A/N: Thank you for all your reviews! i am so very happy to hear all your suggestions, it really encourages me to keep writing, so thank you very very much. Anywho before you take back all your nice words and yell at me for the very short chapter, BUT i didnt like ending last chapter where i did, i thought it needed more. I'm really sorry this isnt a real chapter, but i promise to have it up ASAP!

He was hurt.

And I could see the disappointment that sat in my eyes reflecting in his eyes, I could see the same need in his eyes as I could imagine I held in mine.

"I'm sorr-" He cut me off again, but his expression was determined, and it was different then what I had seen all night. It didn't scare me but it made me ask questions as he pulled my body closer, instead of pulling away like he had.

"Bella, I know I might have been with a few-" I cut him off just by nature.

"A few girls?" A small smile danced on my lips, but was taken back when Edward frowned, no teasing included.

"Okay a lot of girls, but you're having my child." Edward's hand ran down my back gently, sending chills down my spine, and my breathing hitched.

"I would like one proper kiss Bella." He whispered, his face moving closer to mine.

"You had many of those at the carnival." I whispered back, but even though it was breathy it was sad.

"Those weren't proper Isabella, this-" He gently let his lips brush over mine.

"This is going to be proper." He breathed and his soft lips were on mine in that second. Every part of my body was on fire, with just the sweet caress of his gentle lips, that didn't rush like the night at the carnival. They didn't speed, they moves slowly, kindly. I felt things that I had never felt while kissing Jake, things I thought I could never even feel. It was like my heart was about to drop into my stomach and my blood suddenly flowed with electricity. It was heaven.

I kissed back, not as much boldly but more desperately like I needed this feeling his sweet soft lips were giving me. I wanted to hold him tighter, I wanted him to hold me tighter, and I wanted this feeling to never go away. His lips began to wok more fiercely against mine as he held me tighter, somehow never losing the sweetness in the kiss. His hands were at the small of my back pushing me against his body, as my hands wrapped tightly round his neck. The world was suddenly disappearing and it was just Edward and I. And all too suddenly he pulled way, my eyes fluttering open slowly only to be met with his sparkling green orbs.

"Bella." He breathed softly, his luscious scent thick in the air.

"Edward." I sighed, in such peace I hardly recognized my own voice. How long had it been since I felt total bliss?

I was speechless, and all I could speak was his name. It just repeated in my head like an echo.

Edward. Edward. Edward.

He hugged me tighter to his chest, and I let my head fall right on his heart where it thumped warm and loud in my ear. His arms tightened even more around me and I just hugged back, it was all I could do. It was all I could do about anything really. About how I was pregnant with his child, about how I was craving food ever second, about how I lost, my parents in the matter of one day, how half the school knows all my business, about how I cant tell when I'm going to be okay, and all I could do was. Nothing. A hug was as good as it got in my case. So I held on tighter to Edward, as the slow music played faintly in the back ground.

The car was warm, and I let my body relax on the velvet seats, my hands going around my baby belly.

Dear Bella,

You kissed Edward Masen.

Good for you buddy.

Good for you.

Love,

Personal Achievements.

Edward was a smooth driver, maybe a little bit too speedy for my taste, but a good driver, he was very concentrated, very calm. It was delightful to watch.

"What?" He smirked glancing at me from the corner of his eye.

"Nothing." I muttered and without another glance his hand reached for mine. I couldn't argue, and I didn't want to argue, so I gave him my hand willingly, and that's how it stayed the whole ride. Right there where it belonged, in Edwards grip.

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