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"What do you want Jacob?" I asked slightly exasperated.

"I wanted to apologize." he said confidently.

"Well go ahead, I don't have all day."

"I'm sorry." he said

"That's your apology? Come on, don't you think I deserve a little more then that?" I said.

"Fine, Kendra, I'm sorry for everything I did. There, happy?" umm what? That's like a halfhearted apology.

"Not accepted." I said evenly. "You can leave now."

"Why won't you accept my apology? It's not like I did anything that wrong!" he said

"Because," I said exasperated, " tell me this Jacob. Where were you before you came here?" I said fully aware that he was making out with stupid boyfriend stealer Bella.

"I-I was at home." he said nervously while rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly. Which I had learned over the years, means he's hiding something.

"Oh! So you weren't outside sucking faces with that home-wrecker? Hmm maybe it was just some other idiot." I said sarcastically.

He looked shocked for a second, then quickly composed himself.

"I don't know what your talking about," he said without emotions.

"Jacob just save it. You may be ok with being a second choice, but I'm not. If I'm not your first, then I don't want to be a choice at all," I told him confidently.

I might have looked sure of myself on the outside, but on the inside my heart was yelling at me to stop, but I couldn't. I wouldn't. I wouldn't subject myself to being a second.

"Kendra-" he started but I cut him off upruptly.

" NO, I am NOT a second choice. I will NOT let you do that to me." I all but screamed at him. That's when I felt it. The hot tears running down my face.

Great why does this jerk always get me to cry. Usually I'm not a very emotional person, but lately that's all I've ever been.

"Please Kendra your not my second choice-" Jacobs face was softening. I scoffed.

"Like hell Jacob. What are me and Bella tied?" I asked sarcastically.

"You know that's not it." he said.

"Yah I get it. It's just the imprint that makes you want me. Whatever can you just go, I don't have the time nor the energy to keep fighting," I asked breaking down in tears.

Jacob slowly nodded, with his eyes brimming with tears.

I had to talk to Aunt Sue, make sure she'll let me before I take off tomorrow, but I'm pretty sure with all the drama that's going on right now, she will let me.

Authors note: ok so heres another chapter! Thnx for all the reviews and stuff, but I still need some more ideas! Haha well thnx anyways!

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