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"What do you want Bella?" He whispered, and I ran my hands through his hair, as I sat inappropriately on his lap, my breathing heavy, my panties on the floor.
"You." I moaned, and he entered me slowly, almost painfully.
"Ugh. You're so tight." He groaned as I bounced on top of him, my eyes squeezed shut, as I moaned louder and louder with each bounce.
Sex. The hormones raging inside of me, due to the baby growing, had me needing wanting, loving, sex. It was as if, I was just a child again, and the ice cream truck would roll on by, with all its glorious ice cream, chocolate, strawberry, vanilla, and all sorts. My mouth would water, at just the sight of the little truck, driving by my house, its annoying music playing continuously, getting everyone's attention. I could be drilling holes into the ground, and I would still here that music. Because I knew ice cream was what I wanted, and I wanted it bad. But in this case, it was sex. No ice cream included, although that to sounds good. I wanted sex so bad, I drove all the way to La Push to get it. Jacob, my best friend thing, was nice enough to give it to me, well because we hae benefits. Plus I've had sex with him before, and I was pretty sure he would be the only guy I would ever have sex with. The first time we had sex, it was because, we were best friends, and I knew I would only trust him to take my virginity, the second time was because it hurt the first time, and I wanted it to feel good, so we tried that time. And the third time, this time, it feels good, it feels so good.
"Oh fuck!" I moaned gripping his shoulders, as he slid in and out of me faster, I pushed my self further on to him as I bounced.
"Mm you like that?" He squeezed my hips tighter.
"Yesss!" I screamed.
"Louder Bella!"
"UGHH!" I screamed, bouncing as fast as I could, my clit rubbing against his abs, those beautiful, beautiful abs, that should only belong to a under wear model. And those strong arms that hold me tight, gripping me to his muscular body, pushing me up and down on his cock. I kept my eyes shut as we moved faster, and my hands went up and down his arms, sometimes resting on his shoulders.
"You dirty girl." He muttered and smacked my ass.
"Ahhh!" I screamed, digging my nails into his skin. That beautiful, beautiful skin, and goodness his hair, so soft and beautiful, I could run my hand through it all day and find it better than sex, just the feel of it on my fingers.
"I'm gonna cum" He choked out in a grunt
"Me too" I moaned, still bouncing on his cock. "Ahh!"
"Louder Bella, Scream baby!" He ordered.
"Yes!"
"Louder!"
"UGH!"
"BELLA!" He came inside me.
"EDWARD!" I screamed out, then collapsed onto him, my hand going to my mouth, to cover it in shock. I'm sure people in China were aware, I screamed out 'Edward' while Jacob was fucking me.
Jacob lifted me gently and sat me on the sofa, so that I was sitting beside him, both of us looking forward and not at each other. I wouldn't be able to do that for a while.
Dear Bella Swan,
The world doesn't revolve around you, we hope you know that. We actually really hope you know that there are other people in this world who have feelings you may have to acknowledge. We believe you just hurt someone's feelings, and they just might be someone who is almost as close to you as Mary Alice, your very best best friend. Does that make you feel any better, you shallow, shallow person? Are you satisfied horrible one?
Well if we were the Good Girls Club, we would go on to say you are absolutely terrifying, and horrible. But since we are not, we will go on to tell you, we love how low you have become lately.
Good job.
Love,
Mean Girls Club
Isabella,
You are absolutely terrifying and horrible.
Good Girls Club.
"What the hell Bella?" Jacob finally spoke, and I put my head in my hands in shame. I was asking my self the same thing.
"I'm so sorry Jacob!" I groaned.
"Edward Masen?" His voice sounded incredulous.
"Yeah." I muttered.
"You were imagining you were screwing Edward Masen?" He asked.
"No.. kinda… yeah. I don't know." I lifted my head from my hands to look at him, and his face was scrunched up in confusion and anger, that I wish I hadn't put there. I almost felt like crying, but I didn't, because I'm just not that pathetic.
"That's kinda, no that's really messed." Jacob shook his head at me.
"I'm sorry, its just I .." I didn't know how to explain myself, I didn't know what to do with this.
"You what?" He was pissed, I saw it in his eyes. Those deep dark eyes of his.
"It was just a simple mistake." I mumbled.
"No a simple mistake is, Jake, Jac, etc." He was animated with his hands. "I'M SORRY!" I yelled, getting off the couch to pull on my under wear and shirt, while he reached beside him to grab his shorts and slid them on.
"You haven't been acting right lately." He pointed a finger at me.
"Please just stop Jacob." I bit my lip frustrated.
"Oh look you got my name right." He murmured.
"It was an accident!" I groaned.
"Well it was messed Bella. Do you even have a thing for him or something? I mean its not that hard to ask for sex when it comes to him, you didn't have to use me like that. You know I love you.." He trailed off, and the pen in my stomach duplicated and I felt tears swell up in my eyes. I guess I was that pathetic. They trickled down my cheek slowly.
"I love you too Jake." I mumbled, more tears sliding to my chin. Jake sat back on h is couch, looking down.
"Not the way I love you." He shook his head, and I could tell no matter what I said, I couldn't take back what I did, and the pain I had caused.
"I'm sorry." I whispered, walking closer to the couch.
"Its not your fault." He sighed deeply.
"Jacob, I'm pregnant." I blurted, the tears coming faster now, and I took a few more steps and sat next to Jacob on the couch. He visibly tensed up as he sat, but I had to tell him, I mean as my best friend he should know. He should know everything. He should know that Edward Masen is the father of the growing child inside of me, and he should know that I had sex with Edward at the carnival. He should know, just like Alice knows.
"What?" He said slowly, and raised his head to look me in the eyes even slower. My heart pounded in my chest and I could hardly breathe right, I even had to do a few practice breaths before I repeated myself.
"I'm.. pregnant." I said slower this time, although it came out as a mumble due to all the tears running from my eyes. And now he was frozen staring at me, and I wanted to vomit. Maybe I should have kept this in. A million different emotions set on his face at once then settled on worried, which I kind of expected, I mean I would be worried about my pregnant friend.
"Oh Bella." Jake leaned over to hug me, and I took the hug gratefully. But only started to sob once his big arms were wrapped around me and he cooed the words 'Oh Bella' over and over again, only making me sob harder.
"I'm here, for you, if you need anything, I am here for you. You know that Bells." He whispered in my ear and I cried just a bit harder.
"You.. Don't.. h-have.. To.. D-do.. Anything like. T-that." I sobbed, and stuttered out my words.
"Of course I do Bella, This is our baby, did you think I would just abandon you?" He rubbed my back, and I choked on my sob, making me cough twice, and the air that was meant to come out from my mouth stayed in. I thought I was about to really vomit now.
"Did you Bella?" He asked again, and I felt my eyes widen.
"No." I choked out my breathe.
Bella,
Who's the father of your child?
Edward or Jacob.
Actually, we are positive its Edward.
But you seem to be having trouble figuring it out.
Do you think you're some kind of super human, who can get pregnant by two different men ?
We're just curious Bella.
Sincerely,
Who's Your Baby Daddy Inc.
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