Everyone was happy to see me in Glee club again the next day. I decided I needed to get out of the house for awhile and the only way was too go back to school. I knew there were times where I would be forced into the same room as Rachel but I didn't really mind. I couldn't avoid her forever plus Santana would be with me so everything just seemed a lot better. I sat in the back row next to Santana and soon Brittany rushed over to come sit on the other side of me.
"Hi Quinn. Did you get my email?" She asked me excitedly. I told her I did and she handed me a giant bag of skittles. "Just in case you become unhappy again. It's sort of like a first aid kit." She smiled and blinked her eyes a few times as she raised her shoulders like it was no big deal. She could be so adorable when she wanted to. "Thank you Brittany." I told her. "That's really sweet of you." I gave her a quick hug and placed the bag down near my feet for safe keeping.
Glee club wasn't any different that lesson. As usual Rachel sang a song, this time about following her heart but not knowing which way is right which only reminded me of that night. I could see it her eyes that she was stuck and suddenly I felt so bad about being a bitch to her. So after Glee club I told Santana I'd meet her at her locker after school before she left for her next class and I waited for the classroom to empty out until only Rachel and I were left. She stood near the piano with her back facing me, I picked up my bags and walked up behind her stopping before we got too close.
"You sung that song really well. I liked it.." I told her. She froze for a couple of seconds before she turned and thanked me. "I'm sorry I acted like a bitch the other day but you know it hurt and what I understand is why you keep running off.."
"I told you, you deserve better than me and anyway, I'm with Finn now." I- Hang on, did she just say she was with Finn? Why is it that I didn't know about this?
"Since when?" I felt my heart break and my chest felt hallow like it all just suddenly fell out of me. I should have known this was going to happen. Sometimes things are just too good to be true. Now I understood that her song wasn't about what I had hoped.
"We went on a date last night and it just sort of happened.." Before she could finish, I walked out. I couldn't stand the ache in my heart and the way it thudded in my chest.
I bumped into Brittany, who took my hand and wiped the tear that fell. "Oh Quinn, What's wrong?" She asked in that sweet, caring voice of hers. I opened my mouth, trying to form words but none came out, just sobs. She embraced me in a hug before putting an arm around me to go and sit in the auditorium. On the way she sent a text to Santana asking to meet us there.
We sat down the back of the long rows of chairs, in the corner so if anyone came in, we could hide and stay out of trouble with teachers. Which wasn't hard because I'd done many times before. Santana came a few minutes after and rushed to my side, pulling up the arm rest on the chair to get closer to me and pulled me into her arms. I rested my head on her shoulder and we sat like this for awhile before she asked what was the matter. Brittany excused herself, saying that she needed to get to her class because Tina was going to help her with her assignment. I nodded and said goodbye and she told me to remember the skittles which made me smile a little. After she left I told Santana what had happened and she held me tighter.
"She's right you know.. You do deserve better." She told me quietly.
"Yeah? Who would like me? I'm an emotional mess."
"Anybody would be stupid not to want you, Lucy." She whispered in my ear. We sat in slience for awhile before I whispered. "I just wish I could forget all this pain.."
And before I could understand what was happening she was leaning down and lifting my chin to place a kiss on my lips.
I know this chapter is shorter than the other two but I hope you like it anyway and I'm sorry for leaving you all on a cliff hanger like that but I should hopefully have the next chapter up soon. I can't promise you though because I don't have a charger for my laptop anymore and until my new one comes, I have to steal my mums every now and then when she's not home.
Also I had a review asking if Quinntana was going to be endgame, so I hope this chapter answers that question.
Also, Happy new years everyone. c:
