A/N: I'm sorry this chapter took longer, i have been a slacker but im picking it back up i promise.
also thank you to the reviewers who made this chapter and every other chapter very exciting to write :]
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or Feeling Sorry For Celia.
He was slick, I guess. Or sweet, I would much rather go with slick at the moment, because the thought of him being sweet mixed with the picture of his pleading green eyes and his messy bronze hair was just plain unhealthy.
"You have a date with Edward tomorrow!" Alice squealed almost a million times on our way home, and I just gave up on refusing it was a date, she obviously wasn't listening.
"Oh! What are you going to wear!" Alice's voice squeaked in horror, making me think she was about to swerve into a tree or something.
"Would you chill please." I sighed deeply, putting my head between my hands in annoyance.
"You know you're excited." Alice scoffed. I lifted my head and looked out my window biting my lip, or biting away a smile.
"No." I simply refused to let anyone know I was smiling about this.
"Yes." Alice mocked my tone.
"Shut up!" I laughed giving me away, and of course my always famous blush.
"Ha! I win!" Alice took her hands off the steering will to throw them in the air.
"You are not killing us today!" I hissed, grabbing her hands and putting them on the steering wheel. Her excitement scared me to death.
"I have this royal blue blouse, that's going to look amazing on you!" She chirped.
"Yay." I said sarcastically, only making Alice giggle.
Dear Bella,
You being absolutely unexcited is amazingly entertaining, what do you think she's going to dress you in? How do you think you will get along with Edward? Why did he even ask you on a date? Where is your phone charger?
The questions start here as the suspicion builds!
The Suspicion Builders
Rocky was on.
And I was amazed, interested, and in love with the movie, just 20 minutes in. Of course I also loved the fact it was keeping Alice quite, as she seemed to be just as enthralled with the movie as I was.
Alice had been harassing me with shopping trip ideas and gift ideas the whole day after Edward had asked me to the movies. Just as I thought his name, butterflies went right through me, pathetically.
I was going to have a talk to this baby once I pop it out. I cant have it being a daddy's child. It already loves its father, that much I want to deny and can tell. The way the little thing has me acting is ridiculous.
"Bella?" Alice's whisper like voice, was enough to tell me something was wrong. It wasn't squeaky, and it wasn't rushed, it was just a normal question.
My eyes instantly searched for hers, as she looked up at me, her dark blue eyes dim, almost sad as she sat beside me her legs curled up in front of her.
"Yes." My voice sounded much like hers on accident, I couldn't help but feel just a little sad at whatever she was sad about.
"Do you like Edward?" Alice mouthed tried to twitch up in some kind of smile but instead it just ended in a frown.
"No." I replied quickly, not sure what I was in a rush for. "Why?" I touched her shoulder, right before she turned away to watch he movie again and this time, I could see her watery dark blue eyes, that frightened me. "Alice."
I turned my whole body to her, putting my arm around her. My eyes searched in a panicked while her deep blue eyes just filled with tears.
"Its nothing." She whispered and tried to turn away but I didn't let her. I didn't even know what she was crying about, but it made me want to cry, I could feel the lump in my throat.
"Alice, please tell me." I begged, seeing there was no way threatening violence would help this situation, even if it was a joke.
"I shouldn't have said anything." She quickly rushed out as a few tears ran down her cheek, breaking my heart.
"Tell me." I held my arm tighter around her little body.
"Do you love the baby?" Alice asked instead of telling me what was bothering her. Before I could say anything about her changing the subject, the question hit me like a ton of bricks.
Did I love the baby? Did I love the little devil child that was growing inside me, I hadn't even thought about it had I? surely I would have to figure out some time right? What was a child you didn't love? Does that even happen?
Alice probably saw my panicked expression because she patted my hand gently.
"Its okay, I'll tell you what I was thinking." Alice's voice had gone some what back to normal.
The phone rang, making us both jump startled. Alice jumped off the couch, and walked over to the phone on the kitchen counter, I let my mind wonder idly what the hell she was thinking about that had made her to sad, but once my eyes focused back on Rocky, I was lost again, watching in amazement as Alice's voice in the kitchen just became a low murmur.
How is it I never saw Rocky? What was I waiting for? This movie had to be one of the best things I have ever seen in my life.
Especially watching Rocky and Adrian interact with each other, it warmed my heart how perfect they were for each other.
Plus watching Rocky with out his shirt was not bad either.
I almost wanted to scream to Alice, and tell her she was missing the movie but instead I stayed quite, letting Alice talk on the phone to who ever.
After what seemed like half the movie Alice came back to sit next to me, but I was far to deep in the movie by now to look over at her, so I used my voice instead.
"Who was it?" I asked my voice sounding off somewhere else.
"Edward." She answered casually, but that was enough to snap me out of the movie and look at her bewildered. I almost jumped off the couch.
"Why didn't you let me talk to him?" Came out of my mouth before I could stop it.
Mrs. Swan,
Your word vomit still has us deeply concerned, do you not care that you are affecting and possibly spreading your awful disease! Do you not care about the young lives around you at all! Are you just going to keep walking around vomiting words you don't mean to say! You cant its impossible, its crazy, its DANGEROUS!
Sincerely,
ADVICE FOR DUMMIES CLINIC.
Bella?
Did you hear that?
Let us replay that for you.
"Why didn't you let me talk to him?"
Maybe a little slower now.
"Why….didn't…… you… let... Me … Talk…. To…. Him?"
Did you hear it?
How about a little faster maybe?
"whydidntyouletmetalktohim?"
Well good luck explaining that,
Hope you heard.
ISNTANT REPLAY INC.
"What?" Alice's face brightened, and her mouth formed the widest smile I have ever seen, I didn't even dare repeat it.
"Bella.." Alice warned teasingly, her face glowing.
"Did you just get mad because I didn't let you talk to Edward?" Alice eyed me suspiciously, her mouth still in that wide smile.
"No." It came out in a whisper.
"Yes you did." Alice nodded slowly.
"No. I didn't." I gulped.
"You were angry you didn't get to talk to him huh?"
"No?"
"Then why Bella?"
"Because… I don't .. know." I tried to find a reason but nothing was coming up.
"Maybe because you wanted to talk to him." Alice suggested evilly, still teasing me with her wide grin.
"No." I almost yelled, instantly a the words left her mouth.
"Mhmm." She wasn't convinced.
"You know I don't have to explain anything to you." I scoffed folding my arms in front of me.
"Yeah you do, I'm your best friend." She smiled nonchalant.
"I don't care he called.. I just wished you told me it was him calling." I tried to wipe up my spill.
"That's because it wasn't." Alice smiled.
"Jerk." I gasped.
"You seemed pretty excited by the thought though." Alice laughed.
"Jerk." I repeated looking back at the TV, but couldn't help the smile that made its way to my lips.
"Jerk." I laughed.
"But I made you laugh." Alice nudged me, teasing me. But I could see past that, and I knew, I wouldn't let her just brush off whatever was bothering her before.
The next day was Friday, the Friday I was going out with Edward.
The whole school was buzzing with the news that I gladly ignored, with much help from Alice who didn't say anything about it at all.
Even Emmett, who was back to his normal seat behind me since my partner was here today, tapped me on the shoulder.
"You and Edward eh?" Emmett smiled, his tone teasing and light. Of course he threw his head back with laughter as I blushed furiously.
"Alright." He gave me thumbs up and smirked, I rolled my eyes. And of course the rest of the day was spent avoiding Edward.
"Why are you avoiding him?" Alice asked when she walked me to class, she had gone back to her normal self, and when I brought it up early she said something about her being mad at Tommy at the time.
"Because I can." I shrugged.
"Your still going to the movies with him right?" She asked her voice worried.
"Yes." I said slowly eyeing her.
"Then why are you ignoring him!" She asked incredulously.
"I just don't want to see him right now." I sighed deeply.
"You know you have to sit next to him during biology right?" Alice pointed out, but I had planned ahead.
"Yeah but today Ben is absent, leaving me a perfect spot next to Angela, plus its partner work, and the young lady is my partner." I took a breath after my ramble.
"Well look at you." Alice rolled her eyes.
But when I went to Bio came along, and I expected to see him with all his glory, sitting there with a perfect smirk planted on his face, he wasn't there, and he didn't even come to school late.
I couldn't help the slow curiosity that began to build like the speed of light. After a long debate with myself, I decided I wouldn't go and ask Emmett where Edward was.
So once school was out, I flipped my cell phone open, as I sped walked to the Alice's car. We had given up on driving my car to school, it was just 'to much work' as Alice put it.
As I searched for his contact, I remembered how I was forced to save his number to my phone after Alice had practically threatened to kill me if I didn't. my hands were shaky as I reached his contact and my finger hovered above the 'talk button'.
"Hey Bells." I heard Alice chirp as I approached the car
"Are you ready to go home and get ready! Oh goodness there is so much you have to try on!" She was squealing and squealing, and for a wild moment I wondered how I hadn't tripped as I stared down at my phone.
I quickly pressed talk and put the phone to my ear. This was stupid. I didn't have to call, and I shouldn't be calling. I lifted my face to look at Alice who was still chirping with excitement as I listened to my phone ring in my ear.
What was I going to say? Why did I even need to call him? I could hang up, I could hang up right now.
"Hello?" His velvet voice was even smooth over the phone, maybe sounding just a bit more deeper.
"Uh… hi." I blushed, and Alice stood there talking to her self. I hear him cough, or clear his throat.
"Are you sick?" I asked.
"Um, who is this?" He asked instead and I just died with embarrassment.
"Sorry, its Bella." I sighed, taking my free hand and slapping my forehead.
"I knew it." He laughed. "And no I'm not sick."
"Oh.. Okay.. Um.. Good." I didn't even know what to say next.
"Are you sick?" He asked me, his voice curious.
"No." I smiled.
"Good." I could hear the smile in his voice. "Is that why you called?"
"No.. well yeah, I just wanted to know why you weren't at school." I admitted, blushing furiously.
"Doctors appointment." I still heard that smile in his voice.
"Oh, okay." I coughed, what did I expect him to say.
"You even sound pretty over the phone."
"Okay lover boy." I laughed. "I'll let you go now."
"Alright Bella. See you tonight at 8."
"See ya."
A/N: So it was kind of just a filler but i promise to have the date up soon! really soon! i hope you still enjoyed this chapter, i really needed to get out some things i hadnt got out yet like the if Bella loves the baby, and i had to add on to some stuff, so please review, and THANKK YOU SO MUCH for everyones reviews. I promise to keep the updates coming fast :]