The snow was sticking to the ground and everyone I loved was dead. They looked at me with red eyes and smirks on their faces.

My dear sweet Renesmee won't you join us?

I started running full out but it wasn't fast enough they grabbed me from my hair and pulled me back onto the snow covered field. My loved ones where burning just like my anger...and fear. My scream didn't seem to affect them as they ripped apart my limbs and threw me in the fire.

I woke with a gasp on the couch; everyone was gone apart from Jacob who sat on next to me. Obviously my face was a dead giveaway to the type of dream I'd just had. Jacob grabbed me and pulled me onto his lap.

Shhh everything is going to be okay it's alright; it's not your fault

But it is Jacob! I was a problem from the start, I'm the reason Momma had to become a vampire and end her human life, I'm the reason we have to go looking for answers about my growth and I'm the reason that the Volturi are coming to kill us all, I don't even know who they are!

I collapsed against his chest and we sat in silence, he didn't reassure me nor did he tell me it would be alright. He just held me and hugged me and let me wallow because that's what people you love do they stick with you even in your worst times. I was bought out of my slump when Jacob spoke.

The volturi are the rulers of vampire's all over the world I guess. A lot of them possess cool powers, like having the ability to make someone collapse on the ground in pain without touching them, a fog that can take away all your senses and a power that the leader Aro has, he can see every thought you have ever had and any memory just by holding your hand. Well when your mum was human she was a problem, humans aren't sposta know about leeches. So your mum got involved with the Volturi cus your dad was going to do something stupid and she saved him. But now the volturi knew that a human had figured out the secret. A whole lot of other things happened and now that your mums a vamp they have nothing to worry about right? Well that isn't true you see your special, none of us have ever encountered it. When your mum saw Irina that day she saw you and you looked like an immortal child, which is taboo in vampire law because they are uncontrollable, but your different you grow and are really smart! We are going to get as many people to witness you grow and if it comes to it fight. I will protect you Rensemee with my own life.

As I looked into Jacob's eyes I knew he meant it and just hugged him tightly. He picked me up and sat down on the ground in the corner of the room. About half a minute later everyone but Momma and Daddy ran in the door. Jacob and I watched as everyone disappeared upstairs and then came back down in hiking clothes and backpacks. I reached my hand to Jacob's face. Where are they going?

Where are you going guys?

No one answered for 10 seconds to absorbed in their plans, but then Rosalie walked over to us.

We're going to look for possible witnesses, Bella and Edward are staying here with you guys, we'll be back as soon as possible but we can't guarantee that anyone will come with us.

Momma and Daddy came in the door; I was in her arms as I hugged her tightly. I'd embrace every moment we had together. But I noticed there was an absence. Where's Aunt Alice?

I...I...I don't know baby but everything Alice does has a motive, I'm sure she's fine.

Momma looked as if she just wanted to collapse on the ground as Daddy came over and hugged her.

It's okay love; I will protect you and Renesmee. No one will hurt you I swear it on my own life.

Her facial expression didn't change as everyone started making their farewells. They all came to me and gave me hugs and kisses and then the same to Momma and Daddy. Carlisle gave Edward instructions on my measurements and then they were gone. That night we stayed at the house instead of going to the cottage; I couldn't get a good night's sleep and was tossing and turning all night. Eventually I gave up and went to look around the house whilst Momma and Daddy sat together on the couch hugging each other.

Renesmee where are you going?

To look around, I haven't seen the whole house yet.

Daddy nodded his head and they went back to being silent and looking into each other's eyes. When I reached Jacob at the bottom of the stairs, who was still in wolf form, flashed his eyes open.

I'm going to look around, I can't sleep.

He started to get up and shake as if he was going to change back.

No you stay, I'll be fine.

I found that was a habit I'd picked up from Momma. Saying the word 'fine' when things weren't actually alright. He collapsed back onto the ground and drifted back to sleep as I tip-toed up the stairs. This house was so big without my family in it. The hallway was pitch black and I had to feel my way around the walls to find a light switch. The hall was long and at many places it turned off into different rooms. I smelt the air and got daddies trail. I was lead to the room at the end of the hall; it opened up to a spacious place that packed off to the forest. Daddies scent was there but I knew he hadn't been up here in a long time the smell was faint. The walls where covered in CD's and in some spaces old records. In the corner of the room there was a black leather recliner, and a lamp hung overhead. Looking out the windows I could see the mountains in the distance and also the river. I decided to pick a CD out and put it on. Taking my place on the recliner I started relaxing and my eyes started to get heavy, just as I was about to drift off, I spotted Momma and Daddy at the door. Daddy had a smile on his lips as he walked over to the CD player.

Debussy, you have taste Nessie.

Do you remember Edward? The first time I came here and you bought me up to your room. Your Daddy is quite the dancer.

How could I forget that day my love?

Daddy pulled Momma into a waltz as they danced around the room. My eyes slowly closed but I could still hear their conversation.

Bella love, what's wrong?

I'm fine Edward really...

Bella

What if it does come to a fight Edward? How will we protect her and ourselves? I just don't think it's fair. Is 3 months of happiness all I'm allowed?

No, you deserve a lifetime of happiness, I'm sure that it won't come to a fight.

Then why did Alice leave? Did she know her or Jasper would be in trouble, is that why she left? I want someone to tell me it will be alright, but it won't be right?

I can't say anything about the future at the moment, but you have to know I will do anything in my power to defend my family. Alice left for a reason and we have to trust her that it was the right decision.

I miss her Edward.

I miss her too sweetheart.

They stopped talking then and just shuffled around the room hugging each other, moving in time to the music. Debussy lullabied me to sleep sooner or later.