Hey hey peoples of the interwebs,

Sorry for not updating, my life has been very busy, however here it is! Hope you enjoy please remeber to reviwe and tell me stuff i need to improve, cause reviwes=improvement and more of what you want.

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EnglishLilac xx

Dan's POV

It was a few weeks later and the warm summer afternoon made us both very sleepy. Phil leaned on my shoulder as we lay on the grass in our favourite park. We were both very full after our romantic picnic. I was very happy, my feeling of doubt had left after PJ came to stay with us. Like Phil, I decided to make our relationship much more emotional then physical and although we had gotten lots of creepy fan mail encouraging us to make "2 youtubers, 1 bed". To be honest I felt neither of us were ready for it yet, both of us were very innocent in some ways, and although I had violently banged a girls against my head board before, I decided it was time to change. Past Dan was nothing like current Dan probably for obvious reasons including the fact that past Dan preferred would have never thought about sucking a dick, well at least that was what past Dan made himself think.
"Dan?" Phil said sleepy, looking up at me. "My friend want us to meet her. I agreed to see her tonight, is that ok, just for a couple of drinks." I smiled at him, kissing his forehead, "Sure Phil, that sounds good, I'm fine with that!" Slowly we packed up, making our way home. I showered and got dressed, Phil told me to dress slightly formally so I wore, black skiiny jeans, my joker t-shirt, my usual news blazer and black army boots. Phil looked pretty similar, and as our hands entwined we made our way out of the flat.
This small meet up turned out to be a party, Phil was as surprised as me, and as soon as we entered stared wide eyed at the large crowd of people gather in Kate's house, sitting and sanding around drinking and talking. We decided not to hide who we were and kept holding hands. Soon enough Kate came up to us "Hi, guys! Oh Phil its so great to see you, and its very nice to meet you..." She faded out. "I'm Dan, Dan Howell." I said reaching out my hand as she shook it. Kate was very bubbly and organised; she easily kept about 200 people happy for a whole night.
The night was going great, but then I spot her. Phil was passionately kissing my neck when I saw her staring at me from across the room, Georgiana Smith, my ex girlfriend. Her eyes were slightly squinted as she ran her finger through the end of her long black hair. "Shit Phil." I whispered making him look at me. "Georgiana is here!" Phil quickly glanced around and spotted her. "Shit! That not good." He vigorously whispered, trying to get me out of the room by dragging me though the crowed. He made his way up the stairs into a small room, that turned out to be the guest bedroom. "How do you know your way around Kate's house so well?" I curiously asked, looking up at Phil, raising an eyebrow. "Its a long story! I will tell you once I get that fucking Gorgiana bitch out of her." He said, waking out the door.

I stood there for a moment in silence, thinking about what was happening, when the door opened. Quickly I turned around to see so not Phil, but Gorgiana. She walked up to me in her super high heals and tight black dress. "Its nice to see again, Howell." She said pushing me onto the bed. "Get the fuck off me!" I said pushing her away, yet her thin arms were stronger then I thought. "I know you missed me babe." She hissed, her lips only a few millimetres from mine. "I think it happened otherwise." I said still struggling to get up. Violatly she pushed me down on the bed, straddled me and starting to suck my neck. "Get the fuck off me." I shouted, trying to find a way to get out of her tight grip. Suddenly I flipped her over and know I was lying on top of her. This was the moment when Phil walked it. "Oh Dan you didn't say that gay fuck would come back." Said Gorgiana glaring at Phil. The shock and terror that was carved into his face made me want to cry. "Phil it isn't want you think it is I promise." I said climbing off the bed. As the first tear rolled down his soft cheek he turned around and slammed the door.