Disclaimer: I don't own anything! All rights go to Stephenie Meyer!
Kendra's POV
It was 3:22 in the morning and here I am throwing up in the bathroom. This has been happening for the last week I was here.
Suddenly I felt another wave of nausea and I threw up again.
"Kendra, are you ok?" I heard Kayla ask from behind me. She started gently rubbing my back while holding my hair.
"I honestly don't know. I've been feeling like this ever since I got here. I really don't know why this is happening to me. Kayla, I'm scared," I told her truthfully.
"Babe, I'm sure it's nothing. We will get you an appointment for the doctors today, and see what he thinks it is. I'm sure it's nothing," she sounded sure, but when I looked into her eyes, they told a different story. Her eyes held fear.
"Promise?" I asked timidly.
"I promise babe," she said.
"Thanks Kayla," I said while she handed me my toothbrush and gargle.
"Anytime babe," she told me.
Jacobs POV
I felt another sharp pain in my stomach. I have been feeling it for the past week, and really it's getting annoying. I had plans to meet up with Bella today, but apparently the pack has wanted to have this little 'convention' to talk to me about the 'magic' of imprinting, and why I should embrace it.
"Jacob! Are you even listening to me?" asked Sam in a very threatening tone.
"Of course I am," I said lying.
"Oh really? Well what did I say?" of course he wouldn't believe me, he's the alpha he can see a lie a mile away.
"You said to embrace imprinting blah blah blah," I told him smirking at the look of annoyance that crossed his face.
"This isn't something to be joking about Jacob! You should be happy about this. You should be spending time with your imprint, not driving her away because of some stupid girl!" he yelled at me. Part of me actually felt really bad about what I've been doing to Kendra, but the bigger part of me decided to ignore the now full ache in my heart, and defend Bella.
"Don't you dare call Bella some stupid girl!" I used my rightful alpha tone. "I know what I'm doing-"
"But that's the thing though Jake! You don't know what you're doing. How long do you think Kendra will be waiting for you? How long before she just gives up?" Sam asked giving me a pointed look.
"Well maybe she should just give up!" I yelled without even thinking my words through. Suddenly I felt numb, after I actually processed what I said, I felt a big part of myself give a very painful squeeze before it just went numb.
"There are some of us who would kill for an imprint like yours. An imprint that accepts you as you are, not totally freaked out that you can change into a huge wolf! Some of us would actually love to be in your place, just so we could have an imprint. But you just don't get that do you? You don't get how lucky you are, and your just taking it for granted!" yelled Michael- one of the newer wolves who's imprint left him- as he stormed out.
"Look, Jake, I am sick and tired of this. You can't keep doing this, for your sake, and hers. She is family, to all of us, and I won't sit back and let you destroy her." Sam said while giving me one last look and walking away.
Everyone else just shook their heads, and followed after him. Emily was last to leave, she had a look on her face that showed disappointment, which is not usually something you would see on her.
Maybe I did screw this up. I needed to take a run to clear my head. I sighed as I walked out the door and ran to the woods.
Kendra's POV
Here I am, sitting in the waiting room of the doctor's office. I really want to know what is wrong with me because I have been throwing up non-stop for the past week. I can't wait until this is over-
"Kendra, the doctor is ready for you!" said an overly cheery nurse. You could totally tell her smile was fake, it's like those airplane people!
As I followed her down the hall, I couldn't help but think about Jacob. Was he ok? Was he thinking about me, like I was thinking of him? And the one that I really didn't want to know the answer to but couldn't help think: Was he with Bella?
That one thought made my heart crush into millions of pieces, just like countless other times, since she came around. Of course he would be with Bella; no one was stopping him now. No one was standing in his way of his perfect Bella.
Not even me.
Before I could stop myself, a tear ran down my cheek. I hastily wiped it away, before the nurse could notice, just as we made it to the room.
"The doctor will be here in just a second! Please just wait a moment!" Again with the overly cheerfulness! Ugh
I gave her a, what I hoped would be a big smile but it probably turned out to be more of a grimace.
"Well, just sit right here. The doctor should be ready shortly," with that, the nurse finally left me to my thoughts.
There was a knock on the door before a man about 10 years older than me walked in.
"Hello, you must be Kendra. I'm Doctor Shuntly; now what can I do for you today?" he asked me politly.
"Well, lately I've been throwing up a lot, and I always feel nauseas, even when I'm lying down!" I said in a rushed voice.
The doctor chuckled while giving me an amused look. "Well before I begin, I would like to ask you some questions, of course if that's alright with you?"
"Yes of course," I told him honestly.
After we got to around the tenth question, he asked, "When was your last menstrual cycle?"
"Um well I was supposed to have it about two weeks ago, but I guess it's just late due to all the stress I've had lately," I replied with a tight smile.
"Oh, I see. Are you sexually active?"
"I've only done 'it' once with my ex-boyfriend, about two months ago,"
"I think I know what be the cause of this, but I might be wrong. We'll run a few tests and send it straight to the lab, and I will let you know the results as soon as they come in," He stated while telling me to go pee in a cup! Ew!
Authors note: So sorry for not updating in forever but it was because I lost my flash drive with all the chapters I've written. I still don't know where it is so I have to rewrite everything! I've been busy with life and all its roller coasters!
Just an FYI I probably will update once every week or so and I will try really hard to make them longer.