Ok. so my but hole of a computer is totally distorted and wont work. anyway, im using my moms, so chapters might be smaller. but I will do my best. Love you all for sticking with it.

xxSisi

Song: Wonderful~ Janet Devlin

also: Falling slowly Glen Hansard and Marketa irigova

I was running around Seth's yard. and No, it's not me remembering anything. I don't exactly know whats going on. all I remember is that Leah and I were making pancakes, and seth walked in and poked my sides. have been here a week, Paul said I cant come home, since the break in everyone has been watching me. But I'm happy I get to spend time with Seth. along with Leah and sue. Mostly Seth though. anyway, im off topic. We were making pancakes. Since sue has the day off, along with the rest of us since its Saturday, We said we would make breakfast for her so she doesn't need to do anything. as we were mixing the batter for the pancakes, not really paying attention. when Seth poked me. and Since I was so startled, and a klutz, that i threw the batter bowl over my head, and it fell right onto Seth and I. It was almost like everything froze after that. or was in slow motion. leah caught the bowl before it hit the ground and Seth and I just stood there.

I turned around and when I looked up at him, he said one word. 'Run'. and thats exactly what I did. I booked it out the back door. and Within seconds Seth was right behind me. We were laughing and screaming and for a little while I actually thought I was going to get away. when suddenly I felt his arms around my waist. And he picked me up, spun me around and then put me down again. I turned around after that and looked at him. He had the batter all over him still. and he was quite hot, like heat hot... not like attractive hot... well the is that to but thats not what i meant so, I was kinda surprised that he didn't have the pancakes cooking on him. without thinking, I leaned in and licked his cheek, where that batter was.

'yummmmmm' I said. 'Me and Leah did a good job'

I could feel his grip loosen on me and thought 'Now's my chance. If I run now I can get away' I could feel the smile spread on my face as i ducked under his grip and ran to the forest. I some how made it to the forest, is what I should say, since I am much slower then he is. I started to Wonder were he was, he should have caught up to me by now. I slowly slowed down my pace and finally came to a stop. and turned around. then turned around again. some one grabbed onto my wast again. Seth. I started laughing really hard. and the only thing that was keeping me from falling on the ground, was Seths arms. soon he was laughing as well. I turned around, and had my hands on his chest. I could feel the rythem of his Laughing. Damn this boy makes my heart beat. Our laughing had finally died down, but we were still smiling.

'You know, if it wan't for your brother saying no, I would have kissed you already' He looked me straight in the eyes.

'I remeber when I was little, He is the one that told you to kiss me'

'Yeah. but things are different now'

'How so?'

'Your brother said I can't tell you. and to be honest, I'm kinda scared of him'

' I love my brother, but I don't want him to get in the way of whatever you feel for me that's making you want to kiss me. Because To be honest, I feel the same way'

it's almost like he was waiting for me to give him the go, because he was, seconds later his lips were on mine. and I don't want to say that it was like fire works, but it was, I felt really happy. Happier then I have the past week, which I thought was impossable, and Happier then I have for the past two year.

'Wow.' Seth said when he finally stopped kissing me.

'Yeah, Wow'

I KNOW IT'S SHORT BUT IM SORRY