Mom, I can't… I can't anymore. It doesn't fit. We… don't fit.
I mean… he's great! Oh, mom, he's so great! You would've loved him so much! Everybody else does! He's funny, witty, charming and so-so good looking… he's just perfect…
But I can't. I don't feel it. I tried to feel it, I tried to CONVINCE myself, to MAKE myself to feel it… but I can't.
Maybe I just don't have it in me… to feel. Or maybe I can't feel it for anybody… but HIM.
Oh, mom, what should I do? How does it even work? Life… will it work out for me? If I can't love a perfect guy and my unperfect guy wants nothing to do with me - what chances of happiness do I have left?
Where to next?
…
I know. I'll tell him. He will understand. Because he is indeed perfect.
But then… Where to AFTER that?
What have I ever asked of you? Or better yet - what have you ever given me of what I asked?
Have you brought back my brothers? Nope, you kept silent on that one…
Have you given me a new purpose in life, to serve and to protect? Nuh-uh, you've turned me into freaking monster people have nightmares about…
Have you helped me with a cure? Again with a "no", you locked me up in this cage of complete helplessness…
Why do I even care to talk to you anymore? Do you hear me at all? Have I done something to earn all of it?!
…
I may have… I was never an angel, we both know it…
That's why I won't ask for myself. I ask you for her. I beg you…
Let her be happy. With whoever it has to be for her to be happy. If it's him - it's him…
But if it's me - it's me! And don't you dare to turn against us then!
…
Please…
I knew it would come to this. I felt it. Something wasn't clicking… Even though we both know I'm perfect for you… we're perfect for each other, you know.
But thank you for telling me. It will be easier this way…
No worries, love, I'll be just fine, you know me! Stay calm and move on!
But, Cathy…
I'm not blind, you know… Whoever he is. He'd better be worthy of you. Or I will come hunting him down like a beast!
He is… he is…
- Oh, hi, Catherine… Um… How's your shoulder? Any stiffed muscles?
- Hi, Alex…
Good night, people. It's Thursday here already. Final show down is today =) Have happy headcanons =)