AN: This is where I say thank you to Keith Urban for writing such a beautiful song called "For You" where I got the idea for this story. So please Youtube the video and listen to it even though he wrote it for soldiers what is Edward but a dog of the military and I think it says exactly what Edward would say to Winry AND YES I DID BORROW SOME OF THE LYRICS TO WRITE THIS…..WHY?….BECAUSE I LOVE THE SONG MUCH! I'll admit it I was a little sexually frustrated on the end of this one.
NO GREATER GIFT HAS MAN TO LAY DOWN HIS LIFE FOR LOVE!
I long to go home Chap.11
He walked up the stairs and reached her door then he took a deep breath and lightly knocked "Winry" he said softly but no one answered "Winry" he said a little louder but still nothing "WINRY OPEN THE DAMN DOOR!" He yelled.
Then he heard the lock turn and the door opened slightly "Can I come in?" he asked pushing the door farther open.
"Yeah…sure" She said sadly.
"What's going on Winry why haven't you ate and why are you sitting in the dark with the blinds down?" He asked pulling a blind up then he looked at her she was a mess and her puffy eyes starred at him.
"Winry I'm sorry I said those things to you" he walked closer.
"I'm sorry I made you life a living hell Edward." she sniffed "But I don't want to fight I just want it back the way it used to be." Sniffing again "I heard you were at Rose's last night." she looked at him.
"Yeah I needed to clear my head but the only thing I accomplished was screwing it up more." As he sat next to her he realized she was probably thinking he slept with Rose "Winry I didn't sleep with her if that's what your thinking. Robert was there too and they both made me realize you are worth everything it takes to fix this."
She remembered him saying she didn't trust him so she looked at him "I trust you Edward."
"I'm glad" He put his head in his hands "I want you to understand how much I truly love you Winry. Remember when I told you I knew deep down I had gotten you pregnant that day."
She sniffled "Yes"
"I gave my life the first time for Al, But when I came back and we made love I gave my life again for you."
Everyone was huddled out side the door to hear him tell her what had went through his mind that day to make him go back to the other side.
"So many people died Winry and if I would have stayed more would have maybe even you. The Alphonse on the other side died trying to get me back, My father died trying to find a way home for me and my brother Envy the homunculus died." He stopped and put his hand on her cheek.
"I wasn't going to let you die and if you were pregnant I wasn't going to let our child die either."
"Edward what are you saying?" She asked wanting to know what he meant.
" Winry as soon as we made love you were my wife and if I gave you a child that was unborn it was mine to give." He got up and walked to the window and looked out "And my life was mine to give."
"In that split second Winry I made a choice that I would give my life, I would make that sacrifice, That if it came down to it I would take the bullet and I would be the one to go destroy the gate" He turned to face her with tears running down his face "I would do it ." He said softly "For you."
She starred at him for a minute then realized what he was saying. He had gave everything for her to have a life. She became so over come with emotion that she jumped off the bed and ran over and wrapped her arms around his neck and hugged him tightly.
"Oh Edward you sacrificed yourself for me." she leaned back and looked in his eyes "Why?"
He looked at her with such emotion "Because I love you that much Winry." then he wrapped his arms around her waist and held her tight.
"Edward I never knew, I'm so sorry." she kissed his cheek.
"Don't be sorry it was worth it for me" he put his hand up and caressing her cheek "Because you and Crystal are alive."
Everyone outside couldn't believe what he had just said. Jade expressed it well "That's so romantic I never knew my dad made that choice." a tear rolled down her cheek as she thought of herself in that position "I don't think I could make that choice."
"I don't think any of us could till were put in that situation Jade." Mustang said wrapping his Arm around Hawkeye.
Winry let go of him and sat on the bed "Edward I really don't understand all of this."
He smiled and sat down next to her "I don't understand it all myself. I didn't think about right, I didn't think about wrong, in that moment I didn't think twice, I wasn't trying to be a hero and I didn't want to die. I just did what I had to do….. for you."
She raised her hand to his cheek and leaned in and kissed his other one. Then her lips moved to his. They shared a few small kisses then she leaned back a little and looked at him. She never figured that he loved her that much. He never told her anything and he always kept her far away from him except when his automail broke. She then leaned in and gave him a more passionate kiss. His lips were warm to hers and she liked the feel of them as both their mouths parted and their tongues began to dance around each other.
He reached for her and pulled her closer as their kiss went on. Then he stopped and looked at her "You are everything to me and so are my kids."
Winry felt like the luckiest woman alive "Edward I don't know if I can live without you in my life because you've always been there. But the past ten years have been hell and I want to see heaven." she smiled at him "With you."
He put his hand behind her neck and brought her lips back to his. He was so happy at this point. He wanted her and wanted her bad but he wanted to show her what love really was.
He snapped back to reality and lowered his head 'You look like you haven't slept all night. Why don't we curl up here and get some rest. Then I'll take you to dinner later because I think I have some things in town that need to be returned to their proper state before I'm tarred and feathered."
She nodded in agreement and laid down he laid down in back of her then rolled over and put his arm over her and they fell asleep spooning.
It was a couple hours later that Winry awoke to Edward thrashing around in his sleep. "NO" he was throwing punches at the air "Your not going to hurt her" He said angrily.
"Edward" she said as she watched the sweat bead up on his forehead. Then he sat straight up "Ahhhh" and he began to breath easier she also heard the wheezing in his breathing.
He looked around and saw her next to him and he felt more at ease. But his breathing was still short and wheezy "Yeah I'm fine." he started looking her up and down "I didn't hurt you did I."
She shook her head slowly "No but I think you need your medicine your wheezing."
Putting his arms around her " I'll take it later right now I just want to hold you,"
"Okay but your taking it as soon as we get up." she snuggled back up to him. She was worried about him and she hoped he would get better. Maybe it was because he hadn't taken it for a week. She laid there next to him pretending to be asleep so she could keep an eye on him.
Later when they got up she made him take his medicine and then they got dressed for dinner. Pinako had taken all the kids on a trip and they wouldn't be back till tomorrow night. So it was just Mustang, Edward, Hawkeye, Winry and Al alone in the house.
Winry turned to Hawkeye "Are you sure you guy's don't want to join us."
Hawkeye looked at Mustang sitting on the couch" Uh no we already made plans." she told Winry as she gave her a girl look that said 'I'm going to get me some tonight.'
Winry got it "O-oh" she thought it must be nice to want to do that any chance you get 'What have I been missing?' she had only done it once and that was with Edward. 'Wow you know I really need to try this again.' It had been ten years and she wanted to do it again and what better chance then now.
Edward came down the stairs and looked at Winry as she stood there in a little yellow spaghetti strap dress that barley covered her ass "WOW!" you look great." He noticed her hair was down and the way she smelled set him on fire 'Oh my gosh this is going to be a long night.'
She smiled "You clean up good too Edward you look very handsome." She stared at him standing there in a white button up long sleeve shirt and black pants with his hair draping down over his shoulders and over his chest.
"We'll are we ready?" he put his arm around her waist and escorted her to the door. Then he turned to Mustang and Hawkeye "You two kids behave and no funny business."
They both nodded as they pictured in their mind throwing all of them out of the house. The only one left was Al and he had locked himself in his room with a stack of alchemy books.
When they reached town Edward started transmuting his path of destruction from the night before back to it's original form. When he was all done they went to the restaurant and were seated. They ordered their food and some water because Edward didn't want anything stronger.
While they were eating Winry got a strange feeling she felt like all she wanted to do was touch Edward and have him touch her. She took her shoe off and began to rub it up and down his leg. He was wondering what she was doing but he didn't care it felt nice. Just when he took a drink she decided to put her foot in his crotch and he spit his water all over the front of the waiter "I'm sorry the water was a little warm." he said giving Winry a 'What are you doing ?'look.
Winry began to twirl her hair around her finger "Edward" she gave him the most sexiest look he had ever seen on her. Then she grabbed a cherry and put it in her mouth and began to twirl it with her tongue "It's hot in here and I'm not very hungry so how do you want to finish Edward?"
He watched her tongue sliding around the cherry. She was driving him crazy and before he knew what he said "Simultaneously" Her eyes were hazing over and he wondered what was wrong "Do you want to get out of here?"
She smiled and shook her head slowly "Ah yes."
He paid for the check and got their food to go and as they walked down the road she was acting strangely but HOT! She was walking in front of him shaking her ass playfully.
"Uh Winry are you okay?" he asked raising an eyebrow watching her ass.
"Yes Edward I've never been more fine." She kept walking wondering if she had got his attention yet.
"You can say that again" He whispered under his breath as he pulled the collar away from his neck.
When they got to the house they walked up the stairs and at the top she turned and put her arms around his neck "Edward I want you."
He smiled "Winry you have me."
She looked down "No Ed I…want….you."
"Ooooh I see" he said grabbing her around the waist and pushing her into the wall. Then he took both her arms and pinned them above her head holding them with his automail hand he began to run his hand all the way down her side to her waist. He leaned in and kissed her passionately as he pressed up against her. She enjoyed his touch and she wanted all of him. He let her arms go and she slid them around his neck as she stepped forward and turned him to the wall. She reached down and grabbed the collar of his shirt and ripped it open and buttons flew everywhere. He gave her a grin before she bent down and began kissing his chest. They were moving along the wall to her bedroom door when they hit the table in the hall knocking the lamp to the floor.
Al's door came open and when his head popped out he wasn't surprised "Can you two get in the room. It's bad enough I got the other sex maniac's over on this side."
That's when they all heard "SPANK ME HARDER I'VE BEEN A BAD BOY!"
Edward walked over and knocked on the door and cracked it open "WHAT THE HELL?" He saw Mustang bent over and Hawkeye in a leather outfit and a whip.
Al yelled "AHHHH! MY EYES!" as he threw his hands over them.
She looked at him and smiled as she swung the whip and cracked it against Mustangs ass.
Edward thought 'man I'm glad I called him that night' as he shut the door.
Al looked at him " See I told you now if your going to do the same please get in the room." and with that he shut his door 'man I need a woman' he thought.
Edward looked at Winry as she opened her bedroom door and stood next to it. 'What the hell' he thought walking over and scooping her up in his arms and shutting the door with his foot. Walking over to the bed he laid her on it then stretched out next to her "Are you sure about this?" she nodded her head yes and he smiled and began kissing her neck. 'Oh my gosh; she thought it felt so good his warm lips caressing her neck. She pushed his shirt off his shoulders and maneuvered it off and dropped it to the floor as he kicked his boots off. He went back to running his hand all over her body and as her lips found his and their tongues began a dance of seduction with each other. His automail was a cool embrace to the fire burning inside of her. His hand moved under her dress and down her underwear there he found the spot that would make her ready for him. He continued to kiss her as his finger probed the inside of her and she let out a sigh of sheer pleasure as her back arched. He was getting aroused at the sight of her pleasure and he couldn't believe he was going to have her again. This time he wanted to take his time but that was cut short by her moaning of orgasmic pleasure. He was feeling the burning for her himself as he took his hand out and reached for the bottom of her dress "Don't stop" she said looking at him and smiling. She sat up as he pulled her dress over her head and dropped it to the floor. Her breasts were ripe and his mouth had to have a taste as they fell back on the bed and his tongue teased her nipples. She couldn't stand it anymore the sheer pleasure of what she was feeling and the tingling she felt as he slid her underwear off and his hand found itself between her legs again. She reached down and unbuttoned his pants and slid then down his hips he pushed them off and kicked them across the room along with his boxers. He then went back to kissing her chest and she could feel his hard manhood and she wanted it. He positioned himself between her legs and slid inside of her. He let out a sound of erotic pleasure at how moist she was in between moving in and out of her "Oooh…God."
He looked at her and she noticed his eyes were glazed over with sheer passion and she giggled a little which only made him go deeper "Ooooh" she sighed.
"You like that?" he asked as he buried his face in her neck and began a rhythm of thrusting that sent her into a state of exoticness "UH…Uh…Uh." she let out then her voice got higher "AH….AH…..ED…..WARD!" he couldn't stop it felt so good as she screamed in sheer pleasure at the top of her lungs "OH….UH…..AH." she is a screamer he thought so he pulled out and flipped her on her stomach and shoved her knees under her "Your not stopping are you?" she asked not wanting the feeling to end yet.
He gave her a pillow "No baby, but your going to need the pillow for this.". He slid back inside her and began to thrust harder as she screamed into the pillow. He couldn't take it anymore he was on the verge of exploding so he grabbed her hips and drove her harder towards him as he thrust deeper into her. Both of them were screaming and moaning with pleasure as Edward threw his head back "AHHHH" at the same time Winry convulsed and he breathed a little easier "Yeaaah there you go" he grinned and relaxed . She looked backwards at him "WOW! That… was… amazing" breathing heavily.
"Yeah it was incredible" he said still moving slowly in and out of her "I told you I wanted to finish simultaneously" He smiled then pulled out and smacked her on the ass as he fell next to her on the bed and they both laid there for a few minutes.
Poor Al was stuck in between these two rooms of sexual perversion and all he could do was throw a pillow over his head and yell "REALLY! YOU'VE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME! ALL OF YOU AT THE SAME TIME?" He thought to himself ' Yeah I really need to find a woman.'
Winry rolled over and put her head on Edward's chest as he wrapped his arm around her "So Edward do you think I got pregnant this time?" she gave him a little smile.
" Hell yeah you did" He smiled a huge smile at her.
She giggled " I guess we'll see."
He pulled her close "I don't have to see I just know." He snuggled closer as they both fell asleep.
The next morning all of them were in the kitchen pigging out from the appetite they had worked up the night before.
Al came in and slammed his books on the table "I hope all of you know I got no studying done or sleep last night. With the screaming harpie on one side and the headboard hitting the wall on the other."
"So have you got that baby yet?" Edward asked Hawkeye.
She cocked a sideways grin "I'm still working on that."
Al looked at them "Yeah your all working on something."
"Hey Al are you alright?" Edward asked.
"NO I TOLD YOU I DIDN'T SLEEP!" He yelled.
Hawkeye put her arms out "Awh, come to mama Riza and I'll give you a hug."
Al pointed at her "NO I SAW YOU IN THAT LEATHER OUTFIT WITH THE WHIP LAST NIGHT. YOUR NOT MAMA RIZA YOUR SOME DOMINATRIC THAT ESCAPED FROM A SEXUAL LUNNY BIN!"
Mustang looked up "Yeah but she looked hot!"
Al threw his hands up "Yeah I got the visual at least with Winry's screaming it was audible. My gosh your all sexual perverts." than he stomped out.
They all stared awkwardly as he stomped out of the room then they burst out laughing. Edward stopped after a minute "I'll talk to him after breakfast."