I walked around the Cullen house absently; going from the front porch to the family room then to the kitchen from there I turn to go to the window then back to the porch over and over again. 'I wish I thought to bring my IPod…' as I turned to face Carlisle, who was sitting on the coach reading over a file.
Moving towards him, I sat on the coach next to him and leaned down till my head was lying on his shoulder. I then closed my eyes and relaxed, enjoying the peaceful atmosphere.
Carlisle glanced down and smiled slightly then started humming softly.
Smiling at the song, I sang quietly.
I am a question
To the world
Not an answer to
Be heard or a
Moment that's held
In your arms
And what?
Do you think you have a say
I won't listen anyway
You don't know me
And I'll never be what you
Me to be
And what?
Do you think you'd understand?
I'm a boy no I'm a man
You can't take me
And throw me away
And how can you learn
What's never shown?
Yeah you stand here on your own
They don't know me
Cause I'm not here
And I want a moment to be real
Want to touch things I don't feel
Want to hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change
Their the once that stay the same
They don't know me
Cause I'm not here
And you see the
Things they never see
All you wanted I could be
Now you know me
And I'm not afraid
And I want to
Tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man?
They can't break me
As long as I know who I am
And I want a moment to be real
Want to touch things I don't feel
Want to hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change
Their the once that stay the same
They can't see me
But I'm still here
They can't tell me who to be
Cause I'm not what they see
Yeah the world is still sleeping
While I keep on dreaming for me
And the words are just
Whispers of lies that
I'll never believe
And I want a moment to be real
Want to touch things I don't feel
Want to hold on and feel I belong
And how can they say I never change
Their the once that stay the same
I'm the one now
Cause I'm still here
I'm the one
Cause I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here
A I finished the last few words, Carlisle hummed the last few bars, stroking my hair gently. I smiled as I slowly got lulled into sleep, missing Carlisle's soft kiss that he placed on the top of my head.
A.N.: hehe..^.^' I'm so so so sorry for not updating this story in such a long long LONG time. I promise that the next chapter I do will contain two songs! Please forgive me! Anyway, please Review! I'll give you a cookie if you do!