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Warnings: Blood, gore, murder, yaoi, kill and other stuff...

Last time on Kuro ame, tomoshibi dei:

Not far away, another car drove by and the driver saw her son get out of the unfamiliar black car. And wave to the driver that sat in the car.

"…Roxas?" She breathed out as she drove faster to her house.

And now, chapter 7: Enjoy little things

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When Roxas got home, he got a surprise as his mother was already home. He was so used that she never was home before him so he didn't even had noticed there car that was outside. When he got into the house he almost jumped of the sound his mother hawk.

He turned around and saw his mom in the living room.

Waiting for him.

She sat on the couch in the living room and had a serious expression on her face. Sitting in her work clothes, with one leg over the other and her arms crossed. Roxas opened his mouth to ask if something might have happened. But before he could say something his mom spoke.

"Roxas." She said in a sterna voice. Giving a look at her son, her eyes were filled with anger and disappointment. "Come here, now. We need to talk."

Roxas gulped. His mom never used to be angry with him. Not even the time when he was ten and accidently broke one of her very expensive vase. He knew it must have been something he had done. Maybe one of his old teachers called her and told that he had cheated on his history test four years ago. He laughed a little in his mind of that thought. But he could say by her look that she was not up for a joke now.

He putted down his bag and let his jacket in the hall and sat on the armchair next to the couch that his mother sat on. Her face stills showing, a firm and serious expression.

"Roxas…" She breathed out. "My friend told me the other day that she had seen you get in a car."

Roxas gulped. Shit, Jesus Christ. She knows. Wonder how many punishment I will get. He thought and felt worried. Not that the punishment that his mother gave him was horrible or anything. Well…maybe a little horrible if you hated to clean the house every room. Yep. That was his mother horrifying punishment, house cleaning.

Roxas didn't said anything, so him mom continued to talk.

"First I didn't believe it, before now when I saw you get out of a car down the bus stop."

"Mom I-"He stopped as his mother raised a finger to let him now to be quiet.

"Roxas…Who have you been riding car with? And for how long?"

Roxas opened his mouth to answer. She knew that he was taking ride with someone. All he could do now was to tell her the truth. No point in lying, beside he was a awful liar. But even he could say anything. His mom interrupted him again.

"You know how worried I been? When I heard from my coworker, that she had seen my son, get in another car. I got worried sick, when she told me. And when I got home I was so relieved that you were home to and was well. I thought she must had been seen wrong or mistaken you for another person."

Roxas sat quiet on the armchair and looking down at his knees. Not wanting to face his mother's face. He could her on her voice that she was disappointed. Disappointed, that her son hadn't told her that he was giving ride from ad back school.

"I got home earlier today because I spilled on my shirt and forgot my reserve at home. In case you wonder. So, tell me now. Who have you been riding with?"

Roxas sighed as he told his mother that he had been given rides with their closest neighbor, Axel. Also, known as the guy she didn't like very much. She had told him that after the first time both she and Roxas had met him. She wasn't very pleased to hear hearing that part, even less when she heard that he had been carpooling with him ever since his first school day. Even how much, Roxas told her that Axel was a really nice person, she didn't want her son to ride car with him anymore. And this began a long discussion. Normally, Roxas and his mom never used to argue. But when his mom started to talk about Axel like he was a scum bag or a disgusting person, he felt that he had to defend his friend."Roxas, I don't trust him. He is...crepy." She had told him. But Roxas didn't listen. Insted he defended the red head. And telling his mom that Axel even had helped him with his math homework didn't make anything better. And the whole conservation ended as usual ended in most conservation. The other gets what it wanted and the other one get not. It ended with that Roxas mom forbid Roxas to take rides with Axel again. She first told him that she was going to be the one to tell 'that man' as she called Axel, to leave her son alone. It was then, Roxas begged his mom that she could let him tell the red headed, that he wasn't going to be able to ride with him anymore.

Roxas felt that he needed to explain that to him, himself. Besides, he didn't want Axel to get scowled by his mother, without doing anything wrong. Roxas mom had first been against the whole idea that Roxas would go to Axel's house and talk with him. But after many persuading's from her son, she finally approved for the idea.

They had argued a rather long time, so his mom had to hurry to get back to her work. Make Roxas promise her that he would go to Axel's house and tell him that he couldn't ride with him anymore. Roxas agreed to that condition, even if he didn't want to. His mom had given him a wry look. But she decided to trust her son. In a way it was hers fault too. Is she only didn't have been so busy with her work and thinking more about new ideas for her new book, she probably would have found out before.

Roxas became happy, when he got the permission from his mom, to see the red headed. That was probably the only way to see Axel again and thank him for all the rides he got from him. Without making his mom angrier on the red head then she already was.

After saying their goodbyes, Roxas watched his mom leave and drive away to work. She also had told him that one of the waitresses was sick and she had been asked to work longer today and that she wouldn't be home before ten.

Roxas sighed as he saw the car drive away from the house and his view.

He sighed heavier as he took his jacket and went out the door and looked the house door. He knew where Axel lived. And it was best to do this now than later.

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Inside the house that was hiding behind the trees from the road, sat Axel on his bed.

He had his laptop on his knees as he uploaded his pictures he had taken of Roxas with his camera. He watched each picture and took time to watch them.

He was still a little angry with himself for not asking Roxas, that he had wanted to ask since he met his blond. If, Roxas wanted to spend time with him on this weekend.

The red headed had hundreds of things they could do. What he wanted to do with his blond. If they watched a film. They could snuggle with each other on the couch. Feed each other with chips or chocolate. How he wanted to see those blond lips take a bite and lick Axel's fingers of from the melted chocolate.

Or they could take a walk in the woods. Hand in hand, pushing each other, into the soft grass and kiss. While they would touch the other and caress the others skin. And moan each other's name.

Or better yet. They could lie on Axel's bed touching each other, while they would slowly take of their clothes. Kiss on Roxas neck, trailing down to kiss is torso, play with his nipples. How he could make the blond moan. Ahh…Axel, do-don't stop…mm…ahh.

Axel closed his eyes as he started to fantasies about the blond. What he would do to him. What noises the young blond would make. Just having the blond close would be enough. Too kiss him and touch the skin under those clothes of his, would be more like a bonus.

But how much he wanted to do that, how much he wished that the blond would let him do that.

He could feel his length get harder. He licked his lips as he could feel his length grow harder and bigger. He wanted to fantasies more about the blond. The feeling of caress the skin and lick it. How it would feel if Roxas touched him, kissing him and telling him words he wanted to hear. The feeling for him, to suck the blonds erection and then fuck him. Feeling every inch inside the blond, how tight it could be and how warm.

But before Axel feel into that fantasy. He woke himself up and dragged himself out of it. He couldn't think of that now. Even how much it was tempting, he just couldn't.

The blond was probably alone home now. And Axel had been thinking that he could sneak over there with his camera and take some new pictures of his blond obsession.

He lifted the laptop and placed on the bed as he stood up. Seeing that all of his pictures had been downloaded he turned the laptop of. He grabbed the camera. As he, began to wonder. Maybe I should by a video camera. Then I could film Roxas. The idea seemed brilliant. Think, of having live videos of the blond. Of Roxas. His Roxas. The thought made him more blissful and thrilled, that he started to wonder why he hadn't though on that before.

'Knock, knock'

Axel froze and stood still on the spot he was standing on. Holding the camera, in his hands.

He had heard someone knock on the door. Who could it be? Not many knew about the house excited here. Beside, not many drove so far into these woods. Could it be the cops?

Axel frowned. Of course it couldn't be. They had nothing on him. Axel had always been very careful, not to leave any evidence on his crime scenes. But then, he could have lost some of his hair? No, that didn't make any sense. He was not on the police data. They didn't have his DNA. Or his finger prints. Could it be some hunters that had gone lost? No, it wasn't hunting season. Axel bitted his lips.

No more thinking, let's act. He told himself. As he heard another, knock on the door. He putted down the camera on the bed and went to his closet as he searched for the thing he only used when he absolutely needed to. His gun. He knew where the gun was so it didn't take long before he had it in his hands. He putted the gun in his jeans on his back. Just like the cops did in the movies.

He heard another knock as he walked toward the door. There was no time to look in the windows that it was. He took a deep breath as he unlocked the door and opened it. Holding the gun, that was behind his back in his pants. Read, to bring out the gun from his pants to shot if it was necessary.

He opened the door and…Axel couldn't Believe it. It was him. The person he had dreamed to see. The person he had expected to be home. But there he was.

Roxas.

Standing right outside Axel's house and knocking on the door. Shit. This was Axel's dream come true. His Roxas was there, knocking on his door for wanting meeting him. Axel was stunned. His beautiful, adorable, special Roxas.

Quickly, say something! His head told him as he opened his mouth.

"Hi, Roxas. What brings you here?" Axel asked as he leaned against the door poster.

Roxas felt ashamed for just coming to the red headed house. Without any invitation. He scratched the back of his head as he began to tell Axel why he was here. To get it all over with. "Hi, Axel." He said with an sad voice.

Axel noticed that, also that Roxas looked rather sad in his eyes too. No, what happened, Roxas? He though as he felt whole in his body that he wanted to hug the boy and hold him near his chest. Don't be sad. What happened? Why are you sad? I swear if it was that bitch I will-

"I need to tell you something." Roxas voice interrupted Axel's deep thoughts.

"Okay…" Axel said with an insure voice. "Do you want to come in?"

At that rate, Roxas looked even unhappier. As he shocked his head and sighed. Well, better to tell him right away. Roxas though as he began to explain what his mother and him and been talking about for a moment ago.

"You see…My mom saw me get out of your car today. And now she dosen't want me to ride with you anymore. I just came here to say that and that I'm very thankful for the rides you have been given me. I had a really great time." Roxas said as he slightly blushed. He looked down at his shoes, not wanting the red headed to notice that.

Axel was completely stunned. He stood still as he was hearing what Roxas had to tell him, not saying a word. Even if he wished to scream and break things. He had to remain calm. He didn't want Roxas to see his angry side and scare him.

He looked at the blond that looked down at his shoes, seeing that the blond was blushing. Is it not been for this moment of despair, he had only been thinking how cute it looked. He didn't know what to say. That feeling not knowing what to say didn't come very often for Axel.

"Okay. I understand. But must that stop you? I mean she doesn't need to know-"

"I could, but then I would be lying to my mom. And even how childish that sounds, I made a promise not to ride with you anymore. I'm sorry."

Axel felt like his heart fell inside his body, on the floor. He wanted to tell Roxas to not do what that bitch had told him. But he couldn't say that. The blond could get angry. Instead. "Sure, but if you change her mind you can always come back here to tell me. I also enjoyed our rides together." Axel said and forced a nice smile on his face.

Roxas smiled back. Feeling thankful that Axel seemed to understand and didn't questioned him way his mom didn't want her son to ride with him anymore. Even how much he was going to miss those rides with Axel. They had a great time together. The said there byes and Roxas walked home as Axel slowly closed the door. Not even to bother to look in the window after Roxas last view, like he would before.

Instead he stood there against the door, doing a thing or saying a word.

Axel grabbed the small table that stood near the door and threw it into the living room. Causing it to break. "That fucking Bitch!" he screamed as he took a new object from the shelf and flung it to break into pieces. Anger, rage and hungry lust to kill that Bitch. "How dare she, making Roxas sad?" He took another thing from the shelf not even to bother what it was and threw it on the wall, as it break. "Why does that Bitch have to ruing everything?" Axel fisted his hands and started to hit the wall. Ripping down two paintings. Broke more stuff as he cursed, most about Roxas' mom, name. "Everything went good. Roxas said he enjoyed my company. And That Fucking Bitch Ruined, EVERYTHING!"

Axel sank to the floor. He had ruined half of his living room. Given the couch scratch marks, making holes into the walls, throwing things that had break and only left pieces. His hand was red from the blood. Small wounds was on his hands after all that rage and destruct. He breathed out heavy. Feeling pain in his arms and hands for banging on the walls and ripping the couch.

Why did this have to happen? Roxas and he belonged together. He knew that. The liked each other's company. The laughed together. The talked about everything together. Well at least Roxas, that was. Axel mostly had to lie to Roxas about his work and past. And now, they would never be able talking to each other on their car rides. He wouldn't get that enjoyable feeling again, without Roxas. He couldn't think of any way to get a chance to talk with Roxas every day. He sighed.

No! He couldn't let this happen. Roxas was his. Not hers. She didn't deserve him. If she really would deserve him, she would let him continue to carpool with him. What have she done to deserve be with him? What?

No! Roxas was his. Not hers. His!

He left the living room and sat on the bed and started his laptop again. Letting his hands bleed, not even caring about the small pain.

He planned and thought. And after a while, he came up with a plan. He knew exactly how he would make sure that Roxas would be his. And his only. He smirked when he went through the plan over and over again. Making sure not to leave any mistake in his plan.

Yes, Roxas would be his, so they could talk again. And be together. And that bitch. He would make sure that she wouldn't interfere in his plans.

He would make sure of that.

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