Dear Awesome Gilbook,

It is February 5, 2013

Gilbook, I am going to die today. I will leave this Earth today. I'm going to the house of the crazy Canadian and the crazy Russian's house to 'befriend' them both. I honestly think this wont work. This wont. I don't have to think about it. Its just not... But I'll try my very best to make it work. I cant make my little brother down. I don't want him becoming like his older brother : a once nation. I want Germany to live long and prosper. Not live a short life and become a bum like me. I'm mostly doing this for West, not myself. But, its what a older brother has to do to protect his family. I will do anything for Luddy so he wont end up like me.

See you soon~

Gilbert~

Gilbert shut his diary as he approached the house of the 'Crazy Canadian and the Crazy Russian's' house.

His hands became shaky and clammy as he stepped up on the stone steps.

Gilbert's hand knocked on the door.

Mathew grunted as he walked to the door, opening it up with little effort. His face was emotionless and cold, speaking no life.

" What." Mathew said coldly like his expression. Gilbert's albino face turned paler as he shuffled his mind for something to say.

" I think you and Ivan are doing the right thing." Gilbert managed to choke out.

'Wait what?!' Gilbert panicked in his mind, not wanting to say that at all. But it was too late, the Canadian man processed what Gilbert had said and smirked of approval.

" Thanks. Want to come in?" Mathew asked moving out of the way to show him the inside of the massive house that belonged to the ruler of a massive country.

Gilbert shook his head absent mindedly, walking into the house that belonged to a murder or a nation.

" So what brings you here, Gilbert?" Mathew asked to break the silence in the air, chocking the life out of Gilbert's confidence.

" Well" Gilbert started as he saw Ivan wave and smile, turning his attention back to the T.V that was showing hockey. " I thought I should come over and tell you guys that I support what you're doing." The words came out of his mouth like acid, burning his mouth and heart as he spit out the words of a pure lie.

" Well, nice to know someone else thinks it is." Ivan said as he came into the conversation.

Gilbert's blood began to boil once he heard Ivan's voice. Ever since Russia invaded Prussia in attempts to take as many resources as he could so Germany would focus more on that than France, Gilbert hated him.

But, Gilbert knew he'd have to side his anger if he was going to try to make this work.

" Would you like to join our nation, Gilbert?" Mathew said as he smiled.

" What?" Gilbert asked shocked.

" You heard me. Want to join?" Mathew said back, not in one way irritated for having to repeat his self.

" I-I- I don't know... I'm not a nation I hope you know. I have no army anymore. I'm retired!" He said wondering if this was going to work at all.

" I know. But still, We could kind of turn you into a country. We'll turn you into a territory, and than we'll see if we can let you go out on your own. Its a once in a life time kind of think Gilbert! Before we set you out on your own, We'll give you a powerful army, supplies, money, anything a country needs! What do you say? I can imagine you'll have to think about this... but... Come one." Mathew said holding his hand out for him to take it.

Gilbert stayed silent, thinking over this in fact, once in a life time deal.

" Let me go home and think about it... I'll come over tomorrow to tell you my answer." Gilbert said showing himself the door.

" Ok! Don't forget about it though!" Ivan said behind him.

" I think we'll have a deal." Mathew said

" LUDWIG!" Gilbert yelled through out their German house. Gilbert heard Ludwig's heavy footsteps trail down the steps as he came into Gilbert vision.

" What? Did you make friends?!" Ludwig asked expecting the best out come.

" I think!" Gilbert shouted. " They want me to join them! They told they'd turn me into a territory, give me a army and all the other stuff I'll need and than they'd test me on if I can become a country." Gilbert finished.

" Did you say yes?" Ludwig asked.

" No... I told them I'd tell them yes or no tomorrow, what do you think?" Gilbert asked as he lend against the kitchens counter.

" Say yes." Ludwig said plainly, not even fully taking in the consequences that may come.

"Well, I'll tell them tomorrow." Gilbert said as he went back up the stairs to his room.

He laid on his bed, thinking about what his life will be like.

February 7, 2013

Dear Gilbook,

I need to update you on these past 2 days

I have been told I need to move in with these scary people, and I did move in,

Ludwig and I have been secretly meeting each other at night so I can give him the information that he needs, and I have YET to be caught.

Ivan really isn't that bad. I can't believe I didn't like him before.

I cant really look at Mathew normally, I mean. HE KILLED A GUY.

But other than that, they're not half bad. I miss my old house though.

But, it isn't that bad. I do, strangely miss the World Meetings. I think its because I liked being in the know.

But, this will be cut short again today.

See you soon,

Gilbert~

Gilbert threw his diary on the table that was next to his new bed.

He sighed, rubbing his eyes as he thought of how he needs to meet Ludwig yet again at 2 in the morning.

This is now becoming a retune thing, so he must now deal with less sleep.

" Gilbert!" Ivan yelled, Gilbert sat up from his bed and walked towards his door as he yelled back to Ivan.

" YES?" He yelled back

" We are having a meeting! We need you down here as well!" Ivan said as Gilbert walked down the steps.

" What is the plan boys?" Gilbert asked as his old self slowly started to come back.

Mathew spun back around to look at Gilbert with a mischievous look spread across his face like a painting on a canvas, the end of his sunglasses in his mouth.

" We are invading China tomorrow."

Gilberts heart sank.