Elena's Point of view:

Okay I was drunk on blood and alcohol. There was no way this would be happening if I was sober, What am I thinking? I need to stop this. I love Stefan...but it feels so good coming from Damon. I..I don't know what I want, Who I want. No! Damon kidnapped me, this is as far as it goes.

I moved my hand up to push him away but when I did there were three knocks on the door. Thank god I thought, I don't know what I would have done if this continued. Damon got off of me and cursed underneath his breath. Fixing his messy hair he answered the door.

"Hello, did you missed me?" Katherine said with a snarky tone. "What is she doing here?" I thought.

"What do you want Katherine? We had a deal, you're supposed to be long gone by now." Damon sounded pissed and all I could wonder was why was Katherine here.

"Oh you look like you're having fun, I can only imagine who you were just with." She laughed for a few seconds and started speaking again, "Where is the oh so great Elena, Damon?"

With that a fixed my self and with vampire speed rushed out to see Katherine. "Katherine. What do you want?"

"I only came here to give you this." She handed me Stefan's diary, what am I supposed to do with this? I'm not going to go through it and invade his privacy. I looked at her with a confused expression. Katherine stood there and arched her eyebrows, "You should read it. Very juicy and detailed if I do say so myself." Katherine was trying to tell me something, She smirked. I took it and then in a flash she was gone.

"Well that was a mood killer." Damon said with a dark tone. I ignored him and walked into the empty guess room and slammed the door behind me.

I didn't want to face him after what happened. I'm not sober and that shouldn't have happened. I laid down on the bed and fiddled with lock on Stefan's most current Diary. There was a knock on the door, "Elena.. are you okay?"

I sighed and looked towards the door. "No Damon. I want to go back to Jeremy and my friends, and what just happened shouldn't have happened. Just go away." I needed to take a shower. I went into the bathroom that was in the guest room. All white. I shook my head and turned on the water to warm it up. I removed my clothes and stepped in, the hot water that dripped down my body was much needed after the day I had. I had to clear my mind.

I don't know how long I was in there for but when I got out it was three am. I changed into shorts and a long V-neck white T-shirt and laid in bed, soon I drifted off in a deep sleep.

Stefan's POV: Mystic Falls, The grill.

I haven't heard from Jeremy at all today, walking in the Grill I noticed that nobody was there. "Jeremy?" I called out but no answer. The hunter has been laying low since the raging party but I needed to make sure Jeremy stayed safe. I was starting to get worried, usually he would have called to make sure he's okay.

I grabbed out my phone and dialled his number. Two rings later he answered, "Jeremy where are you?"

"Uhh, hey Stefan, I'm at Klaus'.. With Connor. I need help." Slamming the phone shut I rushed outside to my motorcycle and sped to Klaus' mansion. When I arrived it was so quiet, what the hell was Jeremy doing here especially since Klaus is half way around the world?

"Jeremy?" I called out. "HELPP! STEFAN!" I heard Jeremy scream and I rushed to the room in which it came. There stood Connor with chains around Jeremy's neck, He released Jeremy's limp body and it fell to the floor. I launched at Connor and threw a stake into his stomach he fell to the floor gripping his stomach and groaning.

I grabbed Jeremy's limp body and rushed to the boarding house. "Oh my god! Jeremy!" I looked at his hand to see if he had his ring on. He did but he wasn't waking up. Was Connor supernatural? Could Jermey be saved? Elena will could never live with her self if Jeremy was gone.

Hoping that Jeremy would wake up soon I rushed up stairs and grabbed my journal. I needed to write this down, who was I going to tell this too? Everyone would blame me, I can't let this happen. Damon. Where ever you are this is some how going to get to you.

"Dear Diary, today something happened and I fear that one day it will kill me. I broke a promise, I was supposed to look after Jeremy but the hunter got to him. I don't know how.. I knew something was wrong the minute I walked into the Grill. What am I going to say to Elena? All I can do is hope that his body will start to breath soon. Jeremy has died a few times with his ring on and every time he comes back to life the time delays. It's getting longer for his body to respond to the ring and I don't know if this time he'll wake up. I have to do something."

I ran down the stairs and saw that Jeremy was still...dead. I can only wait a little longer until I know for sure. I neeled down by his body and just watched him until my eyes started to get droopy and I fell asleep. Seven hours later I woke up but Jeremy was still the same. "Oh no, Jeremy I'm so sorry." I cried and couldn't stop, Elena will never forgive me.

Reaching for my journal for one last time I wrote on the next page.

"Elena I'm sorry I couldn't protect Jeremy.. I know you will never forgive me so I'm leaving. I won't be able to stand the sight of your crying face because I know it's my fault. Knowing that you've lost so much due to vampires and other things. I'm sorry. I don't know how to tell you this but I can only hope that one day soon you'll read this. I'm so sorry, I know you will never forgive me but I truly am sorry..Goodbye.."