A/N: I'm so sorry this chapter took so long, i had to rewrite it like 5 times because it didnt seem right just yet, so i hope you all review telling me what you think.

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or Feeling Sorry for Celia.

Dear Bella,

We find you being miserable, absolutely hilarious. We must say no one has as much drama as you. What do you think you're parents will say? What do you think they'll do? Oh and the suspicion builds, its horrible isn't it? Stay oblivious,

The Suspicion Builders.

My room had never been filled with such threatening silence in the air, it had never seemed so chilling cold even with the windows sealed closed, and the heater on high, its never been so empty In my crowded little room. And I've never felt so alone, in such a big world.

"I cant really imagine, Bella, what would make you do something like this." Renee started as she paced back and forth in my room, her eyes never looking directly at me, but I made sure to watch her carefully, like she might transform into a cheetah or something.

"After all the times I've told you, Bella, I told you-" She broke off mid sentence and stopped her pacing. She put her head in her hands, and I could hear soft cried escaping her lips. It broke my heart, the heart that I wondered was still there since I felt like an evil stupid teenager.

"Mom, I'm so sorry." I felt tears of my own roll down my cheek slowly. Sorry wouldn't do it, sorry wouldn't work. Not this time. Maybe when I was 7 and I spilled milk all over the floor, yeah then sorry worked, but not now. We both knew that, but it still didn't stop me from saying it.

"I'm sorry mom." I repeated the tears becoming little quiet sobs, as I watched her cry into her hands.

"You cant stay here Bella." My mom lifted her head out of her hands, and I could see the tears still fresh in her eyes, those chocolate brown eyes. My eyes. And as the words repeated in my head and I realized their meaning I stood frozen in place. My head even tilted to the side.

"What?" I breathed, and I stood from my bed, walking just a foot closer to my mother, who was looking at me with sad yet serious eyes.

"You, cant live here anymore." She said slower and stood up just a bit straighter.

"Mom." I started but I couldn't even finish, my mouth was open but nothing was coming out.

"Your father wont have it." She tried to explain, but this was un explainable, this was outrageous, and totally un fair. I expected punishment, maybe hatred from my parents for a while but not this.

"Where am I suppose to go then?" I had tears in my eyes again.

"I don't know Bella." My mom sobbed, but took a step away from me. "But not here. Not anymore."

"You cant just disown me!" I yelled, my hands shaking.

"Stop that!" She yelled back, but I couldn't calm myself.

"No, this is not fair!" I shouted and my hands went to my stomach absentmindedly. Her eyes followed.

"No Isabella this!" She pointed at my stomach "isn't fair!"

"Mom you cant just kick me out." My voice was softer now, still a yell but softer. I could hear the once quiet hall way become a loud, as my father marched to my room his big boots almost making it feel as if the house was shaking. My mother stood quiet, and as My father, livid and angry, entered my room she looked down at her feet, taking steps further away from me, as Charlie moved forward.

"You want a baby, you want to get pregnant and be responsible, well get out my house." Charlie growled.

"That's not what I want! I don't want a baby!" I cried, my hand clutching my stomach.

"How could you do this!?" Charlie's face had changed about 1 million colors till settling on red.

"Did you kill Jacob?" My side affect from pregnancy, scattered thoughts, kicked in.

"You would be worried about Jacob." Charlie shook his head incredulously.

"I-" I couldn't finish my sentence, I couldn't even finish a complete thought.

"I'm sorry? Is that what you're going to say?" Charlie asked, and I never realized how much of a complete ass he could be. I stared at him intently and he stared back, I watched as his face softened just the tiniest.

"I have to pack.." I said sternly, my face hard, my jaw stiff. They both looked surprised, but I had not time to watch them marvel.

"Get. Out." I pointed to the door, and just as Charlie's face began to turn its wild shades of colors, Renee touched his shoulder and he visibly relaxed. They both turned for the door to walk out of my room. It wasn't long till I was calling Alice, and sobbing into the phone.

After Katherine stopped yelling and insulting my parents, she agreed to let me stay with them 'for as long as I wanted.'

Alice who was still sad for me, still was excited, I mean even I was just the tiniest bit excited to stay with my best friend. I might be pregnant but I am still a teenager. I tired to focus on that little happiness, while I packed, and pushed away the whole Jacob thing to the back of my mind, because I decided it was worse than this. It was much, much worse.

But this was still pretty horrible.

Even though Alice was opening her home to me, I couldn't help but feel homeless.

Bella,

You don't even have a room now? You must have a room, or at least a room you are dedicated to, to be a successful teenager. But you? No you don't have a room. And when you did have one you didn't even have a poster of a shirtless guy anywhere. You didn't even have a poster of a band or anything. Where is your creativeness. Maybe your parents realized this too, no? Maybe that's why they are kicking you out? We think, you being kicked out, is pretty teenager like. So we will let you go in peace.

Sincerely,

NATIONAL TEENAGER WAKE UP CALL ASSOCIATION.

Thanks to my father being the chief police, in a matter of seconds, the world knows Bella Swan is pregnant. Well at least I think that's how its going to be, I mean I may still be pregnant and 'homeless' but I still have to go to school, and predict if things will be the same or not.

"You know I think Jasper Hale has a perm." Alice straightened out her shirt, while I watched laying casually on her bed. I found it necessary to wear a undershirt today, not because it was cold, but because I thought maybe it would make that tiny bump that was appearing, disappear.

"Why do you think that?" I smirked, watching her fix herself in her full length mirror.

"How else can it be that perfect? I mean every single curl is beautiful." Alice sighed deeply, as if she was talking about something extremely serious.

"Hmph. Who knows ? Maybe Edward Masen does some kind of witch craft to it. He is the devil." I muttered and focused on my charm bracelet, and from the corner of my eyes I saw Alice stop twirling in front of the mirror, and I looked directly at her. A grin was placed on her lips and a slight smile on mine as well.

"You know I think you're right." Alice smiled , her dark blue eyes sparkling.

"Me too." I smiled.

"Bella, I'm glad you're here." Alice danced over to the bed and sat beside me, putting her arm around me to give me a squeeze.

"I don't like what happened, but this is nice." She smiled down at me, and I looked up at her. Never taking my eyes off her. And just for a second I prayed to god, thanking him for letting me keep her forever.

"It is." I gave her a squeeze back.

"And, I'm sure Edward Masen will appreciate you telling him today." She mumbled, and I stiffened in her arms. She was the evil.

"I thought you forgot about that." I whispered squeezing my eyes shut, and I felt her arms disappear and the bed shifted. When I opened my eyes she was standing in front of me her arms crossed.

"Or I'll have to tell him Bells." Alice shook her head at me.

"I'll do it." I groaned.

"Good, I don't feel like speaking with the devil today." Alice glowed.

"Oh that makes everything so much better." I rolled my eyes.

"Just trust me." Alice smiled.

Hey Bella,

The truth will set you free! Just kidding, we know you're a big fat liar. So we are going to give you this coupon to Olive Garden, just because we feel bad for you. And we see you have been eating a lot so there you go.

Love,

The Feel Better Club.

Seeing Edward was just too easy today, I knew god was making me bump into him almost every second of the day just to stress me out. Edward must have muttered 'sorry', to me about 100 hundred times today and school hasn't even ended yet. I was ashamed of my avoiding skills today, although if I didn't get over the whole 'tell Edward your pregnant with his child' thing, then Alice would, and to me that is much worse. I knew for sure Edward was the father of my child.

Once I would see him in the far distance its like the little thing inside me would freak out, even though that's physically impossible for me to feel, because I'm only 1 month pregnant, but still its like I was vibrant with all this love. Like my body was thinking 'he came all this way just to see me,' and my brain was thinking 'what the hell are you talking about? it's a hall way, he's meant to walk down this way at least once a day.'

And I really don't know which one I am listening to as he walks by. His bronze hair slightly in his face today due to the wind, and I was grateful. His nice probably designer shirt fir him amazing and he just looked absolutely gorgeous. it's as if I didn't notice this when I saw him the other 20 times today. But I know something is going to happen this time, as he gets closer, because everything's happening in slow motion. Every step he gets closer to me I twitch with horror. His footsteps have never been so loud.

"Bella." He looked over towards me and I froze under his liquid green orbs.

"Edward." I smiled, snapping out of my daze and trying to focus on anything but those eyes, he looked a bit taken back by my nice tone, I mean I was murmuring insults to him all day.

"Hey Bella." He chuckled, seeming pleased with my happiness.

"Yeah, Edward, I have to talk to you." I ran a hand through my hair, my voice till a bit chirpy and light.

"I don't think that's-" His face looked a bit doubtful, and the little pang of pain I felt, I kept to the back of my mind as I tried to get out the next lines I had prepared.

"No its really important Edward." I got just a little closer to him, and my voice was almost a whisper. I didn't get close in the 'romantic' way, as if I was going to reach up and kiss him, I got closer in the 'suspicious' was, as if I was asking for drugs.

"What's up?" He looked at me suspiciously now.

"You remember the other night?" I whispered and blushed a violent shade of red.

"Yeah, its kind of hard to forget." He smirked, and I was a little shocked by the second part but ignored it.

"Edward I'm serious." I said sternly, and his eyes looked deep into mine.

"Bella?" He questioned me, his eyes narrowing just the slightest.

"I'll tell you after school. By Mary Alice's car." I shook my head

"I have things to do after school." He shook his head.

"Well, then how bout-" He cut me off.

"Now. How about now." He suggested, seeming just a bit annoyed.

"No I cant now. Its important but-" He cute me off from my rambling again."Just tell me." He put his hand on my shoulder, and I noticed way too much.

"I'm pregnant." I blurted, and then I realized what I had just said. That was it, that's what Alice wanted me to do and I did it. Its done. I felt satisfied almost happy, but then it was the smallest gesture had me back tracking, it had me wishing I hadn't had said it just yet. Edward moved his hand from my shoulder, and even though I had no idea I enjoyed it, I knew in fact that when he took his hand off me I hated it. I absolutely loathed the feeling and I didn't want to know why so I just blamed it on his baby that was growing inside of me.

"Its Jacob Black's baby." I said quickly, and I saw his face go back to normal, a look of relief was placed on those beautiful features.

"I just wanted to tell you because, with me getting fatter with the baby and all, I didn't want you to think it was yours." I tried to cover up, but I sighed at my very sad attempt. Edward put his hand back on my shoulder.

"It's a secret, but you kind of suck at keeping them, so I probably should have kept it to myself." I looked down at my shoes.

"Bella I can keep a secret." Edward's voice was soft.

"You told everyone about the carnival." I muttered.

"I told Jasper, and then it just got out." He explained, but he was still un forgiven. He shouldn't even had told Jasper.

"Still this isn't something you can tell even Jasper about." I sighed deeply.

"Isabella I wont tell." He gave my shoulder a squeeze and I looked up and into his eyes, a bit surprised. He knew my full name? Yes that was surprising but the tone he used wasn't playful 'I want to get into your pants' Edward Masen. He sounded grown, maybe even nice. I know the baby like it.

"Promise?" I felt a bang of guilt hit me like a brick wall.

"Promise." He gave me a dazzling smile. "Thank you for telling me."

"I just didn't want you to worry about it." I muttered.

"Thanks." He said again.

"Yeah no problem." I coughed, and noticed Alice from the corner of my eye. She was walking down the hall towards Edward and I.

"Bella, Edward!" Alice's voice was loud as she called us and I flinched, while Edward looked in the little pixie's direction as she skipped up to us.

"Hey." She smiled wide, and eyed Edward's hand on my shoulder. Edward removed his hand once he noticed.

"Does he know?" Alice whispered to me.

"Yeah." I mumbled. I was only half lying.

"Oh, I'm so glad." Alice was now speaking to both of us.

"Its good we got that all cleared up." Edward nodded at Alice.

"Yeah cleared up." Alice smiled eyeing me, but I was too busy playing with my charm bracelet.

"So I think we should be heading.. To that thing." I grabbed Alice's hand and nodded once towards Edward.

"Bye Edward." Alice sang.

"Bye." I heard him say back, as I dragged Alice down the hall.

"And what thing were you referring to?" Alice yanked her hand out of mine as I walked a really fast pace to nowhere in particular.

"I don't know." I stopped walking and ran a hand through my hair.

"Bella what did you do?" Alice asked in a warning tone.

"I told him." I laughed with out humor.

"Good." Alice nodded her head slowly.

"Yeah and I lied." I mumbled pacing back and forth.

"Oh god Bella." Alice put her head in her hands.

"I know!" I groaned.

"What did you tell him?" Alice looked at me her dark blue eyes disappointed.

"I told him Jacob Black was the father." I choked out.

"Bella!" Alice gasped.

"I know, I know!" I groaned.

"You cant lie to both of them like that." Alice shook her head.

"You're right, you're right. So I have to talk to Jacob, after school." I sighed.

"YES! And then you have to tell Edward. THE TRUTH." She spoke slowly like I was a five year old.

"Oh my life." My groaned and put my head back in my hands.

Alice's phone sat beside me almost mockingly, its purple shade never so bright in its entire phone life. It was ridiculous, and even more ridiculous that Alice left, setting the phone right beside me before she went down stairs to help her mother.

"You need some rest." She said, and then sat the evil purple phone beside me, on her very comfortable bed. I played with my charm bracelet, pretending I didn't feel the phone next to me, and I didn't have anyone to call. I even slightly pushed it away, with my knee, but it still felt like it was glued to me, even watching me. I shifted uncomfortably on the bed, and it was the loudest movement I had made in the past 10 minutes.

Ms. Swan.

Are you nervous? Do you feel the tension tightening in your stomach? How about the guilt throbbing at your head, sinking its way into your heart and freezing up your whole body? Does that feel any good to you? Are you too aware of Mary Alice's clock ticking, as the second go by, just a little bit slower each time. Tick…. Tick ….. Tick…….Tick.

Do you?

Okay just making sure,

ARE YOU ALICE CLINIC.

Bella,

Did you know, dolphins sleep with one eye open?

Sincerely

Time Killers.

Bella Swan,

We are checking on you for Mary Alice because she has her hands full at the moment.

So have you called Jacob Black? Because we haven't seen you pick up the phone yet, but you still look like you have nothing to do. Alice would be angry. Do you like making your best friend angry?

Sincerely,

The Best Friends Club.

Jesus. I picked up the phone and punched in Jacob's number, that I sadly knew by heart. I was torturing myself, I was putting myself in weird situations. I was making things so much harder. Before putting the phone to my ear I noticed something white taped to the purple object. I pulled back further and red the little white note taped to the phone.

Edward Masen.

555-5679

TRUTH!

It was written in Alice's sweet cursive, and I tried not to roll my eyes, but she had to be kidding me, I wasn't going to do twice in one day.

"Hello?" I heard the deep familiar voice, and realized I had forgot the phone was ringing and quickly put it to my ear.

"Jake?" I asked, my tone light.

"Hey Bells." His tone was happy, and calm. Just like I like it.

"I'm staying at Alice's if you didn't know. Sorry I haven't called." I apologized.

"I love you Bells." He blurted.

"I love you too Jake, but I called to tell you something important." I ran hand through my hair.

"You're not the father of my baby." I blurted not knowing how else to say it or do it, I couldn't butter him up and I don't know how else I was suppose to say it. So I just said it how I thought it.

"What?" His voice was emotionless.

"I'm sorry Jake." And all those damn emotions came rushing back, and the tears swelled up in my eyes.

"Bella." He sighed deeply. "Your lucky I love you so damn much."

"I'm a horrible person." I cried.

"Who's the father?"

"Edward Masen." I sobbed.

"Mother fucker." He muttered. "I'll kill him."

"You wont do anything." I sniffed, but my voice was serious.

"I cant believe this." He sighed.

"I understand if you hate me now." I sniffed.

"Don't be dumb Bells, I'm here for you no matter what. I just wish you told me the truth in the first place."

"Me too." I sighed.

"I have to go Bells." I knew for a fact he was lying, but I was going to let him be mad at me.

"Bye Jake." I frowned and the line went dead.

A/N: It feels so good to get all that out haha, i hope you review and tell me what you think because this chapter was alot harder to get out. :]