AN: Got some feedback so I thought that I would change my format. Hope that this will make it better and easier to read. Also will check to make sure it will be edited correctly.

Stefan POV:

We had been waiting for over 25 minutes. I couldn't stop my hands from shaking. Bonnie, Tyler, Matt and Caroline had arrived 10 minutes ago, asking the same questions that I had. Why would she do this? Why would she hurt herself? This is not Elena? They were right it was not Elena. She would never do something like this. She was always open and honest about things particularly with me. I can't believe that she would do this.

"I know Elena and she would not do this. It's not her!" Bonnie had the same thoughts as me.

"Yer because all suicidal teens update their Facebook status before they try and kill themselves". Damon said with a hint of anger in his voice. He must also be blaming himself for Elena's downfall.

"I agree with Bonnie. Elena wouldn't do this! Not if she thought that it would hurt the people that she loved" I interjected

"Come on Stefan… they found her in the bath covered in blood."

"No I Know Elena she would not do this" Bonnie said to Damon.

"So where is my daughter?" John said as he walked into the waiting room. Everyone turned their attention to the doorway.

"Great just what this situation needed. Now I want to kill myself." Damon said as he looked at John.

"No need to kill yourself Damon. It would take the pleasure away from me killing you myself" John barked back.

"What are you doing here John" Alaric said from the other side of the room.

"Elena is my daughter and despite what you might think I actually care about her". John said to both Alaric and myself.

"Now why did my daughter try and kill herself? Stefan… Damon anyone want to fill me in?".

"Elena did not try and kill herself" I yelled angrily in the direction of John.

"ok let's look at the facts that we know!" Damon said as he got up and started to walk up and down the waiting room.

"Fact john is a dick, that no one wants here so he should just leave!" Damon said with a smile as he looked towards John.

"Fact Elena was found in a bath tub after she had cut herself. Fact she has been through a lot. Fact Elena is a worry wart. Always worrying ….worry worry worry. Fact Elena has a lot of secrets she can't share."

"That's it! Her journal. She writes everything in there. Maybe she wrote what was going on in it". Before we could process Jeremy's idea Meredith walked in. We all stood up.

"Please sit down" Meredith said with a smile. Everyone did as they were instructed except for me.

"Elena will be fine. We stopped the bleeding but we also did some blood work, she had high levels of prescription pain killers in her system. We believe that she also tried to OD." I sat down. I could no longer believe what Meredith was saying it made no sense to me.

"Hey guys I know this is hard to hear but you might want to think about committing her here for a while just until we can fix what is going on in her head." Meredith said

"No we can't do that, you know that. She is my sister". Jeremy yelled

"I understand. You can see her now. The sedation that we gave her should be wearing off. She is in bedroom 18."

I got up at vampire speed and walked out of the room. I could hear that Damon, John, Jeremy and Alaric were behind me.

Elena POV

I felt something soft under me. I could hear beeping coming from somewhere next to me. It must be my alarm clock. I tried to roll over and turn it off but I can't move. I feel like I have lead in me. I try again nothing I can't move. Why can't I move? I must be dreaming. I try to open my eyes but I can't they feel heavy. I try to think but I am distracted by people's hands touching my hands. One set of hands are big and strong the other set are thin and weak. Then I hear voices, just buzzing a first. "she looks so broken and so weak" a voice beside me said. "She will be ok Jeremy she is just sleeping" it sounded like Alaric. Jeremy OMG Jeremy. Why did he sound so upset? Why did I look weak? "I am going to take care of you sweetheart. You don't have to worry any more I will take your pain away". I recognised the voice straight away it was Stefan. He sounded so upset. I tried again to open my eyes and I feel them pulling back. At first I am blinded by the lights. Then I see Stefan's face he looks a mess. He looked like he had been crying. I didn't understand.

"Hey sweetheart you are in hospital. Your ok, you are going to be fine everyone is here". Stefan said. I looked around the room Jeremy was next to me he also looked like he had been crying. Behind him was Alaric who looked at me with sympathy. By the door was John he looked concerned, I wondered what he was doing here but I did not have time to worry as the next face that I saw was Damon's. He was by the window looking right at me in the eyes and gave me a half smile but he looked like if he could be sick he would be.

"your not in any pain are you?" Stefan asked

"umm no" I replied I did not even recognise my own voice. But it showed my confusion.

"Elena do you remember why you are here?" John asked. I racked by brain the last thing that I remember is Friday lunch time.

"Why doesn't she remember" Jeremy yelled.

I tuned to Stefan "I don't understand. The last thing that I remember is having lunch at school".

"So you don't remember being in the bath tub?" Damon said as he began to walk towards me

"no! Stefan what's going on? ". He looked at me he looked like he was about to break down.

"Elena Jeremy found you in the bath tub….you umm you.. tried to kill yourself" tears streamed down Stefan's face.

"WHAT no I would not do that." I yelled

"Elena you don't have to hide it anymore" Damon spat back

"I am telling you now the last thing that I remember is going to lunch on Friday, but I know I would not do this to myself! but you don't believe me do you?" I looked around everyone was looking away from me "None of you believe me!"

"Elena you have been acting strange for a while" Alaric said

"No NO NO" I began to cry "you don't believe me do you?" I tuned to the one person that I thought would believe me "Stefan you believe me don't you? Stefan?"

"Look I don't know what to believe, but right now I think that being here is best for you. Until we work out what is going on." Stefan said as he squeezed my hand tightly.

"NO I want to go home. I want to get out of here!" I began to undo the drip that was in my arm but Stefan stoped me but I was not going to stay here. So I kept trying to push him away I knew he was stronger than me but I also knew if I tried hard enough he would let go so that he would not hurt me. But then Damon grabbed my shoulders and pin them to the bed "sorry Elena" he said.

"Meredith we need help" John said. Before I had time to process what was going on Meredith had entered the room with a needle and I knew what was coming, but out of the corner of my eye I see Bonnie and I know that she will believe me so I mouth to her "I did not do this. Help me" Bonnie nodes silently at me as I slowly go back to sleep.

Next chapter: what will Damon and Stefan find in her journal? Katherine makes her first appearance.