A/N: So thankk you for all your kind reviews and i am going to skip about a month or two but make sure i fill you in on what happened, so read to find out what month i skipped so far :] thanks for all your great advice and pleasee keep reviewing!
Disclaimer: i do not own Twilight!
"Oh my goodness." I dropped my cup of grape juice, and it splattered across the tile floor, looking like I peed purple everywhere. For a wild moment I was glad I used a plastic cup.
"What?!" Alice rushed to me, Katherine close behind, both of them looking frantic.
"What was that!?" My hands caressed the huge bump in front of me, my eyes wide with complete and utter shock. What was going on? What the hell is going on in there! I woke feeling not quite hungry yet hungry at the same time.
"What's wrong Bells!" Alice watched me, close to tears.
I wasn't hungry, it was just the sensation I get when I'm hungry like your stomach was actually moving around in annoyance grumbling and what not. It felt weird and abnormal but hell I didn't know what was going on , I had just woken up.
"Are you hurting!" Katherine panicked rubbing my back soothingly. I tried to shake my head but I was frozen in shock, I was scared, I was bewildered… and some what happy?
"What Bella? Please say something." Alice was close to sobbing. My vision became a big blur and my cheeks were red with blush, while my breathing stung a little. I was trembling, trying to gain control of myself but that just wasn't possible for me.
"The baby-" I choked out, tears running down my cheeks rapidly. "He moved."
It was silent for a good five minutes, no movement, no sighs or deep breathes, and I couldn't see their expression any longer because my mind and eyes were studying my big belly in awe. How long has he been in there just moving, maybe he was trying to get my attention, and I just ignored him. God I'm already a horrible mother- then it happened again. This time, I considered myself an idiot for even comparing the feeling to being hungry because it was nothing like that. It was almost like gas, and I wondered idly why I didn't think of that when I woke up, but whatever. It felt like bubbles, soft and quite, but I felt it in the same place, over and over then it would move just a little from where the bubbles had begun, and do it there. It felt like fluttering, my little butterfly child. It felt like the most amazing moment of my life.
"Here." My voice was shaky with soft sobs as I grabbed Alice's hand and laid it where I felt the bubbles.
"Oh!" She gasped, I looked up to meet her gaze for the first time, and her tears reflected my own. Happy tears.
"He kicked."
"Let me, let me." Katherine chocked out rushing her hand to the spot Alice's was.
"My goodness, he really did."
"He did didn't he." I laughed weakly through my sobs.
It was something like an epiphany. My baby was really there, moving inside of me. No longer a stranger with out even a face, but his presence stronger than ever now, a little baby moving inside me. All mine. I was never ever hit with it I guess, I was too busy worrying about what I would do, how I would do it, how hard it was going to be. But it seemed all much simpler now. My baby was really in there, he could move, he can hear me, he can kick me if he likes. He's in there and I hardly ever thought so much about it. I am a mother, because he's alive and he really exists. All this talk of some baby that is going to ruin everyone's life, a monster they maid him sound like, a thief. Never could I ever see where they got that. My little innocent son who has yet to be born but was here all along.
"I love him so much." I cried, while Katherine rested her hand on my belly.
"So much."
"Edward!" Alice squeaked and my eyes shot to her, I was suddenly searching the room for him, only to realize she was on the phone.
" now!" It was hard to catch what came out as one word but was meant to be a sentence. I heard yelling on the other end of the phone, and my lips turned up into a wide smile.
"Iknowhurry!" Alice squealed jumping up with joy.
Edward arrived only a few minutes after Alice had called, and after almost tripping and looking a lot like me tumbling in Edward made it in the house. His eyes wide with wonder, his hair more of a sexy mess than usual and like always I forgot what was going on completely. I hadn't seen him in what felt like weeks, with him always at home helping with his mom. I enjoyed coming over to help as well even though Elizabeth never spoke more than to words to me, I was okay with that.
"Hurryfeel!" Alice was clapping her hands together at impossible speed. Edward flinched at the sudden sound and began to walk towards me slowly. His gentle footsteps soft against the wooden floor. Silence filling the air. I really couldn't focus on what was going on, he was looking at me so intensely I thought I would melt right here. My cheeks were hot with blush and I felt way more than the baby fluttering inside my tummy. Somehow both of my boys had quite the affect on, like it balance each other out. I could almost feel my heart that instant, to hold all the love I felt for both of them. It was overwhelming. Edward's hand caressed my belly softly, and stronger than before the bubbles erupted right under his hand.
"Beautiful." He muttered in awe. My tears were too thick to ignore, so I just nodded my head.
6 months into pregnancy!
"You look a little bigger." Edward commented boldly as we drove in the car .
"it's the shirt." I rubbed my big round belly, and the tight dark blue shirt that hugged my body.
"I like it." He smiled
"Me too."
"Are you ready for your surprise."
"Edward I don't like surprises." I huffed leaning my head against the window in frustration.
"But you'll like this one." He insisted confidently.
"No I wont." I muttered stubbornly.
"Yes you will." He chuckled as we pulled up to Edward's house.
"You really suck you know that." I laughed.
"Oh but you love me."
I stuck my tongue out, and he parked his nice shiny Volvo. Their was so much excitement set on his face I could hardly understand it. He dragged me in the house while I tried to figure out what was going on. No one was home from what I could see, and I had no idea why we were here for my surprise.
"Surprise!" voiced erupted in synchronization as Edward pulled me into the back, I flinched at the volume of it all, then went completely blank of thought.
"A random surprise party?" I blurted out, trying very hard to not roll my eyes. I took a look around at the familiar faces, there was Alice dressed in a very dark blue like myself, looking as stunning as ever next to Jasper who was trying not to stand too close to her. Then there was Emmett and… then I blinked a few unnecessary times.
"Bella, not just any surprise party." The beautiful blond next to Emmett rolled her sparkling bright blue eyes that shimmered in the sunlight. Her blonde locks all the way to her waste in soft waves, and bright pink lips open to show her pearly white teethe. Smiling at me so blissfully was Rosalie Hale, my long lost friend.
"Rosalie!" I gasped, and then I was detaching myself from Edward to run to her. She was even more beautiful then I remembered, far more
"Rosey!" I smiled in complete happiness, as her arms enveloped me in a hug you would only think Emmett the body builder could give.
"Oh Bells! I missed you!" She squealed more like Alice, than herself. Which had me wondering how they got along, from what I could remember Rosalie wasn't all that friendly if you didn't know her. But Rosalie seemed different in the nicest ways, first off she looked completely friendly a bit shorter, maybe gained a few necessary pounds only adding sexy curves to places where needed. If only all women were that lucky.
"I miss you too!" Of course I was crying by now. I cried about everything these days.
"You have no idea! I always ask Emmett about you, and when I talk to Edward he's always off to you and I had no idea- and oh my goodness a baby!" Her eyes lit up when she found my huge belly between us, taking up most of the space.
"Baby!" She squealed again.
"Yep" I laughed along with the others. "Emmett didn't tell you?"
"Well yeah he did but its so different seeing you like this. You look beautiful" She said sincerely.
"And already the best mother in the world." Alice wrapped her arms around my shoulder and pecked my cheek.
"She's very biased." I rolled my eyes.
"That's all Alice has said." Rosalie laughed winking at Alice. Had they become friend that fast? "Only because it true." Alice skipped to Rosalie's side after circling me with all her bubbly giddiness.
"We have so much to talk about!" Rosalie giggled happily.
"Wait when did you come to town?" I asked.
"Three days ago."
"And I'm just seeing you now!" I complained.
"She was busy with our parents." I heard Jasper form behind us.
"But they freed me and I couldn't be happier!" Her laugh was so carefree so… happy.
"Ow." I complained immediately looking down at my belly.
"What?" Rosalie flinched, her eyes suddenly scared.
"Nothing he just kicked." I assured her, and her eyes sparkled up bright again, practically begging.
"Go ahead." I insisted guiding her hand to my belly.
The sun was setting, and food was running out thanks to Emmett. We sat on the grass like children laughing and giggling, listening to Rosalie talk about her travels, and how much she missed us all in Forks. We sat on the damp grass no giving a damn about how wet our pants might be getting not even Alice was one to complain. Jasper had warmed up to her a bit more, and now they leaned a little closer to each other casually, but you could almost feel the excitement radiating off both of them. Or maybe just Alice's. Emmett held Rosalie close to him the whole day never letting one finger off her. I gave Edward arm a squeeze, as I rested in between his legs. My whole body relaxed at his touch and presence. The baby would kick like crazy at times like these, well actually anytime Edward near he would kick like wild knowing his daddy was around.
"So how about that baby drama?" Rosalie had told us about her boarding school, and how it was so much different. She had practically begged her parents to let her come back. Her eyes would sparkle with joy when she would talk about some friends or a group of people, but dim when she would bring up school or anything. All off us were just so happy to be hear we hung on to every word, and laughed at every joke.
"lots of drama." I sighed and Edward kissed my cheek.
"Is everything okay?" Rosalie looked around at everyone not just me, the worry was set deep in her eyes.
"Yeah its fine. My mom and dad don't talk to me, and I live with Alice now. Edward's dad is kind of warming up to me, but his mom has yet to say a word to me since her heart attack." I waited making sure she knew about the heart attack, and when she nodded I continued.
"Really things have calmed down since the beginning. Much less complicating then before."
"I helped." Emmett smiled proudly.
"Idiot." Edward laughed, along with Rosalie.
"I'm just glad everyone's okay." Rosalie sighed.
"Me too." Alice plopped down on her back, Jasper joined her boldly.
"Me three." Edward kissed my ear and I shivered with pleasant chills.
"I miss you too. Where have you been?" I pouted.
"Its been 2 days Bella." He chuckled.
"Still." I rolled my eyes and cuddled closer to him. I heard Rosalie and Emmett wander off into their own little world quietly.
"Well I'm here now." I heard a smile in his voice.
"Lets keep it that way." I sighed.
"Want to sleep over?" He bit my ear playfully and I giggled. "Stop that- and no I cant your parents will freak."
"Oh come on- what's the worse that can happen?" He nuzzled my neck and tightened his hold around my waste.
"Maybe." I breathed.
"Is that a yes." He kissed up to my ear again.
"Mhmm." Was all I could get out.
A/N: So what did you think? Anyone have a feeling whats going to happen next? keep giving me those ideass :]