Chapter 03
Maura opened the door and stepped inside. Inside, she took off the feathers that were at her backside, but nothing else.
"Well Miss...tell me what you want."
Jane looked at the brunette and took a step closer to her. She took her hands in hers and entwined their fingers, before she slowly brought her arms up. She made the other girl walk backwards, until she hit the bed with the back of her knees. Jane made her sit down and eventually lie down. She brought Maura's arms above her head. Jane's heart beat so fast, as she straddled the brunette and then leaned down to kiss her lips softly.
The kiss caused an instant moan and Maura had to control herself massively hard to keep from attacking Jane back. She shifted against the bed, feeling herself becoming very turned on. Her Jane...her Jane was finally kissing her like she had wanted all this time. Thoughts of killing her, started to fade and feelings of a sexual need surfaced.
Jane slowly lifted her head after the kiss and smiled down at the brunette.
"I definitely like girls." Jane whispered and brought her lips back to Maura's. She slowly let go of her hands above her head, and let them run along her arms, and her sides, gripping her waist. Her lips moved from Maura's black lips, to her neck. She kissed her, leaving lots of black lipstick marks.
Maura left her hands where Jane had placed them and tried to keep herself calm. Her body hummed with need. She had been so alone in the hospital and thoughts of Jane were her only reason to keep staying alive. She could have never imagined that this was where she would be a year later. Her stomach trembled. Maura turned her head to the side and bit into her lower lip as Jane kissed her neck.
"I definitely like girls too," she said and fought the dark voices inside of her head that told her otherwise.
Jane couldn't help but smile as Maura said that. She brought a hand to Maura's thighs and trailed her fingertips up and down, before she slipped her hand under Maura's skirt. Her fingertips touched the material of Maura's underwear. She stroked along it.
"Tell me if you want me to stop at any point, okay?" Jane whispered.
"I don't want you to stop. God, please don't stop," Maura trembled out and closed her eyes. She shook her head for a moment willing the voices to stop and when Jane's hand moved between her legs, they seemed to only get louder. She shifted and widened her legs. Her throat tightened.
"Have you been with a lot of women..." Maura asked.
Jane shook her head.
"No, just one. You?" She asked her interested as she pushed the material of her panties with her fingers aside. She started to stroke along her folds, feeling the wetness on her fingertips.
Maura's stomach trembled more as she felt Jane's fingers against her and she lost her concentration for a moment. Internally, she was struggling. She swallowed.
"Just a few...but nothing long term. Ooooh...woah," she uttered softly. Jane's fingers felt soo good moving against her folds. It was so soft...and she jumped slightly with her growing arousal.
"I am sure they were all better than me. I am not sure I am very good at this but I'll try my best." Jane said and smiled at her. She found Maura's sensitive clit and rubbed her fingers over it.
"Oh! Oh...you are very good, god so good," Maura yelped out and arched her back, to push her clit out so that it was closer to Jane's fingers. It was so sensitive for her. Maura gasped a few times and moaned beyond her control. It spurred Jane's confidence. Maura was losing her ground and fast.
Jane started to rub her faster, feeling more and more wetness coating her fingertips. She must be doing something right. She trailed to fingers back down again and rested against her entrance. Jane kissed Maura's lips softly while she pushed in two fingers.
Maura moaned deeply as she felt two fingers move into her tightness. She arched her back and gasped into Jane's soft lips. Finally, a hand moved from where it rested above her head and grabbed the back of Jane's head and held her closer within the embrace. This had been what she had wanted in the first place. She had just wanted Jane. The voices screamed inside her head.
Jane smiled into the kiss. She started to move her fingers back and forth, massaging her inner walls. She kissed the brunette girl passionately, smearing her black lipstick around her lips and her own lips, but it didn't matter to Jane. Her tongue was rubbing against Maura's, letting her taste the mango juice she had had before.
Maura was soo into Jane. She had been from the start and this was her dream. While the voice screamed for her to kill her, Maura just ignored them. She kissed Jane back and breathed deeper and deeper as Jane's fingers moved in and out of her. She growled really low in her throat and became very wet.
It didn't take long at all and she was coming around Jane's fingers. Her body moving against her. She broke the kiss, eyes shut, and gasped into the tense air of the room.
Jane smiled as she felt the other girl coming. It was so relieving and freeing for Jane as well, that she managed to make her come, that she managed to see that sleeping with girls was nice, that sleeping with a normal person was just lovely. She had been so scared that whole year to repeat it and now she was glad that she had done it, even though she knew nothing about Kensy really. Jane slowly pulled out her fingers and kissed her lips softly again. She stroke over her braided brunette hair gently.
"How was it?" She whispered.
Maura's body shuddered and trembled. She couldn't talk right away when Jane asked her how it was. She just smiled. Her nipples were hard against her shirt and she let her eyes flutter closed for a moment. It was bliss. Jane had touched her. Jane had made her come. Her Jane had done it all on her own.
"Oh...I loved it...I really loved it..." she purred and her accent slipped a little. The voice screamed in her heard and she flinched a little.
"You alright?" Jane asked her worried and got off of the brunette, looking at her a bit worried. She stroked over her braided hair gently again.
"Are you regretting it?" Jane asked her carefully. She knew nothing about Kensy or if she was involved already.
Maura's eyes shot open and she sat up, shaking her head.
"NO! NO! I loved it. Don't move away...let me do the same to you...let me touch you," she said, keeping her accent once again. She smiled and moved closer to Jane, tilting her head, and starting to kiss her.
"I want to make love to you..."
Jane closed her eyes and brought her hands on either side of Maura's cheeks, holding her face gently while she kissed her back.
"So are you just visiting from England or do you live here?" Jane asked her whispering.
"Visiting," Maura said, kissing her in between her words.
"I am staying with a student exchange program..." she purred and moved closer to Jane, pushing her to her back. She was breathing deeply and smiling as she kissed her. Maura smelled soo good and she was soft and gentle, even a bit forceful, but that was a good thing.
Jane let her hands run over Maura's back, while kissing her.
"When are you leaving?" Jane asked between kisses. She was kind of sad to hear that Kensy would be leaving soon again. After all she was the first girl she gave herself into after everything with Maura.
Maura smiled. She could hear the want and need in Jane's words. That did something to her.
"Not for a little while," she said and kissed Jane with a little more force.
"You are in control...tell me what you want me to do to you..." she said against her lips.
Jane smiled as Maura said that.
"Do the same I did to you..." Jane whispered and couldn't help but laugh a bit.
"Your whole lipstick is anywhere but on your lips.. We really have to clean ourselves before we go back downstairs later." She said amused.
"Thanks for that," she smirked and then ran her hand slowly up along Jane's inner thigh.
"Just like you did," she purred and kissed her for a few moments while her hand found the mound between her legs and she started rubbing her to get her even more aroused.
Jane moaned and closed her eyes, leaning her head back in her neck. She opened her legs wider for Maura. Her heart was beating faster and her breath quickened. Jane was wet and so excited and scared about the sex at the same time. But more than everything, she really wanted it to happen. Her shrink was right - she needed to accept her past and move on.
Maura watched Jane and would the entire time she took her. She saw the pleasure over Jane's face and relished it. She would never forget it. A few times she got a little rough with Jane, saw her wince and slowed down, apologizing. It was the voices that told her to go hard and soon she was going even deeper into the woman.
Jane moaned and arched her back, moving in the rhythm she was pleasing her. It didn't take Jane long until she came. She panted and kept her eyes closed for a while before she opened them slowly and smiled at the brunette girl.
"That was nice..." She whispered.
Maura pulled her fingers out and let Jane see her lick them clean. Then she bit her lower lip and smiled at Jane.
"That's good. I loved doing it. Now," she leaned over her, looking down in her eyes. She hissed her next words and for a moment, Jane's stomach went cold.
"Are you glad you came up here with me..." There was something in the girl's voice that frightened Jane and that pleased her.
Jane looked up into Maura's eyes, her cheeks flushed from the sex. She stopped breathing for a moment but thought she was being paranoid and had to forget about Maura. She put on a smile and sat up in bed.
"I am..." She agreed and leaned forward and kissed her.
"But we seriously gotta clean our faces..." She said amused.
Maura laughed freely now for the first time as Jane mentioned cleaning their faces.
"Is it that bad…" she asked and then stood from the bed and walked over to the mirror.
"My…yes…is it…follow me to the bathroom," she said, not turning around to Jane.
Jane smiled, fixed her tights between her legs again and then followed Maura in the bathroom. She giggled as she looked at herself in the mirror, seeing so many black lipstick marks around her own mouth and on her chest.
"If we would go down like that, people would know what we did upstairs." Jane said matter of factly.
"You think so," Maura said, wiping her face with some tissues and then making herself look someone presentable. She then turned to Jane and smiled darkly at her.
"Well, it was fun," she said and moved toward the door. She opened and then headed out.
Jane was surprised that Kensy just left like that.
"Kensy wait." Jane said and rushed after her.
"Since you are in Boston for a while still...do you wanna meet up again or something? Just to hang out and spend time together. I...I am not very good in making friends...I just..you seem nice." She told her.
Maura paused right before the steps and turned around to face Jane. She swallowed and the voice got louder in her mind. She flinched.
"I-I don't know...I mean..." she wanted to take the mask off, but she couldn't bring herself to do it.
"Are you...involved with someone?" Jane asked her carefully. She wasn't out for a relationship, knowing that Kensy would go back to England soon but she feared that Kensy had a girlfriend here and that was the reason why she couldn't see Jane anymore.
God, Maura wished that Jane would stop. It was getting harder and harder to not blow her cover. She swallowed and breathed out slowly.
"No, I don't have anyone...I am just not good with relationships. That's all," she said and looked back toward the stairs.
Jane nodded and eyed the brunette girl.
"I see, I am sorry to hear that, I think. Though, I don't want a relationship with you...I mean you are going back to England soon and...yeah. I was just asking to spend some time..." Jane said matter of factly.
"It's alright though. Was nice meeting you, Kensy." Jane said and flashed her a dimpled smile.
Right before Jane would walk away from her, Maura grabbed her and kissed her hard. Then she hissed into her ear.
"You were even better the second time..." she said in her normal voice that would chill Jane to the bone. Then she hurried down the steps and out the front door. She smirked as she ran into the darkness across the street.
Jane stood there like frozen and stared straight ahead. She felt her throat and stomach tightening. She reached behind herself, looking for some support. She grabbed the handle of a door and held onto it before she slid down against it.
Jane closed her eyes for a brief moment, taking a deep breath, trying to calm down. She started to hyperventilate. Maura. It had been Maura. Or was it? Her head was spinning and she only felt her throat tightening more. It had been her. The voice. She would recognize this voice everywhere.
She felt hot tears welling up in her eyes. Why could Maura fool her like that? Why didn't she notice it had been Maura? Why didn't Maura kill her? Why had she been doing exactly what Jane had asked for? She was just utterly confused.
Maura walked the streets until she got to her car parked in a lot. She looked back over her shoulder and smiled. She said Jane's name aloud into the night and then disappeared.
TBC
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