* I wrote this Chapter while listening to Blood by In This Moment... I thought it could relate SOMEWHAT... just thought I'd let you know :3... and also LISTEN TO IT!*
Natalia came back to her home in Belarus. Instead of walking lightly into her nice, white house, she stomped harshly, the dirt on her shoes falling off of her shoes with each stomp.
She swung the door open, rushing into the house than slammed the door shut.
" He lied to me." She whispered to herself as she threw a vase that rested on the cabinet across the room, making it fall to the floor and shatter into pieces.
" He said he loved me!" She said louder as she went into the kitchen. She threw her arms on the table and pushed all the items on it, making them all fall to the floor with a 'thud.
She ran up the stairs, her eyes beginning to water as she stepped on each step.
She sprinted down the hall, the door at the end of the hall started to get closer.
Natalia opened the door forcefully, making the quick movement made a gust of wind hit her hair that rested on the front side, making the front hair fall to her back.
She ran into the room, and took a picture frame of her, their sister, Ukraine, and Ivan.
She picked it up, and looked at it intensely, lip trembling.
" I-I-I... I th-thought he l-l-loved me!" Natalia cried, as she threw the picture against the wall, making the glass crack over her and Ukraine's faces, only leaving Ivan's smiling face in the middle of the two of them.
She went up to photo, standing over it, hands in a fist.
" There Ivan." She said strongly. " Its just like how you wanted it...Only you!" She yelled stomping on the photo, making the glass only around her and Ukraine break even more, even though she was mostly stepping on Ivan.
" You're so selfish!" Natalia cried as she fell back on her knees in front of the photo.
She pushed the sharp sheds of glass off the photo as she took it out of the frame to look at Ivan, eliminating herself and Ukraine.
" I thought you loved us... why are you so lonely if you had us?..." Natalia questioned, feeling hurt as she talked to the photo as if she was talking to Ivan.
" Were we not good enough for you? Why weren't we? We loved you so much big brother, and you didn't return those feelings?" Natalia said as she looked at the picture questionably.
" I understand I may have been a bit... crazy, but you knew I loved you. I loved you so much. And it hurts me. so. much, that you lied to me." Natalia said as her lip began to quiver once again, a tear threating to spill over the rim of her eyes.
" And you lied to me. With that smile you always have. That fake smile you play off so well. You are so fake Ivan! You're so fake it makes me sick! You're such a liar! I will kill you Ivan! I FUCKING HATE YOU!" Natalia screamed as her sadness turned into rage exploded in her. She threw the photo down, and ran back down the steps.
She went into the kitchen, searching desperately for a very important item to her.
She opened up a drawer franticly, looking for the thing that will cause her rage and hatred to vanish as if nothing ever happened.
Natalia's face slightly lit up once she found the perfectly sharp metal. She picked it up, grabbing the handle carefully like a child.
She smiled a evil smile as she rose it to her face closely, looking at the clean, sharp knife.
" Selfish. Liar. Greedy." She said as she smiled even more. She swung her arm out in a slicing motion, mostly for practice.
" And that's how you will die." She said coldly with no emotion.
She walked to the door, swinging it back open, heading to the massive nation of Canada to end her own suffering.
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Ivan sat at the table, watching Eduard fix his computer of the many viruses it had.
" Th-there you go Mr. Ivan.." Eduard said, not even looking the country in the eye.
" Thanks. Now go back with Yao please." Ivan said with his usual smile he would give everyone. Eduard quickly obeyed, rushing back to the dark room with Yao.
Ivan walked away from the computer and met Mathew in the living room, watching hockey.
The hockey game ended with Mathew happy that his team won their game.
Ivan sat next to the cheering Canadian, smiling his non-fake sweet smile at him.
" Ivan, we should really take over Kazakhstan. Its at a pretty good size. I think we could easily take him." Mathew said leaning back, showing he was relaxed.
Ivan frowned slightly. He didn't want to invade or capture anyone for a little while. What he really waned to do was do things that friends do, something to have fun.
" Why don't we do something else?" Ivan suggested, smiling again. Mathew's expression on his face was full of wonder as to what Ivan had in mind.
Mathew sat back up, finger on his chin.
" What do you suggest?" He asked as Ivan looked down, than back up.
" Lets have fun!" Ivan said happily. " Lets do things friends do!" He said excitedly. Mathew slumped back into his chair and sighed.
" Like friends?" Mathew said harshly.
Ivan's frown came back, not with sadness, but confusion.
" Y-you don't consider us friends?..." Ivan said quietly, his thick accent almost making it inaudible. But Mathew heard.
" No." Mathew said, filling Ivan's blood with venom as it slowly killed him inside. " I don't consider us friends. I consider you as another slave to me. Because that's what you are. You just have more rights." Mathew said not even looking at Ivan whose face was in shock.
"O-o-oh..." Ivan chocked out.
Not another word was spoken, the only thing heard were the thoughts running threw Ivan's head, screaming at him.
He got up, and walked up the steps to enter into his room. He flung his body onto the bed.
Ivan was laying on his stomach, only half his face being shown.
He let a tear fall down his face, slowly.
" Why can't I have friends?.." Ivan whispered to himself softly.
" Is it because I'm ugly? I'm scary?" Ivan softly whispered again, thinking of all the possibilities.
He started crying even more once he came to a conclusion.
" Its because I'm scary..." He whispered, shutting his eyes tightly to try to stop the tear flow, but they only fell even more.
" I-I-I'm no-not a -m-m-monster! I-I-I wo-wont hurt you!" Ivan said hyperventilating. But then he realized, he is a monster. Not before, but now he is.
' I took those countries... and I will probably take more...' He thought, gripping the bed sheets tightly making the cloth ball up in his hand. His eyes still shut tightly as more salty tears fell as he came to the realization.
Ivan was hyperventilating harshly, barely able to breath or stop, making him make a lot of noise.
Trying not to sound sad about Mathew's remark, he dug his head in the pillow, trying to hush himself.
' Why does everyone have to point out my flaws?...' Ivan thought. ' Everyone has a scary side... this is Mathews. But everyone only acknowledges mine and isolates me for it...'
And with that, Ivan fell asleep in that position.
Depressed, lost, and felt that his attempts to have Mathew as a friend have failed.
Instead, he is just a high class slave.
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