A small chapter with whirlpools of emotions.

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POV: Bella, Edward


What is it?

BPOV

We sat in the car in silence. This probably would be the fifth or sixth time Edward would be going to Rose's house; he used to come to her house during some of our jam sessions. By his expressions we can tell that he liked them also he used to give us some of, as Emmett says, his 'expert' advice. He is really good in music, if not anything he can become a musician. We used to always love having him with us. I smiled a bit at that thought but then an unwanted thought came to my mind. The thought of Edward married and having children with someone else just simply thinking of that broke my heart. I know that it was plain pathetic but what could I do? I have gotten so attached to him in so less time span that I cannot bear the thought of separation. I was on the verge of tears when I decided to take my mind off my horrid thoughts and think of something else. That's when my eyes landed on the speed dial. I had not noticed that we were going so fast even thought I was gazing out of the window that whole time. But now since it has come to my notice so the speed was bothering me now.

"Edward, slow down please" I was starting to get dizzy again. I could never understand what was it with Edward and speed?

"Bella, I am driving slow…" He said, fighting his urge to laugh.

"Yeah like a hundred miles per hours is slow." I murmured.

"Happy" As he said I could see the needle dropping towards eighty.

"Almost"

"Bella, what is with you and speed?" It was like he could read my mind; he reversed and threw my own unspoken question on me.

"Charlie's a cop, remember? I was raised to abide by traffic laws." I said it as a matter of fact.

"Right, so now are you happy Chief Swan?" He asked in a mocking voice.

"No, not much," the needle dropped down to a sixty. "Now I am." I commented.

"I hate driving slow." He murmured.

"This is slow?" I asked in an incredulous voice.

"Yes and enough commentary on my driving." He said, closing the subject. "Now tell me, what where you exactly doing in the meadow?" He asked in a serious voice. I tried to remember what I had earlier said.

"I went there for some peace." I spoke with care.

"Yes, I know that. Now tell me what's bothering you?" He asked me, straightforward.

"Wh...What do...What do you mean?" I stammered

"OH, come on Bella. I may not know you that well but I tell you that you are a rotten liar." As he said I turned and looked at him. To my surprise he was looking at me too, so for that brief moment our eyes met and something happened. I know I sound so melodramatic but this was really something, it is like a current flowed through my veins. We looked into each other's eyes for a brief moment, I could see concern and pain deep down in his eyes.

"I...just…well I just..." I was still stammering a response but from the corner of my eyes I saw we had reached our destination. I sighed in relief. I turned to open my door but a hand stopped mine. I froze, and turned back to look at him only to find him intently looking in my direction.

"What is it Bella?" He asked in a voice filled with pain, it made me cry. I turned to hide my tears, but he saw them. "Are you crying?" He asked in a voice filled with rage. It scared me.

"No" But my voice cracked. He reached out and dabbed my tears with his thumb, leaving me frozen.

"Bella, please tell me what is it?" He asked again, but this time the pain was not as evident as it was before.

"No...Nothing," I sobbed out. Suddenly he reached out and held me against his chest, at first I went rigid but then I nuzzled in his chest and started sobbing hard spoiling his shirt with salt water. I know Edward would be the last person in front of whom I would like to breakdown but at this time I could not control myself. I don't know for how long we sat like that but eventually I heard footsteps coming in my direction so I started to pull off Edward, seeing my efforts let me go with a bit hurt look in his eyes. I smoothed my hair and dress and wiped my tears.

"Are you alright now?" He asked looking at me.

"Yeah, thanks" I said, wiping my face clean.

"It's alright." He said, and we saw someone standing someone standing right in front of car glaring at me.

"Hello, Edward." She greeted him with a sick smile and then turned towards me with a glare. "Hello, Bella." I immediately recognized him. But the question was what was she doing here?

"Lauren" I whispered.


EPOV

The ride to Rosalie's house was short but I could see Bella tense, deep in thoughts. I started to wonder what she was thinking that made her so upset. As soon as we reached Rose's house, she started to get out of the car. As if aware of my questions, but I was not letting that happen so I stopped her. She did not confess her fear, but broke down. I don't know what came into me, but as a tear slid down her cheek I held her against my chest and let her sob. Maybe it was just because of the fact that I could not see her so broken, so fragile. She is like my moon in the dark night, always inspiring me. I wonder what happened that made her so upset that she is on the verge of a breakdown. I held her until she started to pull back. I don't know why but it hurt me thinking that she wanted to be away from me. Suddenly someone was standing in front of my car. I looked out to see the last person expected. Lauren. She greeted me with a sick smile that made my stomach twist and Bella with a glare.


I know that this is a small one but I thought that it was better if it is a seprate chapter.

What better than Lauren to spoil the perfect moment.

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Bella