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Warnings: Blood, gore, murder, yaoi, stalking and much more.
Last time on Kuro ame, tomoshibi dei:
Yes, Roxas would be his, so they could talk again. And be together. And that bitch. He would make sure that she wouldn't interfere in his plans.
He would make sure of that.
And now, chapter 8: One day more before I take it
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Roxas walked home with a lump in his stomach. It had felt badly for him to tell Axel that he couldn't take his offer to ride with him, anymore. And the red headed seemed a bit annoyed by the news he had brought. But then, he couldn't say no to his mom. It was after all 'her house, her rules' thing. Beside she was probably only upset that she had a rough day. If he asked her later, maybe he would be able to convince her.
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Roxas' mom sat in her car as she was driving home. The clock showed 22:38, it was dark outside. She was only able to see the road thanks to her car light. The blond haired, woman sighed. It had been taking longer on work than she had expected. She had tried to leave at nine, so she would come home earlier, but then more costumers had come and she had to stay to help.
She felt bad to leave her Roxas home, alone after a fight. If she hadn't had to get to work, she would have called and tell them that she couldn't come. And then stay home and talk everything through with her son, so they would end their conservation in peace.
Perhaps she had been a little too hard on Roxas with his friend. She didn't actually know him, for only meeting him once. Beside Roxas had told her that he was really nice. And it was very nice of him to give Roxas rides to and back from his school. And her son had insured her that this… Alex? The person was very kind to him and not said or done anything impropriate. Beside he had even helped her son, with his math homework. A subject that Roxas had a problem with since he started it.
Maybe it wasn't such bad idea that Roxas be riding with him. I mean, he gets home earlier and doesn't need to wait for the bus every day. She thought. Beside the man helped him with his homework. It was probably thought why Roxas succeeded his last math test.
The woman smiled at that thought that everything went well for Roxas. He never bunked from school. His grades went better in school. He never put up a fight, with her or anybody.
But that still didn't change that her son had lied to her. But then, she had never actually asked her son, if he got a ride from school from someone. When she thought about it, she hadn't asked him much about his school and if he felt okay with the move and their new home. Guilt started to building inside of her.
Maybe she should let Roxas ride with this guy. According to her son, the man was really kind and a nice person. Beside it would make her son good to make some new friends.
Unaware that only meter away, a man with green eyes, stood and smirked as he saw the car drove towards him. Everything was going as in the plan.
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"Help!"
Roxas' mom slammed on the breaks, the second she had heard someone scream. The car stopped and if she didn't have her seat belt on, she would have flown out the window.
She had heard a loud scream for help, which was filled with desperate in the voice.
The shock of just stopping her car in that sped and hearing a scream for help got the woman scared. Who had it been?
The frightened woman started to cheek around the area that she was able to see. Since the road didn't have any lamppost, her car headlight was the only thing that made her able to see in the dark. Only a few seconds she had stopped the car, she heard a loud plead in the dark.
"Help, please. I'm hurt."
It was a man's voice. And he sounded desperately in need for help. But where was he? It was too dark to see anything from the lighted area that the car's headlights. Quickly without hesitation, she grabbed the flashlight she always carried in the car for emergency. Without even thinking straight, the woman went out of the car and turned on her flashlight.
"Hello?" She asked out loud, hoping that the man would hear and answer.
It merely took a second before she heard a replay. "I'm here. Please help me I'm injured." She looked around with her flashlight on the place she heard the voice coming from. As blond slowly began to walk towards the sound as he began to speak again. "I'm over here. Please come quick, I'm bleeding."
She did as she was told. And after a few steps from her car she noticed a body that lay agents a big tree that was near the road. The man was wearing a dark hoddie that was up and covered his hair. His face was completely covered in a red color, blood. That dripped on his black clothes. "Oh, my god!" She gasped as she ran toward the unmoving body. At near sight she could see the body chest slowly breathe up and down and hissing sounds came from the bloody man's mouth, like he was unable to breathe right.
"Please, help." The man pleaded as he tried to raise his hand for help. Reaching out for her help. Roxas' mother was standing on the road like she froze in fear. What has happened? But rapidly, she pushed her fear to the side. Here it laid a helpless man, with a serious injury on his head, bleeding and begging for help. She couldn't let her fear overcome her and stand and watch the poor man. She ran to the man's side and sat on her knees, trying with her hands as gently as possible to place it in a better position. So he would be able to breathe easier.
"Oh, my God. Oh, my God." She repeated in her head as she tried to remain calm. The man seemed really hurt. She was unable to see the man's face straight, because of the blood that looked like it came from the head. She had to call for help. But she had left her cell phone in the car. "Wait here, I go and call an ambulance."
"No!" The man said almost in a demanding, angry voice, as he grabbed her arm, before she even could get up. Holding her arm, in a hard grip. "Stay here, please." he begged.
"What happened? Who did this to you?" She asked, with panic in her voice.
Then, the blond woman felt a great pain in her neck as the man stuck a knife in there and blood started to drip down. It went so fast that she hadn't been able to even reject to get away. Hawking sound came out of her mouth as she felt the hand that held hers, grip became harder and harder.
The last thing she saw was the grin on the bloodied face as the man she had tried to help, stood up and looked into her eyes. Those green eyes, she had seen before. And heard him say in a dark, delighted voice. "You!"
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Inside Roxas' house, he sat on his bed reading in his book.
His mom was late, but had probably been work that held her. It began to get late and Roxas could feel that his eyes begged him to close them so he could sleep.
He had already brushed his teeth and changed to his shirt and trousers. He closed the book and put it on the table. And yawned as he lay the cover over him. He closed his eyes and fell asleep.
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Axel smirked as he watched his prey, lay dead beneath his feet.
The body was already starting to get cold. Her neck had been completely abused by the knife and blood was streaming from the wound. After he had stabbed her in the neck, he knew that she was dying. It had only taken seconds after he had stabbed her, for her to die. Even if she was dead, it hadn't stopped Axel for stab her more. He had taken the knife and showed it in her neck, several times. It wasn't before he felt his rage calm down, he had dropped the body on the ground.
How long he had waited for to do that. He breathed heavy. Taking the life of that bitch. Every time she hugged Roxas. Every time he saw her smile and laugh together, while they ate dinner. How much he had despised that woman. So many times he had wanted to do this. Take that smile off her face, it was a dream come true.
A thing he had wanted to do for a long time.
And now he had done it. She would never be able to take away the blond from him again. Never be able to stop their meeting. Never be able to touch his Roxas. And Roxas. Axel was going to make sure that he could keep him forever.
To lure his victim to him had been almost too easy. First he had painted his face with red paint. It didn't look good, but it was dark so no one would see if it looked real or not. Then he had empty every of his meat pack of blood and had held it in a plastic bag, then he had made a small hole in and putted it on his head, with his hood to hide it. The hole he had done in the plastic bag made it so the blood would slowly run down his face, which would make it look more real that he had a serious injury. Then, when he had spotted the car drive toward him, he had screamed like he was being tortured. And as he had planned, the car had stopped.
Then it was like a dance on roses. Luring his prey to his trap.
He watched the woman. Lying down on the ground, covered in her own blood.
Now when, she was out of the way. He had to continue his plan.
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Roxas woke up the next morning. The first thing he discovered, after taking a shower, was that his mom wasn't up in the kitchen, like she usually was on the Saturdays and making breakfast.
Roxas got a little worried. Was his mom still angry with him?
Roxas thought about that his mom was still mad at him. Is she still angry? She seemed more satisfied when I promised not to meet Axel again. Roxas shook his head. No, that couldn't be it. She was probably still sleeping. Who knows what time she got home yesterday?
Since the clock was only nine. Did Roxas decide to let her sleep a bit longer. She needed it. He started to eat breakfast, after he was done, he dished his dish and sat on the couch and watched some TV. After an hour, Roxas started to get concerned. His mom never used to sleep so long. At 10:38, he decided to check up with her.
He knocked on her bedroom door. "Mom?" No answer. He knocked again. Still, no answer. He opened the door. "Mom?" He went in the unnaturally clean room. Yes, aside from no noises and no dished in the sink, Roxas mom loved when it was clean.
Roxas froze when he saw that the bed were empty. It looked like nobody had slept in there the whole night. Had his mom even come home?
Roxas ran to the front door and opened it. He looked at the place where the car used to be parked. But it was not there. What happened? Has she been in a car accident? Roxas panic rose as he thought that his mom could have been in a car accident. Maybe she got hurt on the job, or maybe she slept somewhere else. Wait, no, nothing of that made any sense. If she had been in an accident, the hospital would have called. And she would certainly not, sleep somewhere else, without him knowing. But what if she had collided with the car on the way home? Not many drove on the road to their house, because no one else lived so long outside of the town.
He closed the front door and went to the phone. He decided to call the police. A little drastic, he knew that, but he was really worried. His mom had never done something like this before. He took the phone and…nothing. The phone didn't make any sounds, it was dead.
How could the phone be dead? Roxas slammed the phone down on the table. How could the fucking phone be dead? What should he do now? His mom wasn't home. She could be in a terrible accident, so much he knew. He had no car and it was over one hour to drive to the town, wonder how long to walk. What should he do? What could he do?
Then it hit him. Axel. He had a car, he would probably help Roxas to drive him to town or borrow his phone to him. That did it. Roxas grabbed his jacket and put on his shoes, took the house keys and went out the door.
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Roxas knocked on Axel's front door. He breathed heavy. He had run half the way. His shoes were dirty, from the muddy roads. He was dressed in his soft slacks and a black T-shirt and his hair was a mess, but he didn't care. Right now he was more worried about his mom, then thinking of his looks.
Axel opened the door. He had to stop himself from jumping on Roxas and hug him, as he saw the cute, blond stand there, in front of him. Axel smiled a little. "Good morning, Roxas." He greeted.
Roxas didn't smile back, which bothered the red head much on his inside. Roxas looked at Axel; he looked like he had been up for a time. He was wearing a pair of jeans and a long shirt. Even if it was an emergency, Roxas felt bad for asking a favor from Axel. "Axel, listen, my mom didn't get home from her work last night. I don't know where she is and I'm really worried."
"What? Your mom didn't come home last night?" Axel forced a false, sad face and tried to sound worried. But inside, Axel was overjoyed. His Roxas, had come to him, just as he had expected. And this time, the Bitch, couldn't get in his way. This time, Roxas was his and only his. Nobody else would touch him again. Axel opened his arms and took Roxas, into a warm embrace.
Roxas was stunned. The red head had wrapped his arms around him and held him safely against his chest. Roxas felt that tears started to develop in his eyes. He was so worried about his mom and now Axel was giving him a hug, that he felt he desperately needed right now. Roxas returned the hug, as he felt the tears running down his cheeks. He didn't want to cry in front Axel, but Roxas couldn't stop his tears from coming.
Axel felt like he was going to explode with happiness. Here he stood, holding Roxas in his arms. Like he had been dreaming of doing since he first met, his blond angel. Slowly he strokes the blonde's back, as he could hear Roxas sniff a little. Not saying one word to each other, they stand there, for a minute. Until Roxas, gently push himself from the hug. "Sorry that I-"
"Nothing to be sorry about, Roxas." Axel says and smiles as he sees Roxas wipe off his tears from his cheeks. "Why won't you come in?"
Roxas nods as he goes in the house. Axel closes the door. "Do you want anything?"
"No, I'm okay." Roxas says, his eyes a little red from his tears. Axel smiles at him.
"Why don't we sit in the kitchen and talk for a bit?"
Roxas nods and Axel takes his hand and led him to the kitchen. As the passing the living room, Roxas sees many moving boxes, packed in there. In the kitchen, they're two moving boxes, already packed, standing on the floor.
"Are you going to move?" Roxas asks as he sits on the kitchen chair, as Axel starts to make some coffee. Looking at the boxes, that are standing in the kitchen.
Axel only smiles as he speaks. "Yes, you could say that." He turns on the coffee machine and backs up against the kitchen counter and look at Roxas.
Roxas give the man a sad smile. "When are you moving?" Thinking even if, he isn't allowed to be with the red head, he will miss him.
Axel shrugs. "Don't know." And smiles at Roxas.
Why is he smiling so brightly? Roxas wonder, but gets his thoughts on another direction when he remembers why he had come to Axel in the first place. "Axel, I wondered if you could give me ride into town. I'm really worried about my mom. I think something might have happened." Roxas says, as he feels his eyes getting watering again.
Axel puts his hand on Roxas back. And once again, starting to caress his back and makes invisible circles, with his fingers. "It's okay, Roxas." He comforts him and smiles. "Your mom is probably still in town, safe. It was maybe something that held her there. And she can't call you because the phone is dead. It's alright."
Roxas freezes. How did he know? I haven't told him about-
Roxas looks up, staring into Axel's eyes. The green eyes glow at him. Watching, the blond, like he is a prey. The blond's eyes are filled with fear, when he licks his dry lips and asks. "Axel...how did you know my phone is dead?"
At that moment, Axel stops caress Roxas back. He stares at Roxas and sees his beautiful, blue eyes, is filled with fear. The same fear his victims use to look at him with. Axel puts his hand on Roxas left should, wrapping his arm around his him protective as he feels the blond tense. Roxas swallows nervously, as he watches and feels Axel's every move.
"Roxas…" He says slowly. "You have to understand… This… this is for us. I-"
Roxas breaks free from the arm as he quickly stands up and starts to run. He runs toward the kitchen door that leads to the hall. The only way out, from Axel's kitchen. Roxas is quick, but Axel is faster. Before even Roxas can take more than two steps from the kitchen table, he wraps his arms around Roxas and makes them both to fall to the floor. Roxas screams, as Axel overpowered him, forcing Roxas to the floor. Roxas lies on his back as Axel grabs Roxas wrists and holds them, over his head. Roxas struggled, but it was pointless. Axel was too strong.
With one hand, holding Roxas' wrists in a firm grip over his head. And the other, on his torso. Axel sees as Roxas chest goes up and down, in a fast speed. To prevent hurting Roxas more, he sits on the blonde's legs and relaxes his grip on Roxas' wrists, not too much so he can escape. Just a little, so he won't hurt Roxas' wrists. Roxas screams, tries to struggle himself free from Axel's holds. But he can't, Axel is too strong.
Axel starts to caress Roxas cheek as he hushed him, telling him smoothing words. "Roxas, it's okay. Everything is going to be fine. Don't scream, I'm not going to hurt you."
Roxas stops to scream as he tries to calm himself down and stops to struggle. If he seems to relax, maybe Axel will ease his grip around him and he could have a chance to break free.
He looks at Axel, with fear in his eyes as he sees the red head smile at him. A smile of joy and blisses. Still caress his soft chin. Roxas tries to gather his courage, as he swallows and open his mouth. "Axel… How did you know that… that my phone doesn't work?" He asks, as he notices that his own voice trembles.
Axel looks down at his beautiful Roxas. Axel smile disappears and he gets nervous. He doesn't want to tell Roxas what he has done. But he deserves an explanation. His love deserves to know his feelings for him and what he has done.
"Because…" Axel licks his dry lips and caress Roxas cheek with is fingers, slowly and carefully, not wanting to stop feeling his silky skin. "Because it was I who did it. I cut the phone line, so you wouldn't be able to call someone."
Roxas panics and he want to shout and scream for help to come. But he knows that it won't do any good, no one will hear him, it's no one there in the woods, beside Axel and him. His plan that Axel will let go of his firm grip, doesn't seem to work either. Roxas head starts to spin of his hundreds of questions that is in his mind. He doesn't know what to say. He just lay there as Axel begins to talk again.
"The first time I saw you… that night." He says as his face starts to develop a nice, happy smile again. " You are so beautiful, I fell in love. I couldn't resist to talk with you. It went so well, we had such a great time, didn't we?"
Roxas just lays there, stunned. He doesn't know what to say. Axel loved him? Ever since that… night?
"But… we meet on the day… on that Saturday. What do you mean by 'that night'?"
Axel sighed. He doesn't want to tell this part of the story, but his Roxas deserves an explanation. He leans down to whisper into Roxas ear. "Roxas, some people just have to die. It's like a hunger. I need to do it. That's how I saw you that night." Axel licks is lips. Trying not to lick on Roxas ear or start to kiss his neck . "I… I was looking for some new victims to kill."
Roxas get's completely shocked, speechless as he lies there on the floor with Axel above him. Axel was a killer? Roxas starts to shake. Feeling that his arms began to get tired. He's gaze at Axel, as the redhead takes a deep breath of Roxas smell.
"I love your sweet smell. Your silky skin, your soft, golden hair. Your voice." Axel breath out and starts to kiss Roxas neck.
Roxas freeze as he feels wet, soft lips start to kiss his neck. He's going to rape me? Roxas thinks as he gets the power to start struggle again. But Axel holds him down in a firm, steady grip as he continues his kissing. "No!" Roxas screams in fear and he feels tears starts to run down his cheeks.
To Roxas surprises, Axel stops his kissing and lifts his head, with a smile on his face. As he looks down on Roxas. Sees his terror in the blond's eyes. He didn't want to scare, he just wanted to finally kiss that soft skin, he had wanted to do since he first meets him. Roxas doesn't understand it now, but he will. Axel would never hurt his Roxas. He wipes away Roxas tears with his thumps and he hushed the scared blond again.
"It's okay, Roxas. You're not ready, I understand."
"Yo-you're a killer? Who have you killed?" Roxas sobs. "Are you go-going to kill me?"
"No, never, Roxas. I would never want to hurt you. I love you"
"Then wh-what are you going to do?"
What am I asking? I'm in the same room as a the man who cut my phone line so I couldn't call anyone. The same man who just confessed that he loves me and killed people and- mom!
"Oh, my God. What have you done with my mom!" He asks and tries to fight back his tears from falling from his eyes.
Axel looks at Roxas. Axel feels his body heat up from anger by thinking of that woman. He really not want to tell this part to his Roxas. He knows that the blonde will get sad and anger with the red head.
"Roxas… listen to me, I-"
"What have you done to her?!" Roxas cried as he begins to struggle again.
"Roxas…"
"Did you kill her? Is she dead?" Roxas struggles as much he can. But it's impossible, Axel is to strong, not mention that he has all his weight over Roxas legs. He feels the redhead harden his grip around his wrists.
"Yes, yes she is dead."
Roxas feels his heart sink. His mom was dead. He can no longer stops his tears and lets them fall from his eyes. And starts to cry.
"But I did it for us, Roxas. She was in our way . She didn't want us to be together anymore. She tried to stop us." Axel said, hoping that Roxas would understand. He couldn't stand watching his blonde sad. He didn't want him to cry. He caressed his cheek and hushed him. "It's okay, Roxas, I love you. Everything is going to be alright."
"No, it's not." Roxas sobbed. He cried hard, so it was not easy to hear what he said. "Y-You killed m-my m-m-mom. Why d-did you do that?" Tears were flowing down from his cheeks. He sobbed as he looked at Axel's eyes. Seeking for an answer. Hoping that this would just be some kind or a sick joke or a lie. That his mom were live, in the city. That's her car was broken or that she had slept somewhere else. Got kidnapped by aliens, anything, but not this.
"It's okay, Roxas." Axel said over and over again. Comforting the blond and wiped off his tears. Caressing his cheek and telling him comforting words. "Everything is alright. We are together now. I take care of you."
He doesn't want Roxas to cry. He doesn't want Roxas to be miserable. So he decides that he has put his sweets into a sleep. Just for a little while, till they got to their new place. The new house Axel had bought far from this place. As Roxas continues to cry, Axel reach for his bag that is under the table.
Roxas tries to fight and get away from Axel's grip, but he tries is weak. Axel reaches the bag and starts to dig in it, find what he wants. A napkin and a bottle of chloroform.
Roxas sees this and his struggles becomes more sturdy. Axel opens the bottle and pour some of the fluid over to the napkin. He looks at Roxas eyes, that are filled with fear and tears. Axel smiles at him.
"It's gona be alright, Roxas."
Roxas cries. "Axel, no…"
Axel presses his napkin over Roxas nose and mouth. Small muffle sound comes from the blond and tears falling from his beautiful, blue eyes.
Roxas starts to feel dizzy and his head feels heavy. Everything starts to spin and the world seems to get dark. His struggles stops, not feeling the strength to continue. As his eyes starts to close, the last thing he sees is the red heads smile and comforting words, that everything going to be alright.
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