in his bright green eyes, realizing it was a terribly bad idea.

"How are you today?" He smiled, and his beauty made me want to punch him in the face.

"I'm fine. Now please stopped talking to me." I turned away from him, hoping that's all it would take for him to stop talking to me.

"Why are you so rude towards me?" I should known better.

"I don't know what you're talking about." I mumbled, still facing the board while Mr. Banner go everyone else in their correct seat.

"What do you mean you don't know what I'm talking about. I always try to be nice to you." He sounded incredulous, and for a second I celebrated I could make him feel so strongly about this.

"Shut up." I said and suddenly my charms were very important.

"Seriously." Edward gave up.

"Idiot." I smirked.

"You are impossible." He mumbled and I shrugged. You can be a jerk and I'll be impossible. Works for me.

"Just once question. Why did you say yes to getting cotton candy if you hate me so much?" He whispered to me and I almost ripped off my frog charm. Even thought that was a really good question, it still pissed me off, it pissed me off so much, I felt the need to slap him.

"Just shut up and leave me alone." I bit my lip, in attempt to stop myself from doing something a little too rash.

"What is your problem?"

"You're my problem Edward."

"What did I do?"

I staid silent.

"What did I do?"

I stayed silent like a good girl

"Bella what did I do?" He asked again, trying to push me over the edge, surely he must know I was being pushed over the edge.

"You!-" I cut myself off taking a very strong deep breath, letting it all in then breathing it all out. Mrs. Brandon use to do this all the time, so she wouldn't yell at Alice.

"I what?" He slapped his hand on the desk .

"You took my virginity." I looked away as I said this, I was lying. I had sex twice before Edward, and both of those times I thought it was just okay, that is until Edward took my cotton candy, and I realized those two times were crap compared to Edward's sex. Edward is very talented at sex, and him giving it to me, gave me the just the slightest reason to why all the girls want it. I couldn't even say I never wanted that again. Because I did.

"Oh." He sounded shocked, and I turned to look over at him, and surely all his facial expression were definitely shocked. He almost looked guilty.

"I didn't kno-" I cut him off.

"It doesn't matter Edward. Just please leave me alone." I looked away and the tears were there again. I was almost sure, that any moment, I indeed would collapse into coma.

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