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Phil's POV
I walked back into the guest room, and that when I saw my biggest fear of my life happen. Dan was laying on top of Gorgiana on the bed, her dress slightly tucked up, both of them out of breath. My mind was filled with horror and pain was I froze completely trying to fight back the tears. "Oh Dan you didn't say that gay fuck would come back." Said Gorgiana glaring at me. I didn't even care any more. Dan had scrambled off from on top of that bitch. "Phil it isn't want you think it is I promise." Dan said walking towards me, I couldn't hold back my tears any more, and as I felt the first tear role down my cheek I turned and walked out of the room slamming the door after me. I didn't care if Dan saw, he was a fucking twat to throw away something as good as what happened between me and him, and go back to his physic ex girlfriend. Suddenly I began to understand what people meant about feeling all alone in a crowed of people, every one around me was laughing and smiling yet to me they were all dead silent staring at me as I walked out the door. The only thing I heard were Dan's desperate cries, as he tried to push his way trough the crowed to find me.
As I shut the door behind me, the cold air hit my face and I began to sob, slowly walking home, I was shiver from the cold, as the ran hit my skin cooling me down. As I entered our flat, a strong pain hit my chest, the room that looked so friendly just this morning was now filled with small reminders of Dan, I looked around trying to find the few items of clothing that I needed. My phone was constantly vibrating, Dan's name flashing on the screen. I left my phone there, and went to my room, locking the door, I hoped that Dan wouldn't come home, yet I knew that so enough he would.
At around 1:30 I woke up to Dan knocking on my door, "Phil, I can explain just let me, please!" He whispered, trying to break the door down. "There is nothing to explain Dan, its not like we were officially a couple or anything." I hissed, sarcastically turning over on my bed and closing my eyes, Dan gave up after about an hour. Through the whole time of him begging to be forgiven I was crying silently, the salty tears stinging my tender skin.
When I woke up in the morning my mind was buzzing with sadness, I missed Dan a lot, whatever he did, didn't change the fact that I was in love with him. I decided I needed to face my fear and talk to Dan and find out what really happened. Quickly I went and took a shower and dressed up, they I left the room.
I slowly opened my door, trying not to wake up Dan, I needed to confront him, this was when I saw him, lying infront of my bedroom door unconscious in a pool of blood, sick, vodka and tears. His face was pale white, the only thing that had any colour was the dried blood on his skin His writs was scared with clotted blood hidding his flesh. In his other hand there was large knife covered in blood, this was when I realies, I was the reason why this happened if I had listened to Dan he would be ok now, I wanted to cry but I was to frightened to, my tears could not escape.