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So guys this is the last chapter of this fanfic But…There will be a sequel, I promise! So yeah! Thanks for the support and blah blah blah, you guys are amazing! The Sequel will be called Secretly Missing You. So watch out for that, I won't be able to post it til late January so sorry guys! And you're probably going to hate me for this chapter but meh, I'll live, unless one of you comes after me and does a Bex!
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Chapter 18
I see Ben standing waiting for me, and see Zach walking home; I sigh and walk over to Ben. Ben gives me a sad smile. "We'll work through it Cam, I promise" Ben says giving me a kiss on the cheek as we begin to walk back to my house. When we get there, I open the door and we head to my room, not seeing Mum anywhere, I open the door to my room and see Mum standing there looking at the photo of Zach and I. Mum sees us and smiles. "Ben! Hey! Good to see you" Mum says giving him a pat on the shoulder "Good to see you too Ms Morgan" Ben says shaking her hand. Mum shakes her head "Just call me Rachel Ben, seriously I've said it before" Mum says as she leaves the room. Ben and I sit down on the ground as I begin playing with my bracelets and I can feel Ben's eyes on me, I look up and see Ben's eyes full of worry. "Cam, just tell me what happened, I hate seeing you like this, and maybe I can help" Ben says smiling sadly. I give Ben a sad smile but nod.
"Thanks Ben, your always there for me" I say as I begin telling Ben exactly what happened between Zach and I, and even though it was hard it made me feel better in the end, and luckily no tears were shed "So you decided to go out with me instead of Zach, why?" Ben asks shuffling around.
"I don't even know really, I guess it's so much easier with you, I mean every day when Zach and I were dating, I felt so scared, every day was so hard, I worried that we'd break up, I worried that he'd cheat on me, etcetera, but I never imagined this" I say putting my face in my hands. Ben puts his arms around me and we stay like that for a few minutes, silence. "I've got an idea, you know how you've been wanting me to transfer? How about you transfer back to Westerville? I mean you wont have to see Zach if you don't want to, you can catch up with the girls after school, the school now has a no bullying policy, so nobody will bully you" Ben says. I look at Ben and smile sadly.
"What about Dee Dee?" I ask as Ben just smiles that adorable half smile.
"She left last week, so?" Ben asks. I smile warmly.
"Okay then, I'll have to ask Mum first but she'll say yes, I need to face everything back there, I shouldn't have just run away from it" I say as we both get up and hug each other.
"Just so you know Cam, I don't want this because I want to split you and Zach up" Ben says. I smile sadly. "I know, I'll ask Mum okay, be right back" I say kissing Ben on the cheek and running for the kitchen where Mum's standing. "Um Mum can I ask you something?" I ask rubbing the back of my neck. "Sure honey, what is it?" Mum asks taking a seat on one of the stools.
"I want to transfer back to Westerville High" I state.
"Really? I mean there's all the bullies, and Josh, your life sucked there Cam" Mum states.
"Ben's told me that there's a no bullying policy, and Josh is good now, Ben had a word with him and he's alright now, and Dee Dee transferred schools, so there won't be any bullying. I really want to do this, I ran away from my problems and now I need to go back and face it head on" I say as Mum smiles sadly. "So you're just going to run away from Roseville High too? The girl I raised was a strong one Cam, I admire what you're doing Cam, but you can't just run from Zach, you need to talk to him" Mum says. I smile sadly and look away as a tear falls down my eyes at the mention of Zach, I turn my head back around and meet Mum's gaze. "I'm not running away from Zach Mum, I just need some space from him, he called me a slut Mum, and yeah he made me realise that everyone's always going to think that way of me unless I do something about it, I really want this Mum" I say getting on my knees. Mum just laughs offering a hand up which I take willingly. "You're lucky I'm still in contact with the principle, so I should be able to get you transferred back in, but I want you to tell Zach your leaving okay Cam?" Mum asks.
"I would have anyway, make sure to call up Roseville High as well" I say heading back into my room. "So?" Ben asks. I look at Ben and smile.
"She said yes!" I say wrapping my arms around Ben a massive smile spread across my face.
Mum comes into the room and sees the pair of us and smiles. "You start tomorrow Cam" Mum says. I look back at Ben and smile and jump up and down.
"This is so awesome! I'm so psyched! Anyway I'd better head over to Zach's to talk to him about it, you can stay here if you want, I won't be long. And I'm sure Mum would love to have you over for tea" I say smiling warmly.
"Okay, but don't let Zach ruin your mood, I love seeing you happy" Ben says kissing my forehead, I blush and walk past Ben and start walking to Zach's place, this was going to be tough, but I needed to keep it together. I knock on the door and Ella answers. "Cammie? Hey? I heard about what happened, do you want to go shopping? We could go to the mall they say shopping's good for heartbreaks" Ella says. I give her a sad smile.
"I'm here to see Zach actually is he around?" I ask. Ella's eyes lighten up as she smiles warmly.
"Of course, he's in the room, I'm sure you can get there yourself" Ella says. I nod shyly as we both head inside. I head towards Zach's door, wiping my eyes and knock on the door.
"Ella! I told you to leave me alone, I need space" Zach says angrily. My heart begins to beat faster, boy was he angry and hurt… This was going to be harder than I thought. "Zach, its Cam" I say moments later Zach opens the door wiping his eyes, he looked horrible, and of course I had to make him feel worse with more bad news, boy was I a bad friend. "Cam? Hey? Did you want to talk?" Zach asks. I sigh. "Uh yeah" I say rubbing the back of my neck. Zach smirks inviting me inside as Zach takes a seat on his bed as I just stand up. "You look horrible Zach" I say smiling sadly.
"I know" Zach says sighing.
"Its going to make this so much harder to say now" I say as tears threaten to fall.
"What?" Zach asks.
"I'm transferring" I say. Zach raises an eyebrow.
"What? Why? Where?" Zach asks.
"Back to Westerville, why? I think you know the reason" I say. Zach looks at me sadly as his shoulders droop. "Cammie you can't transfer" Zach says as his green eyes meet mine, I look away quickly. "Why Zach? Give me one good reason?" I ask crossing my arms.
"Because I need you Cam" Zach says, I smile sadly as a tear falls down my cheek.
"I'm sorry Cam for what I said, I didn't mean it, I was just so jealous of Ben Cam, I love you Cam, I never wanted to hurt you Cam, and I did and that's the worst feeling ever, but don't do this Cammie, please. We can work it out" Zach says standing up so we were now face to face, I look away.
"Zach, I just, I just can't. You really hurt me Zach, and it hurts just to look at you" I say. Zach sighs looking away. "And this thing between us? Us not talking with each other its affecting Bex and Grant and the whole gang, because they have to take sides, and that's not fair on them. I can't do this to them Zach" I say. Zach sighs putting a hand through his hair.
"Cammie, you can't just run from this, we need to at least get closure Cam, you can't just run away from your problems again" Zach says.
"You called me a slut Zach!" I say raising my voice. The pair of us go quiet not being able to look at each other. "And you made me realise something Zach, if I don't change or I keep looking back at the past, I'll always be the slut Zach, people will always see me as a slut, so I need to go back and change their views, get closure" I say as I head to the door.
"Goodbye Zach" I say opening the door, Zach runs up to me and grabs my hand.
"Cammie please don't do this, I love you" Zach says squeezing my hand, I pull my hand away.
"Zach, I have to, I'm sorry, I do still love you Zach, but I can't" I say sighing, Zach sighs loudly, and I know this is extremely hard on him. "One last kiss?" Zach asks. I turn around tears falling down my face as Zach and I lock lips, the feeling of fireworks going off once more, I pull away and smile sadly at Zach
"I'll always love you Cam" Zach says.
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