Hey hey people of the interwebs,
New chapter today, will probs have another chapter out tomorrow. I decided to make them short so I can keep your attention for long enough. Reviews please.
Love,
EnglishLilac xx
Phil's POV
How stupid can I get? Why would I say that! I am trying to find a way to hint to Dan that I love him and I am very sure telling him that I am gonna shag someone tonight is not the way! He clearly doesn't get it! He thinks I'm straight he seemed fine with me saying that I was going to bang a girl! Oh God this is the worst thing I ever.
I rush down the stairs trying not to hate myself! The stairs seem to take much longer then usual as if they want me to go back upstairs! But no I can't , I would tell Dan but he can never know! Ever!
As I get to the bottom floor I check my watch 9:32 I'm late! There is no point in going anymore so I angrily wack the up button on the lift. There in no way of avoiding this next moment! I know it!
I slowly opened the door to our flat and sunk in as quality as I could. Unzipping my jacket I heard someone crying in the next room! Shit! Dan was crying. I rushed into Dan's room and saw him lying on his bed crying his eyes out. As I closed the door behind me he looked up shocked. "Dan are you ok? What's the matter?" I asked stroking his hair. He looked me "Jane just broke up with me" He lied. He said they broke up last week. "Really Dan, what's the matter you said you broke up with her last week." I said, he looked me shocked, his eyes filled with tears, then he covered his face again, crying worst then before. "Dan I have to tell you something." I softly siad still softly combing his hair with my fingers. He looked up, with his red rimmed eyes. "Look Dan I don't know why you're sad but I must tell you something. I lied to you Sarah won't come over this afternoon, all those times when I say I am bringing girls home, I just come home alone and spend the evening usually playing video games." Dan looked at me with a tear rolling down his cheek, with a confused look on his face. He leaned a bit closer to me. "Phil I don't understand why would you lie to me about bringing girls back to-" I cut him of with a soft kiss that I have been waiting for since the day I met him. He didn't push me away but pulled me closer, putting his arms around my neck.