A/N: Another successful and fast update ! yay! This chapter is kind of shorter compared to the last but it is one of the best parts , i think, in the story. Well it should be, but if it isn't you can hurt me. I'm sorry. But if you love it then please share with me what is it you love. Thank you to all my reviewers! I love you guys!

DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT OR FEELING SORRY FOR CELIA.

"Outstanding." I said with heavy sarcasm, I even raised my hands to applaud myself.

"Its not that bad."

"Alice, do you see this?" I pointed to the immense baby bump sticking out my shirt.

"Do you see the huge bump that has come to announce it self a new planet! And a creature living on this planet has come to destroy earth but first Bella Swan's life!" I groaned. Alice's eyes were wide as she listened to me ramble, her hands in her lap formally as she watched me from her bed. She looked down, holding her lips in a tight line.

"No." She was quiet. "I see a baby bump."

"Oh my goodness." I moaned, and stumbled to sit on the bed with Alice, of course tripping on my feet.

"Its not that bad." Alice repeated getting off the bed, to fetch her scarf, that was sitting on her desk.

"It is, and you know it." I covered my face with my hands.

"Today you are officially 2 months and 7 days pregnant."

"You've been counting?"

"Kind of." Alice admitted sheepishly.

"How fun." I sighed and lifted myself off her bed, just to stand in her door way.

"You know, I still don't understand how you have convinced me every day you are finally going to tell Edward Masen." Alice grabbed both of our back packs and slowly made her way across the room to meet me in the doorway. I had been trying to hold this off as long a possible, and as much good as I thought it would do me, I have finally come to realize, it just made things a little worse.

I've had all the chances in the world to tell him the baby is really his but I just suddenly 'forget' while I sit next to him in class, or when he passes me in the hall. And as the baby grows, it sure notices its daddy more. I tell you, it's the spawn of Satan.

"I don't like it when we talk about this." I mumbled like a child, my hands feeling for my charm bracelet as Alice stared at me intently, a knowing look in those dark blue eyes.

"See we wouldn't have to talk about it so much if you just.. Hmm, I don't know? DO IT!" Alice handed me my backpack, and I looked down from her gaze, clearly ashamed with my lack of courage.

"I know, I know." I sighed.

"Bella, I know its hard, but you might see how this can be helpful." Alice said seriously, her tone only concerned.

"For you and the baby." Alice touched my hand gently.

"Yeah." I lifted my head to look her directly in the eyes again. She had a point, and I cant remember in the past we she hadn't had a point. Even while shopping she always had some kind of point, whether I understood it or not. It was there.

I would have to tell Edward. And I would have to tell him today.

Whether I liked it or not.


Dear Bella,

You have a baby bump the size of Mars.

Just thought we let you know.

The,

Only Obvious Club. Of only obvious members.

"Excuse me." I smiled at Jasper Hales back as I waited for him to turn around. His thick curls, were very perfect indeed, and I hadn't ever noticed till now. He turned slowly and the movement snapped me out of my daze on the boys head of full hair.

"Isabella." He nodded at me, eyeing me suspiciously.

"Jasper." I shook my head, mocking his tone and raising an eyebrow. Was it necessary to eye me like that, I was having issues as it is, no need to make me feel insecure now, buddy.

"How may I help you?" He nodded once, formally, and for a second I visualized him in uniform.

"Well you cant, but you can do me a favor and pass a message on to your buddy Edward Masen, I believe his name is." Of course I know the beautiful boys name is Edward Masen, I'm sure people in Brazil did too.

"Of course." He smirked, and I fought against the urge to slap that smirk off his face. I motioned for him to come down to my level, so I could maybe tell him a secret. And he did lean down, closer to me. And before I could stop the words from coming out of my mouth.

"Its his baby." I whispered, and my lips have never been so graceful as I spoke in to Jasper's ear. It was the best feeling I have had in 2 months. I felt powerful, maybe even victorious, but I should have thought twice maybe? I mean telling Jasper this secret, even thought by three months into my pregnancy, people at school would know, was kind of risky no?

Whatever I could care less now, its done its over, and if the rumor is going to come out, because of Jessica or Laurens, or someone's big mouth, why not let it just slip out of mine, I mean I t is about me right?

Jasper leaned back and I didn't have time to study his features, as I turned on my heal and walked away quickly down the hall.

Bella,

You finally told.. Wait NO YOU DIDN'T. You told Edward Masen's best friend Jasper Hale, instead of telling Edward yourself. You disgust us. Don't even look this way because we are already looking away. We thought just maybe you were different Swan.

Sincerely,

Follow Through Committee

It smelt like victory if you asked me, as I slid away down the hall further away from Jasper, and I don't think he moved, and I bet, yes I bet, that if I turn to look back at Jasper Hale, he would still be standing in the middle of the hall where I had left him, frozen with shock.

And I don't even know why but it felt so good. I turned just to take a peek, to prove my self right. Just another horrid mistake as I find this time standing in the middle of the hall way is Edward Masen himself, his eyes flickering from me to Jasper, continuously, as Jaspers mouth moved, speaking words I couldn't hear from here. I had just realized in that moment what I had done and I felt more like an idiot than ever

. I could tell when Jasper got to the important part because Edward tensed, and that same worried look drowned his features, and made chills go down my spine. His face went pale, and his bright green eyes went down a couple of shades, finally resting on a dark forest green.

Surprised I could see them from here I turned my body all the way around to face him and his eye were on me just as soon as I thought about moving. Those damn eyes were such a distraction. His eyes were wide, with fear maybe, and they moved aching slow as his eyes moved down, to the bump now showing just slightly under my blouse.

I looked down with him just to make sure. And just like that I was an emotional wreck, tears threatened to spill from my eyes and my breathing was shaky. I gently put a hand to my baby bump, and looked up at Edward slowly, who was still standing beside Jasper, with his horror stricken expression.

"No." He mouthed, and a fresh sob softly escaped my lips.

"Yes." I mouthed back, wondering if he would even be able to read my shaky lips. So I added a nod.

Dear Bella Swan,

Well we don't know what you expected when you decided to tell Jasper Hale instead of Edward Masen, himself. Maybe a celebration because you found away to tell Edward Masen a less frightening way , a way you could handle maybe? Or maybe you expected a dozen roses waiting for you at the end of the hall, when you walked so quickly down it? And did you think Jasper Hale wouldn't tell Edward Masen? That he would simply forget the best gossip he has heard in years? You think the poor soul would keep it all to himself? Did you expect a gift card from Target taped there on the baby bump, as you realized Edward had seen it, and was staring at it intently? And Bella Swan, did you expect not to cry, when you saw Edwards reaction? Did you expect him to run to you with a reassuring smile, whispering lovely nothings into your ear as you cried to him?

We think not.

We beg to differ.

We try not to think, that is what you really expected.

But you're sobbing like a baby, so its all that's left to believe.

Love,

The Who Do You Think You Are Big Shots.

Home of the big shots who know who they are.

It felt as if everything was moving in slow motion then. The feel of Mary Alice bumping into me, shaking me continuously as I stared directly into Edward Masen's eyes, that seemed to be getting closer. Something was dark about them, something wasn't right, and at times my vision would get blurry further frustrating me so I couldn't study his eyes correctly. Alice kept shaking me, I think she was because I was suddenly rocking back and forth, and the green eyes were becoming bigger, as I stared at them, trying to blink away the blurriness so I could see them. The rocking back and forth stopped and I was thankful because I had suddenly start feeling nauseous from all the motion.

"Bella." The velvet like voice stated snapping me out of my complete daze. Edward Masen had traveled down the hall to stand directly in front of me. I blinked away the blurriness that had been tears still falling from my eyes.

"Yes." I croaked.

"You're a liar." Edward stated, snappy and sharp.

"No." I choked out catching my breath from my sobs.

"Yes you are Bella, tell me you're a liar."

The anger built inside of me, somewhere down there the anger raised and I was completely aware of what was going on now. I bit my lip in frustration, putting my hand closer to the baby bump.

"I'm not a liar." I said through my teethe now, and Edward didn't flinch once.

"Yes you are." He hissed.

"No I am not Edward Masen, I'm not lying." I growled, and his face was completely tense with anger and hate, and I could imagine my face the same.

"Jacob's baby?" He glared at me.

"That was a lie." I pointed at him, and then back down at the baby bump. "But this is not a lie."

"How can I believe you."

"You want to take a test?"

"Bella I- " I cut him off.

"I don't want this to be true, just as much as you don't Edward." I said through clenched teethe. His anger didn't fade nor did it soften, it stayed solid and hard, and his glare could start fires if it wanted and for a quick moment I imagined the rest of the school being on fire behind me.

"Its not mi-" I cut him off again.

"Its yours. I know the spawn of Satan, when I'm carrying it."

"Its not mi- did you just call me Satan?" He growled.

"You're an as whole."

"Its not mine." He said finally, and turned on his heel quickly walking back down the other way of the hall, his body tense the whole way as I watched him go. And as soon as he turned the corner I noticed Alice beside me for the first time looking at me with so much concern and hope in her eyes. As soon as she opened her arms and pulled me into a hug, I let down my wall and collapsed, the tearing at my heart couldn't be ignored, and the sudden pain, could not be disguised.


Dear Bella,

Its been three days, and we think you are becoming one with Alice's bed.

We feel the need to warn you, being a mattress isn't so much fun.

Suggestion: Get up.

Love,

Warning And Worried INC.

Excuse us, but is Bella there?

We have an important message for a Bella Swan, but all we see is a bed, with a bunch of covers thrown everywhere, and a massive bump in the middle of the bed. Oh wait, there you are Isabella, hanging out under the covers, crying. I bet you don't like the idea of being one with Alice's mattress, that seems to be eating you alive.

Just making sure you're there.

ARE YOU ALIVE CLINIC.

Isabella Swan,

Have you any idea what time it is? Its 12:00 pm and where are you? Still in bed! shouldn't you be at school, with that friendly Mary Alice you have? Shouldn't you be slacking off somehow, doing.. Oh I don't know… say .. Teenager stuff? You are so close to getting kicked out, its terrifying, we fear for your mailing existence in our files.

NATIONAL TEENAGER WAKE UP CALL ASSOCIATION.

Swan,

Yesterday you ate ice cream that Katherine had just bought, and then you have the nerve to come back and heat up some left over meat loaf, from the night before, THEN you come back downstairs looking for some kind of desert. Today you come in the kitchen every five minutes to find something new, craving something new. You are very fun to watch Bella, and in all my years I haven't seen anyone so enthusiastic about eating food, but it is tiring.

Give it a rest.

Yours Truly,

The Fridge.

Bella,

Get off me please. I beg of you.

Please,

The Mattress.

He didn't want me, and he didn't want the baby, it repeated in my head a million times and I cried about it for three days straight, praying I wouldn't have to go back to school, knowing the whole school would have known by now. I wish it were Edward who was pregnant, I wish it was him who could go through the pain of being called a liar, by the boy who has gotten you pregnant, and is now denying your baby.

It hurt more than I had ever imagined it would. So I stayed in bed, not bothering to even get up anymore. Katherine had walked in to check on me a few times, offer me food, and tea, but I always say no thank you and she scurry's off to do something else, and I hear her bickering worriedly about me from here.

Oh the thin walls of Alice's house. She would often repeat 'What a beautiful girl' as if the only reason me being pregnant is sad, is because she considers me a beautiful girl, but I knew there was more meaning to I then that, I just didn't try to find it, I was too busy trying to drain my mind and not cry.

Katherine was always a wise woman, strange and outrageous at times but she was definitely wise, almost as if she knew everything. I would count it as a trait, seeing sometimes I see that same wise soul in Alice. And Alice who would come home and lay down with me, rub my back some and tell me stupid things that happened in the day, tried to not speak of HIM, or what he has done, or how bad the rumor has spread.

She would tell me to breathe when I sobbed, but I couldn't. Not even while I wasn't sobbing.

I gripped the covers all around me just thinking of the pain, I had successfully pushed away for the moment.

A/N: So She told him! finally, like you all wanted but there are so many suprises to come, i can hardly wait to share them with you. I really want to know about how you feel about how Edward reacted to Bella being pregnant with his child. It was kind of harder to write considering i didnt really know how i wanted Edward to react. Also i have been getting very good comments on the notes/letters to Bella, showing what Bella is thinking or feeling in a different way, so i couldnt help but continue with that, one because it is fun on my part, two, this way you dont get bored with the way Bella feels. There are alot of the notes/letters in this chapter because Bella is having mood swings as you see. Anyways i hope you review, letting me know what you think.

love Danielle .