I don't own victorious, had this thought that shows people what love can do


tori has never been happy. Never, she only shows her fun side with other people, but in reality she's a mess. I all started a few years ago, she was in the car with her mom. It was a mother daughter day for them. They ask trina to come, but she declined, bragging about a "hot date"

tori and holly were driving home after a shopping spree and a late lunch. Tori was happy until Holly notice a deer in the middle of the streets, Holly turned the wheel hard and accidentally drove off the road and in minutes, the car was rolling down hill until the car hit a tree. An ambulance and police cars showed up not to long, tori was in a coma for about 2 days, when she did woke up she met her dad, who was sitting next to her. Along with trina. Tori ask about mom, and the sad look down was enough of a answer, tori cried the whole night. It was supposed to be fun day with just with her mom and it was all taken away from her

Tori never smiled after that, she just showed it around school. But the only thing that brought a smile was jade west, her bully in Hollywood arts, to everyone, jades her bully. But for tori, she was her long time crush, tori didnt realize her feelings for jade until sikowitz force them on a date. After they sang take a hint, humiliating the boys that tried to pick them up. Midnight came up and free to leave nozu, jade brought tori back to her place for a drink

Jade family was out of town, and jade knows where her dad keeps the key to his liquor cabinet, they started drinking and got a little drunk that night, but tori remembered every detail on that night

Not to long after, tori had her legs wrapped around jade waist, and she brought her into her bedroom. Tori slowly took off shirt and was slowly put down on the bed, jade was leaving kisses on tori bare stomach. Tori can still remember jade boobs that night when she unhook her bra

Tori had to stop thinking because she's getting hot just thinking about it, tori wanted to ask her out but was too afraid to ask her. Then graduation came and her opportunity was closed. Everyone went theyre separate ways

Tori moved to New york City, where she got accepted into a music college program, got herself a small apartment and got 2 roommates, Hayley and Tara. Yeah I know, her former enemies are now on good terms, turns out they're lesbians and Hayley farther forbid her for being shown in public, and that brought anger in the girls


Tori can still feel emptiness in her life, probably from jade. Tori still beats herself up for not talking to her atleast, now she have this hole she cant fill. She tried to fill it, she tried everything to find her. She called the west house, Hollywood arts. But she always turns up empty. Jade literally disappeared and that worried tori

All this thinking made tori brain hurt, she groan as she gets up from the couch and head toward the bathroom for advill, she took some while washing her face. Tori sigh as she look at herself in the mirror, "im a mess" she thought until the apartment door was opened. "tori". Tori walk back out in the living room seeing hayley and tara

Tori: hey, how was class

Hayley: shallow as hell

Hayley landed on the couch while rubbing her head. "I hate these classes, but if im going to open my own club, I need my business degree, but these studies are killing my brain". Tara laugh a little while she was taking a bottle of water out of the fridge. "luckily we can do half of classes for colleges. Better than school". Tori did a fake laugh, she hasn't laugh since her mom accident

Hayley check her pearphone and says "hey tori, shouldn't you be at work by now". Tori completely forgot she has to work today, she look at the stove clock "8:47. Shit". Tori ran to the door, she turn her head to see Tara throwing her a plastic bag, with a waitress outfit in, tori grabbed the bag and thanks Tara before running out

In order to pay her half of the rent, tori got a job as a waitress, in a restaurant. Part time, she's been working there for about a year now

Tori took a cab toward the restaurant she works, she ran in the building and into the kitchen seeing her boss. Kate Barton, she was talking to the chefs at the moment. "I dont care what you say. I saw you picking your bum, wash your hands. Now" the chef groan and walk toward the bathroom.

Kate notice tori and says "well well well. Almost 30 minutes late. Now I seen you with a phone, so I know you know the time"

Tori: im sorry Kate, my head was in the clouds today

Kate: tori, you've been late 7 times this month. I don't understand it. You've always been my best waitress

Tori: my mom died a few years ago this month

Kate sigh while looking down. "tori, your a nice girl, but in life you gotta focus on the present instead of the past. And right now, get ready to get people order". Tori nodded as she Removed her jacket, revealing her waitress outfit.

Tori started thinking about what Kate said, she's right. Tori been sad and lonely for too long, but it's really hard for tori. Tori stopped thinking about her life and started to remember what food people are ordering


Tori was serving drinks to an old couple. "here you are, and your food will be here in just a few minutes". Another waitress run up to tori and asked "hey tori, could you get table 12 order. It's my time of the month and I was really ready to punch that little shit sitting over there". Tori look seeing a 6 year old boy sitting on a chair, while sipping some milk. Tori shook her head "ok, but only if you get either Larry or Mary to serve this table". The waitress nodded and run into the bathroom while taking out a lighter and a cigarette

Tori took out her notepad and pen while walking up to table 12, she started to get her happy face. "hi, my name is tori and I'll be serving you today, would you like to start with something to drink" tori said. The person lower the menu and the customer made tori look pale with a shock expression, the person she's serving and talking to is none other than. Jade west.

Jade: yeah, can i have coffee please. Tori

Tori was speechless for a few seconds, but that was broken after Jade says "it's great to see you again"

Tori: Jade. Oh my god, is this real

Jade: want me to pinch you, to find out. Yeah it's me

Tori: what are you doing here?

Jade: this is a restaurant. And im hungry. Gonna get my coffee or not?

Tori slowly walked away from the table, she ordered the coffee and remember her favorite taste of how her coffee was made. "one coffee, cream and 2 sugars". Tori look at Jade sitting in the booth, she notice Jade taking some pills out of her pocket and swallow them. She let that go in the back of her head when the coffee was brought to her. Tori grabbed the cup and walked up to Jade and lower the coffee to the table

Tori: umm. Do you need a couple of minutes to look through the menu?

Jade look at tori before saying. "I already know what I want" Jade gave tori a smirk, making tori blush a little. Tori wanted to continue around the restaurant, but her curiosity get the better of her. "Jade, I gotta ask, where have you been? you disappeared after graduation, nobody has seen you. your parents wouldn't tell me. Cat didn't even know where you were"

Jade: after graduation, I took a year off to travel the world

Tori: really?

Jade: yeah, right now I'm looking for a good college, I never thought I see you in the city that never sleeps

Tori: oh uhh, this is just part time. I'm actually doing courses in college for my singing and acting career

Jade: if I got one of those uniforms, you could be Caroline and I could be max from 2 broke girls

Tori laugh as she looks at jade, making jade smiled. "tori, I don't know if your interested, but how about after your shift, you wanna. Take a walk with me"

Tori started thinking if she should go with jade or not. Tori been hurting for the last few months. But she needed closure of her and jade, so she accepted. "yeah, I would, my shift ends around 1"

Jade: cool, I'll be waiting then

Tori smiled as she wrote down jade order. After her shift, tori found jade outside. Tori put on her coat and the 2 started walking

Jade: so your in college now

Tori: yeah, you know how much I wanted to be a pop star

Jade: yeah, does the college help with that career

Tori: they help me improve

Jade: and new York city

Tori: yeah, I needed to get out of Los Angeles for awhile. I've had a rough time lately

Jade: why?

Tori; its... Not important

Jade: do you have an apartment of your own

Tori: no, i have 2 roommates, remember Hayley and tara

Jade: the girls with no talent of singing

Tori laugh and Says "yeah them. Were in good terms, Hayley dad didn't want the public to know about her and tara. So keeping what she is a secret, made them angry". Jade nodded "I dont supposed you know a good restaurant around here?"

Tori: why?

Jade: uhh. I want to talk about that night. From nozu

Tori slowly nodded, she couldn't believe what's happening. "yeah, I might know a place". Tori did know a place where Tori and jade can talk. It's nothing fancy, just a small pizza restaurant, not romantic, but tori fell in love with theyre pizza and gets a piece when she fans

Tori and jade are now in the place, sitting on a booth, right now jade was showing pictures of her trip around the world. A picture of jade standing on the Great wall of China. A selfie of jade infront of mount Rushmore. Jade wearing a barret, on the eiffel tower. Jade swimming in the ocean of Hawaii. Jade walking on the bridge of madison country. Tori is amazed of how much places jade has been

Jade: yeah, my brothers couldn't believe it either

Tori: wow jade, this is awesome. "tori took another photo". Woah you were at nagria falls

Jade: yeah, it gets a little wet over there

Jade slowly grab the photo and sigh. "you know, when I die. I want my ashes scattered in nagria falls, that's an amazing place". Jade look at the photo for a second

Tori: hey, you know that's not for awhile

Jade: yeah, but highschool gets me anxiety of the real world, you know... Enough about my trips, how's the old gang?

Tori; oh good, Andre actually got a record deal from Shawn quincy

Jade: Shawn quincy, the man with the brat of a daughter

Tori: I wouldn't said it like that, but yeah. Beck moved back to Canada, started doing small commercial

Jade: oh really. Yeah, he's the one I wanted to know more

Tori: im guessing you wouldn't think of him

Jade: he cheated on me, but he was a friend so. I'm glad he's doing well, what about robbie

Tori: oh robbie doing great, he's working at his dad business right now

Jade: with rex

Tori: of course

Jade laugh. "and cat". Tori knew jade was gonna ask. Cat was jade long time friend. "cat is great, she's in college. Still living in Los Angeles. And her and Sam got together". Jade says "she got together with her roommate"

Tori: yup and are happy

Jade: and how about your less talented sister

Tori: be nice, she doing ok. Trina was declined from every music business ever, she finally realize she's not made for singing and is actually joining the police academy

Jade: really. I don't feel safe in LA now

Tori laugh a little. Tori says "have you not been in touch with them?". "uhh no, i needed to do soul searching for myself before i can talk to them". Tori nodded. "if you want I can give you theyre address"

Jade: thanks Vega, I mean tori. That's really nice of you

Tori smiled while drinking her soda. "tori, i know that night in nozu did an impact on you. It did the same from me. That night was special. I'm sorry I didnt say anything"

Tori: why didn't you

Jade: I don't know, I became confused, I always thought I like boys. But after... I was so confused, it's kinda the reason i traveled the world. To find myself, then I realize something... I'm not who I thought I was. I like girls, specifically you"

Tori: really?

Jade: yeah, I'm just sorry it took this long

Tori didnt care at the moment, jade loves her. After eating, jade led tori to her apartment. "thanks again jade. Wanna come in?". Jade hesitated, but nodded "yeah. I would, if that's cool with you". Tori nodded as she opened the door, her and jade walk in. They had some drinks before founding themselves in tori bed, having the best night of they're life's

The next morning, tori woke up to a empty bed, she look around not seeing jade clothes anywhere, all was left was a note, she realized it was left by jade

tori

I know me leaving was a crappy thing to do, but you have to understand that I have something to do, to make amends with people I wrong.

You will always be my soulmate, hopefully in the next life

love, jade

Tori doesn't understand what jade wrote, she gets up and dressed herself, she realized she needs to go to work, about to get out of her room until a buzz was heard. Tori kneel down under her bed seeing jade cellphone, she grabbed the phone with a unknown number, she answer it

Tori: hello?

A woman voice was heard on the other end "jade, thank God you called. Where are you, I have been looking for you all over new york". Tori with confusion says "uhh this isn't jade, I'm a... A friend of her's, uhh who is this?"

Woman: im your friend Doctor. Dr Isabelle Lopez, listen do you know where jade is

Tori: no, why. Is everything ok

Woman: no, jade is very sick, jade has a brain aneurysm

Tori whole world crashed down, hearing those words. "what, do those kill you?". Isabelle answered "yeah, without treatment, but their is a surgery that can prevent her death, she can live. But I need to find her". Tori had tears in her eyes "she left without saying a word. I don't know where she. Wait, if I have her phone, then that means"

In the streets of New York, jade was standing by an alley, whole taking some pills, she wipe the tears out of her eyes before walking in the sidewalk, not knowing tori phone was in her pocket

"you have to find her, tori!"


not bad for a start of a chapter, right? next one gonna be about tori finding jade

why do you think jade running when a surgery could save her, gotta wait and see