hello everybody! I know its being a while but my muse had gone on vacation so... she just came back!

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Rogues POV

Today marks the third sunrise I watch trough this window. I've heard knocks on the door, but after not answering they go away. In a weird, sort of twisted way I think I have come to realize who is really worried about me.

Logan knocked for 5 minutes straight. I know he left because he is the only one who understands that this is not something I want to talk about right now, or ever for that matter. After all if he really wanted to come in, well, let's just say that no door can give a fight to adamantium claws.

Jubilee comes by two times a day. She knocks three times in a row, something like signature knock. After she knocks she slides against the door, sits on the floor and starts telling me everything that happened during the time I was gone. The first time she did that I could hear her voice breaking.

I'm so thankful of her stories, when she is talking I listen to her voice and it helps me to stay awake.

I don't want to sleep, but my eyes were growing heavy. Three knock is my door startles me awake. Thank you Jubilee!

"Hi Rogue. Sorry I couldn't come earlier but I had a danger room session-" she said form behind the door. "I'm pretty tired but I thought you might want to know that Mr. Logan is back, hence I'm dying." I heard her chuckled and it actually made me smile.

"Hey Rogue? Do you remember that time when we started calling Mr. Logan the Grim Reaper?" she chuckled at the memory and my smile actually grew. "Wow! That was a tough danger room session. I really thought I was going to die, but when the session was over you walked to Logan and said: "Listen here mista' if you don't stop I'ma suck you dry and the I'ma skin you alive with your own claws""

I could help but to laugh with her on that one, and of her very bad imitation of my accent. I didn't really sound like that. Right?

"I know you've being trough a lot, and I know it's stupid of me to say that I know, but I really wish that I could see that Rogue again. The Rogue that doesn't take crap from anybody not even Logan who frankly scares the shit out of almost everybody, but most importantly I would like to have my friend back"

The silence stretched for at least a minute and then I heard her move. She said her goodbyes and a quick "I'll talk to you later" and walked away. I was left alone in the silence again.

That's when it finally hit me. Staying in this room is not going to solve anything! Is not helping Logan, or Jubilee, or any other mutant that's going through the same thing I've been through, but is especially not helping me. I took a deep breath got my behind off of the chair and headed for the bathroom; a shower was in order.

Next morning.

Meals at the Xavier Institute were always consider a family affair. Everybody was there: the loners, the scared, the scary, the popular kids, the weird, the little kids, the adults and Remy. By all means Remy had his own category, and you could ask anybody.

The girls would say: The hottest piece of ass they have ever seen in their short life. The boys would probably say: The cool guy or some would say fishy—of course some were jealous- The girls would just rebuttal with a better word: "mysterious". The younger kids wanted to be like him: confident, in control, handsome, and dare say sexy?

But one of the things that topped the list for every single person living in the mansion was the fact that The Cajun had taken upon himself to make breakfast one day of the week, but of course dinner every other day. Oh boy could that Cajun cook, and in Mutant High nothing is worse than a mutant with an empty stomach, or at least that's what Remy always says.

Everybody was chatting around the big table people were coming in and out of the kitchen either with full plates or just returning their dirty dishes. Remy was finally able to pour some coffee for himself he always took the second coffee maker. All the kid had nicknamed it the southern coffee maker because only the southern kids would drink from it. The coffee was too strong for anybody else.

All the sound in the room stopped suddenly. Remy stopped pouring his coffee and frown his brow

"Ok!. Who pissed in Wolverine's cheerios?" He said finally turning around. To his surprise nobody had done anything to Wolverine, for the culprit of the utter silence was a girl standing in the doorway.

Everybody was just looking at her with their mouth open. Some of those still had half chewed food in their mouth. Gross! She was starting to question if it was a good idea to show up for breakfast.

"Coffee?"

She turned to the voice, as did everybody else, and saw the red and black eyed resident of mutant high holding a cup of steamy coffee in his hand.

"Su…sure" she stammered

Everybody went back to their own business and the chatting and clattering was resumed in the kitchen. Wow! Go figure, that guy had actually saved her again. Only that this time she was saved form the questioning stare of every person in the room.

She walked to him and took the cup he was offering from his hand with her eyes always fixated on said cup. She took a sip and risked a look to his face.

"Thank you" It was barely a whisper.

"De rien" he gave her that 100 Watts smile and it appeared to be contagious because she actually gave him a little smile back.

"Is good that you decided to join us Rogue…"

She turned at the mention of her name losing eye contact with Remy. She realized that while looking at Remy she had forgotten that they were not alone in the room.

"…Remy made breakfast today" continued Ororo

"Git Somethin' to eat cher. Nothing like a good ol' southern breakfast to cheer a southern friend non?"

"Ah guess" she said. She moved to the island in the kitchen and grabbed a plate and some French toast.

She took a sit in between Logan and Ororo. She looked around the table and caught Jubilee looking her way with a big grin on her face. Rogue smiled back at her and mouthed a "hello." Jubilee answer with a wave of her hand and a "Hi"

Rogue looked back down to her plate and reached for a fork. In her face it was clear that she was debating about something. Unbeknownst to her Logan has been watching her very closely. He cleared his throat and she turned to look at him.

"Is good to have you back stripes" he said to her and shuffled her hair.

"Logan!" she wined but couldn't help the chuckled the escaped her lips.

She looked around the table. And for the first time in months she felt like crying of happiness.

Undoubtedly she has finally reached her home, her family.

"It's good to be back" she said placing a bite of the French toast in her mouth.

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-Chapter 4-