Broken
Chapter Eleven:
A Light at the End of a Tunnel
Sasuke's P.O.V
Ever since I was child I knew something in my life was off, but I really never what exactly. Even if I had a clue it would have something to do with what my brother did to the family. He basically ruined our reputation right in front of the whole city. I don't blame him but I will never forgive for what he has done to me. These constant nightmare are getting worse to the point that my paranoia has gotten the better of me. I see things that aren't there but to me their very real. I don't know if reality is escaping me but am afraid that I'll be in the nut house if I don't get control of it. The only thing that's keeping me a float right is Naruto and Erica. Without them I don't know what I would be doing at this point. Possibly I would be dead or in the nut house but I don't want to know. All I want right now is to be let go of me restraints or else things will get fucking ugly.
I dose off for what seems like forever till I feel something gentle caressing me. This "Thing" then unties me, letting me see it in front view. It's Naruto, he's fast asleep and doesn't know that he untied me. Quietly without waking him I head into the kitchen. Looking at the clock is about 4:00 in the morning. At this point I'm starving so I decide to see what's in the fridge. My eyes then catch something peculiar inside, it's a cupcake. Strange I think to myself but that's until I see I note attached at the bottom. It reads. "Hope you get better and by the way I let you out of the restraints on purpose. So if you get this message I'll be in the kitchen with you right know." "Good morning Teme." He says. This startles me and I end up dropping my food. "Dammit why do you always have to be so….." "Weird." "Exactly what I was going to say until you interrupted me dobe." "Come on you have to admit that was kind of cute right." "Well… I guess so, but why did you let me out of the harnesses at this time." "I don't know but I would be guessing that you would have calmed down by now and things wouldn't be so tense." "They still are but having you here brings them down a lot." I say to him.
Strangely enough as things are at the moment am glad he let me out. If I were in those restraints for any longer I would have gone off the deep end for sure. Standing right in front of him I can feel him looking at my arms. "What are you staring at?" I say while glaring back at him. "Why do you do this?'' he says to me in a serious tone. His seriousness scares me but I guess his deserves an answer to his question. "Fine but please don't judge I've been through a lot, ok." "Ok am ready when you're ready."
I breathe in trying to calm myself and I tell him my story. "I've been doing this ever since I was nine. It started out small but it quickly ballooned out of control. My depression at that time in my life was at an all-time low. I would cut myself with razor blades till it hurt. I didn't know at the time that anything was wrong and that what I was doing was wrong, so I kept at it." The tears are staring to flow and I feel him staring to gentle hold his hands in mine. This gives me the courage and strength to continue. "At that time my had grandmother died a year later and that's when my paranoid schizophrenia kicked in. I would see things that weren't there and sometimes they would tell me horrible things. One time the voice's got really bad and I would stab myself in the leg with a knife to make them stop. My life then got a little better when I found out that my parents inheritance was given all to me. I even got there apartment in the downtown which is where were at the moment. Things started to get better but they would constantly go up and down. The bullies at school didn't make things any better so I resorted to drugs and alcohol to make the pain numb. I got addicted to these things badly until I meet you that day. I was going to commit to suicide but you saved me Naruto." "I don't what I would do without you."
I can't hold in the tears anymore so I just let them gush out. He hugs me while am crying like a baby in his arms. At the same time I feel like a heavy burden has been let off my shoulders and that this time with the right support I will recover and live a better life. Maybe this time things will go my way.
Naruto's P.O.V
I never knew that in a million years he would open up to me like he did today. I feel like a heavy burden to has been lift of my shoulders because I too have gone through the same stuff he has. It's like destiny had us meet for a purpose I know what that purpose was. It was to recover and heal our wounds. "Come on Sasuke's its ok everything is going to get better before it gets worse." "I guess I now know why I meet you in the first place." "What?" "It was to get better and I guess I found someone that at least understands me and will love me no matter what." "Sasuke…. So that means." "Yes I guess where a couple now." "So that means I guess we have some exampling to do when Erica wakes up." "Yup" he says nonchalantly. I'm relived but what will the future hold is what am afraid of now.
A/N: Ah so cute but yet depressing at the same time. I guess that last line should be hint for things to come. :/. What else to say. I have nothing much else to say other than keep the reviews coming that's what keeps me fueled into writing this story so if don't want me to go on empty keep reviewing the story. Until next time my little ravens. Bye