A/N: Oh my dear reviewers, you keep me writing thankk youu sooo much !! :]]

So this chapter is very long, but very hard for me to write, i dont know why, but i'm not very satisfied, so please, please, tell me what think about this chapter, i had to re-do so much stuff. i hope it turned out alright.

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight, or Feeling Sorry For Celia.

"Are you aware that you were holding Edward Masen's hand?" Alice busted from the couch, right as I walked in threw the door. I jumped about 10 ft away, hitting myself on the kitchen table.

"Ow." I grumbled holding my side, while Alice gasped and ran to it.

"The baby oh god, I should-" I cut her off.

"Its just my side, chill." I sat up straight and rubbed the baby bump.

"You were holding Edward's hand." She accused right away, no longer interested in my side.

"Oh my side." I groaned.

"Shut up." Alice rolled her eyes. I stuck my tongue out.

"Maybe."

"Maybe Bella? I saw you two with my own eyes, lets not forget the kiss on the cheek!" Alice squealed.

"He was just walking me to the door." I rolled my eyes.

"Mhmm." She walked over to frig.

"We kissed too." I said in a squeaky voice, somehow sounding like Alice, her body froze as her back was turned towards me, and I watched her carefully.

She could burst with joy any moment, it was like waiting for an explosion to happen. I even froze myself.

"Oh.. My .. God." Alice bounced about 10 ft in the air, then spun her body towards me, threatening to jump me.

"Wait Alice." I warned, but she had already began walking slowly towards me.

"Bella." He squeal was low, and quiet, but as she got closer.

"Please Alice, I'm pregnant be careful." I warned again, but she wasn't listening.

"Bella." She squealed louder, and basically attacked me.

Ms. Swan,

So it seems your date was a success, that we are glad to hear, You didn't have sex with him like we all bet on, so we guess you can stay.

Good Girls Club.

My morning started off fine, first off it was Saturday. That's always lovely. Then with in moments my day had gone completely down hill and it had only bin five minutes.

Alice was sleeping next to me, our arms gently wrapped around each other. A common way we always wake up when sleeping next to each other, either we were cold, or we just loved each other a lot.

After she had me spill all of the dates events, I decided I still loved her, maybe even loved her more for it.

But the one question she asked rang in my ears.

"Do you like him?" She had asked as I rested my head in her lap, and she played with my hair. At first I was taken off by the question, and then I realized it was only a very reasonable question.

I wish I hadn't realized that I didn't know, if I like the boy or not.

I really didn't know.

But that was yesterday and as I lay beside this sleeping Alice, I know I have all the time to worry, just not right now. I don't want to right now.

I gently removed Alice's hands from around me so I wouldn't wake her. She stirred a bit but stayed fast asleep. I untangled myself from the covers and made a quick jog to the restroom.

I had been avoiding the mirror, but today as I flicked on the lights in Alice's little purple restroom, the first thing I couldn't look away from was the mirror.

I looked okay, I looked like the same Bella, I did yesterday, but something was different. Maybe it was the glow that was radiating off me. Who knows.

I trailed my fingers down my baby bump, slowly, and that's when I realized it. The little red stain on my inner thigh. So many thoughts ran into my head, it was hard to really concentrate on one.

My hand frantically felt the crimson red stain on my inner thigh.

Blood.

My heart began to race and suddenly it was harder the breathe.

"Alice!" I screamed.

No answer, and the tears came fast.

"Alice!" I cried, holding on to the bathroom counter so I wouldn't collapse to the floor.

"What, what?" Alice yawned pushing the bathroom door open as she stretched.

I didn't say anything, one I couldn't say much due to the fact I was sobbing, and once Alice realized this her eyes widened, she looked me up and down for my problem, and I could see the panic in them when she found the red stain on my inner thigh.

"Oh god." She gasped.

"Stay Bella, don't move." She ordered, her eyes filled with tears.

"MOM!" She ran out of the room screaming. I heard her scream mom about 2 times before I heard footsteps running back to the room. Instead of Alice bursting in, it was Katherine with her hands on her head.

"Oh my lor-, sh Bella, its going to be okay, you need to calm down for me baby. Its alright, come on." Katherine cooed with her arms out, and I stumbled right into them.

"Bella breathe now." She ordered softly as she began to lead me out of the bathroom. I let out a breath I didn't even know I was holding.

"Sh,Sh." She patted my back as she took me down stairs, while I could see Alice running around like a crazy person.

"Start the car." Katherine ordered Alice.

"Kay." Alice ran out the door the fastest I have ever seen her little body move.

"Everything is going to be fine." Katherine tried to sooth me, while rubbing my back.

"Yeah." I chocked out nodding my head, trying to calm myself.

"That's right." Katherine whispered. "That's right."

"Its going to be okay." I sobbed. If anything this was the most painful thing I have ever been through, not that the baby was causing any pain, but the thought of losing it sure was.

I don't know what was going on or why I was bleeding, but I knew it was too much blood to be spotting or something.

Alice ran back in the house, her cell phone was held out, and it was obvious with those big red puffy eyes she was crying. Alice switched places with Katherine and led me out to the car. I was hardly concerned with how cold it was outside.

"Bells just keep breathing kay. Are you in pain?" Alice asked once she had settled me in the car.

"No." I shook my head trying to stare at her but the tears kept my vision blurry.

"Okay, that's good, that's good." She patted my knee, and was distracted by her phone vibrating. I looked away, trying to get a hold of myself but I just couldn't stop crying.

Alice was speaking softly to someone, but I couldn't pay attention to what she was saying, I was far too distracted.

I could feel everything, I could feel the cold seat beneath me, the air from the open car door beside me where Alice was standing, talking, I could feel the gaping hole in my chest increasing and now and then I would need to let out a breath I didn't even know I was holding.

"Here, he wants to talk to you." Alice leaned in a handed my the phone. I didn't even ask to know who 'he' was, instead I just took it.

"Hello." My voice was soft and sad.

"Bella.' The all too familiar velvet voice sighed into the phone and chills went down my spine.

"Edward?" My voice almost sounded shocked, but I couldn't quite hear it in there.

"Yeah, Bella its going to be okay." His sweet voice sent calm through out my body.

"I'm sorry Edward." The tears were stronger now, even though I felt a little more calm, I could still feel the guilt.

"Don't be sorry, you didn't do anything Bella. You did nothing." Edward insisted his voice strong, but sweet.

"I'm n-not, s-strong enough.' I sobbed into the phone while Edward cooed in my ear.

"You are strong. I know you are, you're going to be fine." His voice sounded pained.

"The b-baby." I sobbed. "I wasn't s-strong e-enough."

"Everything's going to be okay." He chanted. I was so focused on Edward's voice I hadn't realize Alice was now seated beside me, and Katherine was getting in the drivers seat.

"I w-was n-never strong." I cried, and Alice rubbed my back her eyes holding tears of her own, while Katherine sped to the hospital.

"Bella, you are the strongest person I have ever met." Edward continued to try and comfort me but I couldn't stop crying, I just couldn't.

"You need to calm down Bells." Alice rubbed my arm, I knew that me freaking out was only making it worse, but I just couldn't stop.

My hands kept shaking, my heart kept racing.

That's when Edward stopped trying to sooth me with his words and began humming.

It was beautiful, and I wasn't even sure what he was humming, but it was amazing. So soft and sweet, I didn't think a sound was possible coming from the lips of the devil.

It made my heart calm and my palms relax around the phone. It made Alice look at me funny and it made Katherine drive faster.

I closed my eyes as he continued to hum and for a second I tricked myself into thinking nothing was wrong. Everything was alright, and I was alright. Everyone was fine.

Just for a moment I was in love with the sound, and the man giving it to me, I wanted to reach out and kiss him, I wanted to hold him, to let him hum to me till I fell asleep each night, all night.

I wanted to feel his arms around me, and the vibrating of his chest as he hummed. Just for a moment I wanted it all, because I was alright and everything was going to stay alright

"Bella?" His velvet voice asked, the concern thick.

"Yes." I managed to speak clearly no longer ruled by my sobs, that had disappeared.

"Everything's okay." He assured, and I nodded, keeping my eyes shut.

"I know." I breathed, and he began humming again.

The hospital was crowded but I was hurried to a room immediately after Alice threatened the secretary. I was sure she was going be watched closely by security.

Their was a doctor with me in just seconds, and I'm sure that she could see the panic clear in my eyes. I was ordered too cooperate in their tests, and sit there like a good girl and 'not worry so much' as the doctor put it.

I couldn't just wait, I was terrified, I was absolutely worried and how dare she even say 'don't worry so much' does she have any idea what I'm going through here? Does she not see that my child's life could possibly be in danger? The anger over took me more than anything, and she had only said a few words to me.

Dear Bella,

It's a good thing you don't have a gun in your hand you'd probably shoot everyone in the building. That's never good. That would be a big no, no.

Is your baby okay? Will everyone stop panicking? Is Katherine crying? And what's that blue machine in the corner do?

OH THE SUSPICION BUILDS!

Suspicion Builders.

Bella,

Did you know the human heart creates enough pressure to squirt blood 30 feet (9 m) ?

Maybe you didn't. Well now you do.

Sincerely,

Time Killers.

It was as if it was days later the doctor had come in, I felt like they were working too slow, not fast enough to save my baby, not fast enough.

"I'm sorry for the wait." The blond haired doctor came in her eyes apologetic.

"About time." Alice muttered under her breath earring a slap on the hand from Katherine. I was becoming antsy, so I hardly paid attention to Alice misbehaving.

"Is my baby okay?" I blurted before I could stop myself and listen patiently.

"Yes, Ms. Swan, you're baby is fine." She smiled warmly and I let out a sigh of relief, my whole body relaxed, and Alice visibly relaxed as well, along with Katherine who's eyes had been wide the whole time we were here.

"It was just some vaginal bleeding, which is normal, but we are concerned to why it was so much blood." The blonde doctor continued but I was just glad the baby was okay.

"To make sure your baby is fine, we would like to take an ultrasound." She finished and I wished she would have just shut up. She looked at me then over at Katherine and Alice. Then looked back at me.

"Bella?" Katherine glanced at me.

"I cant." I choked out.

"it's the only way we'll know if the baby is okay.' Alice added, and I narrowed my eyes at her.

"I'm just saying." She put her hand up in surrender.

"You don't have to look at the monitor." The doctor suggested, and even though every word she spoke was soft and kind, I felt like setting her on fire.

"Yeah Bells, you don't have to see a thing till you want to." Katherine smiled warmly at me. They were right.

Alice was squeezing my hand as I laid in the dimmed doctors room, while the blonde doctor moved around me. Katherine stood behind Alice looking at me encouragingly, while I took deep breathes.

"Its fine, it will be fast." Alice whispered.

"I know, I know." I tried to convince myself.

"Just keep breathing." Alice smiled, and I did as I was told.

"Alright this might be a little cold." The blonde doctor came to be seats by my side, and that's when I shut my eyes, I was scared.

"Just relax." The blonde doctor ordered. I knew I being ridiculous, but I just couldn't help it. I wasn't ready to see the little human growing inside me yet. I would let everyone know when I was ready.

"I have and idea." Alice's voice was chirpy and excited it was sonly natural I let out a groan.

"Here." She pushed her phone to my ear.

"So you wont be tempted." I heard Alice's voice over the ringing of the phone to my ear.

"Oh." I answered confused and kept my eyes glued shut.

"Alice? Is the baby okay?" Edward answered.

"Edward?" I asked surprised.

"Yes.." I could hear the smile in his smooth voice.

"Hi." I said lamely blushing furiously.

"What's going on?" He asked and I felt pressure moving around my baby bump, while I tried to not listen to what was going on in the room I was in and what was going on where ever Edward was.

"Ultrasound." I blurted.

"Oh."

"Yeah." I sighed.

"Should I be there?" Edward suggested.

"No, no, I don't even want to be here." I blurted.

"Oh Bella, its not that bad. Its not like it hurts or anything." Edward laughed.

"Shut up. Would you like to see a human growing inside of you?" I challenged.

"Ew." He chuckled.

"Exactly." I laughed lightly.

"You just need to relax." He sighed, and then he began to hum that deadly tune that made me all fuzzy and want inside.

I couldn't even cut him off so he wouldn't, because I was already lost in whatever he was humming to me. It was better than the birds chirping lightly in the morning, it was better than what I would imagine angels sounded like.

He hummed so softly so beautifully, all I could do was listen and hope he didn't stop. The sound made me absolutely happy, and there was no possible way I could explain it clearly any other way.

"There you are." I hear the doctors voice faintly over the humming, along with a gasps, but all I focused on was the humming of Edward's voice. My eyes fluttered open,, and my eyes met directly with the monitor beside me.

A little squishy person. That's what it looked like.

It looked like a peanut with a head.

And it was absolutely breathtaking.

"Bella? You still there?" Edward's voice with a touch of concern.

"Yes." Even to me I sounded far off. "You have to see this."

It was silent for a while, and maybe he was thinking, maybe he was looking at the phone like it was crazy, maybe he hung up on me. I don't know. But I waited.

"Okay." He said finally, his voice strong, and sure.

"Nothing seems to be wrong with the baby." Was all I caught as the doctor rambled on.

I waited antsy at the kitchen table, my nails repeatedly hitting the glass table.

I was alone, Alice and Katherine decided I wasn't eating well enough, they never wanted a repeat of today again in their life.

So they left to the grocery store about 10 minutes ago, only after Alice repeatedly sang I told you so because I looked at the monitor during the ultrasound and didn't faint. I didn't feel like debating with her so I just let her sing her song of victory.

Thinking of it now though, if they were to ask me to go back and do the ultrasound again, I don't think I would be able to.

It scares me to no point and it makes me want to break down and cry.

Because I was a baby myself right? I'm only a teenager, I don't have a mom or a dad to lean on since they disowned me, all I really have is myself, and I'm just a baby.

I don't want to be carrying a baby, I don't want this to be happening, and watching it grow, seeing it inside me just scared me. It sent chills down my spine.

Knock

Knock

Knock

I jumped in surprise but got up from the kitchen table to jog to the door only excited because I knew who was standing there, and just as I expected, when I swung the door open, and Edward stood smiling wide, his eyes sparkling.

"Edward." I rejoiced and with out thinking threw myself at him, wrapping my arms around his neck. Surprised as he might have been, he hugged me back.

"Bella." He chuckled, and I pulled back to look him in his deep emerald eyes.

"Look." I unwrapped my arms around his neck, only to show him the film in my hand. I shoved it at him and he took it, his eyes studying it carefully.

"Right there." I pointed to the center of the picture and his eyes widened, but they stayed their same sparkle.

"Wow." He breathed.

"I'm scared." I whispered, and it slid his free hand around my waste, but kept his stare at the picture.

"Me too." He whispered, and I felt the stinging at my eyes, the shaky feeling through out my whole body. I tried to sniff the tears away but they just wouldn't go.

"Hey." He was now looking at me, and he pulled me closer to his chest, I looked into his green eyes as he spoke.

"Its going to be okay." He breathed, and my gaze went to his lips as they did that night at the movies.

I heard an engine coming near, then a car pulling into the drive way.

"Bella." Alice jumped out of the car, as Edward and I jumped about five ft away from each other.

"Hey." I blushed.

"Mhm." Alice eyed us skeptically, as Katherine yelled out her Hello's completely oblivious of what almost just happened. Again.

A/N: Did you like? How do you feel about the sudden friendship kind of thing between Edward and Bella? Did i do it alright?