"Pick the one who saved me, or hurts me...I only want others safe."
Chapter 8: Who to Turn to
The boy woke up holding the jacket still, something felt really wrong. His house which was usually warm had a cold feeling to it, the windows were closed. He had to hope it was just that fire had gone out and nothing else. This boy was scared of ghosts so he never tried to think about it. Even when he used to watch the movies with Giotto he would curl up on him and hide his face behind a pillow. As if that would protect him though, just leaning down to start the fire again he felt the hairs on his neck stand up. There was someone behind him, did he want to turn around and find out. The voice was comfort...and yet it brought fear into him at the same time. "Tsunayoshi...we have some bad news for you..." Before they could finish that sentence the brunette fell to his knees sobbing, he had told Giotto to be careful. And that he shouldn't go but now what was wrong with him.
What had happened to him, was he alive? Did he get hurt somehow? Had they even found him. "Where is he...did you find him? Please he has to be okay." Tsunayoshi gripped onto the man's arms and just shivered, he felt so weak and tired right now. What was he supposed to do, something had to go wrong didn't it that always happened. The tears flowed even more when they seemed to just shake there heads. "Tsuna...Just come with us we will explain there. I'm sorry they haven't been found yet." It sent a shiver up his spine he could remember Enma's threat now, clear in his head. 'I said I would get you ...even If I have to go through everyone else!' The boy had made a mistake hadn't he, why was he doing this why did Enma want him so badly. All of this was his fault Giotto vanishing along with the others, his friends being hurt.
Maybe he should just give himself to Enma it would save everyone having to deal with getting hurt. And Tsuna would feel better knowing they were safe, how could he get them not to come after him though. 'I have to speak to Enma." He just gave a small nod and stood up packing a small bag, and making sure to grab his phone. The boy hadn't changed out of his pajamas but he managed to get his clothes to wear later. Slipping into the car he sighed a bit, and wondered what he was going to get into. Tsuna looked at his phone he knew he had to text Enma, but could he really do that now. No instead he put his phone away where were they going, he sighed a bit. "So where are we going?" The one driving didn't speak he couldn't, the one next to Tsuna did the speaking. They had put Tsuna in a dark windowed car it must have to do with what happened to Giotto. "Something seemed to be off about this...so if anything happened to Giotto we were supposed to take you to see someone." It would be a safer place for him, at least while he was there then he would to the school the next day.
If anyone was watching to see if they shoved Tsuna into hiding after Giotto vanished then they would be shocked if he showed up. They knew they couldn't pull Tsuna out of his life Giotto had made sure of that. "Oh...Okay." The boy went silent after that he was going to text his friends, starting at Gokudera. The response he got was rage and slight worry, asking if they would see him at school tomorrow. He only responded with a yes and then closed his eyes trying to rest a little bit, why did he feel so tired. He had only run out after hearing about Giotto. The darkness took over and his dreams started out nice but quickly turned into a nightmare.
~Tsuna's Nightmare~
He felt a hand running through his hair it was that red haired boy, Enma why was he here. How had he gotten into Tsuna's dreams the boy didn't scream instead he leaned up and kissed him. "I love you..." In the back of his mind he knew he was only doing this to save Enma and his family, friends and anyone else he cared about. The boy never wanted to hurt anyone, but he could tell this was wrong. He could hear that laugh feeling the rough slap against his cheek, and somone twisting his arm. Tsuna cried out in pain trying to flinch away from Enma why was he hurting him when this was what he wanted. Or had the boy been wrong all this time, no way he could have been. Enma just what was his deal. "Stop please...it hurts. What do you want from me...?" Again he only got a laugh as a response the male pulling back, Tsuna tried to reach for him. But his vision was being invaded by the light it was waking him up. Tsuna could feel someone shaking him, what was he supposed to do.
"N..no I can't wake up yet! Enma where are they!" The red haired boy just seemed to put his fingers to his lips then touch Tsuna's forehead. The images flowed quickly through his mind, it was a dark place why did they have to go there. Why was Enma telling him this they had to go there, Giotto could be killed or worse if he did nothing. The dream was over just as soon as it began, with Tsuna jumping up and screaming.
~end of dream~
He could feel the arms holding him back trying to calm him down, where was he. It had all happened way too fast he wanted things to go back to normal. Looking up at the person who was watching him he just pulled back and smiled, trying to act like he was completely okay. "I..I'm fine now it was just a nightmare thank you." The brunette tried to hide his fear, he didn't want anyone to know what he had been dreaming about. Enma what had happened to change him so much, Tsuna felt as if he had asked this before. "Tsunayoshi." A sound to his right caused him to turn his vision away from the black suited man towards the open door. It was suddenly bright in the room like the curtains had been pulled back, Tsuna covered his eyes trying to block it out.
"Have you heard anything on Giotto yet?" Hope seemed to fill the boy's voice though he knew he shouldn't get his hopes up. It was something he couldn't help, looking down and playing with his blue pajamas. That he didn't remember changing into. Now that he was thinking about it he didn't remember falling asleep in this room either. Where was he, and that voice Dino..what was he doing here. When had he gotten here, or even how. The boy felt the bed move next to him, someone had sat down with him but who was it. "...Tsuna we are getting close but there's no sign of them or any word." The boy felt awkward looking at his older brother figure, why was this going this way. He couldn't tell Dino he loved Giotto that would make things awkward. Though part of him already had a feeling he knew.
Feeling the hand on his hair just ruffling it, Tsuna looked up to him with a smile. There was really no way he could just stand here, he had to go to school. "Well please keep looking I have to go to school! Thanks Dino." Jumping out of the bed his foot getting caught in the sheets, he grabbed onto Dino to try and pull himself up. Of course being Dame Tsuna it only ended with them both on the floor and Tsuna's leg screaming at him. "Hiiee! I'm late for school." Wincing and just bouncing up he tried to ignore the pain, he looked to Dino and helped him up. "A..Are you okay I'm sorry but I have to get dressed!" He didn't want to shove them out of the room but Tsuna was still a student, he had to pay attention to school.
Limping around his room and just forcing his uniform on, here he was trying not to fall over and hurt himself. Really it didn't seem to be going so well, slipping and falling onto the bed as he pulled his pants on. Without another word he was running out of the house stealing a piece of toast first. "see ya later!" Hopefully he would make it in time and Hibari wouldn't get mad at him, he didn't want to be bitten to death today anyway. Peeking around the wall he couldn't see him out there but that didn't mean he wasn't around, it was the feeling of someone watching Tsuna that worried him. Racing through the gate without another thought he slammed right into a red head, that couldn't be who he thought it was.
"Hello Tsuna~" The slightly annoyed purr made him already know who this was, why was Enma here. He didn't want anything to do with him but at the same time he had to force him. At least force him to tell where Giotto was, he would not let him get away with that. "Enma kun...I have to ask you something." Tsuna blinked and just didn't know what to do, it was like his body moved on its own pulling him closer to the boy. When Enma wrapped his hand around the boy's waist Tsuna shivered but told himself he couldn't pull away. "Ask anything you don't have a lot of time." That glare in Enma's eyes he knew what he wanted to ask, Tsuna only had a minute or two. Before someone interferred or Enma got angry.
"Just tell me where he is Enma. You already knew I would come ask you." The boy huffed this was not getting easy was, Enma seemed to be trying to look through him. Tsunayoshi wanted to pull away, the pain on his body was starting to come back. Why from what did Enma have something to do with it. No he knew what the pain was it came from his heart, and worried him just a bit. "I will only tell you if you make a deal with me." He could hear someone walking up towards them, and all he did was huff. "Not on school grounds Herbivores. Get to class." The male standing there was Hibari Kyoya, Yue seemed to be dressed exactly like him just standing there. "Fine but Tsuna..." Enma leaned closer his hot breath on Tsuna's ear, causing the boy to shiver whether out of fear or something else he didn't know.
"Meet me in our special place." That teasing tone scared Tsuna even more but he had no choice. This was only about saving Giotto nothing else. No way would he let someone else get hurt even more because of him. Wandering inside to avoid Hibari Kyoya who was glaring at his back, what was he thinking about now. The cat boy standing next to him seemed to want to fight holding a pair of tonfa's exactly like Hibari's, but that black haired man glared at him. Almost like he was telling him to stop and not do that, they had more important things to do.
"Come on Annoying Cat." The boy just huffed and walked ahead of Hibari instead of after him. They disappeared into the building, everyone would know where the two boys were going. No one messed with Hibari Kyoya and anyone near him out of fear. The same was mostly said for Tsuna he waited around the corner for them to go away. 'Where did Enma go?' He could see that boy walk down towards the basement, that special room they had once shared was there. That was still when Tsunayoshi and Enma had been friends. It made Tsuna think about what had changed, he didn't shove Enma away did he? Or was it all his fault well he couldn't do much till he figured out.
Pushing the door open wincing at the squeak, it was like no one had been in here for so long. He could feel someone behind him shoving him down onto the ground. "You fool. Should have thought before coming here but always concerned about Giotto." He laughed and just sat on the boy's waist kissing him and pressing a cold piece of metal against against his leg, what was he supposed to with this anyway. Why was Enma trying to hurt him, all Tsuna did was look at him and sigh. "...You know why I'm here then so tell me like you promised." The boy's voice was shaky he had a feeling this was only going to end in him getting hurt. Or something worse but no way did he want to think of something like that, this was about Giotto and saving Enma. "You know what I said Tsuna make me a deal~ or you will lose him forever." The boy seemed to be threatening Tsuna and it worried, tears poked at his eyes but he refused to let them fall down. 'Giotto...I'm sorry.' Tsuna just gave a small nod leaning up to kiss the Shimon boy, why was he doing this. Tsuna loved Giotto and always would but he had to prevent him from getting hurt again.
"I'll do anything bring him back..." The caramel brown looks up the tears appearing in them threatening to flow. This was getting harder for Tsuna to hold it back, he wanted to save Enma. Feeling the arms wrap around him he snuggled into the touch, Tsuna didn't want to pull away he only wanted to save him. "Let me love you and save you Enma." The boy kissed his lips again and just tried to not beat himself up. His fear would be obvious but he really wanted to keep Giotto safe. "...You stay with me and you get him back. Do not ask for anything else." The boy only gave a small nod, it was like Enma was avoiding his question. What would happen now that he had done as he wanted, knowing Giotto would be upset was only part of it.
Would the abuse continue, Tsuna's body could only handle so much he was only human after all. Even if he was Vongola Decimo that had nothing to do with this. That only got a nod out of Tsuna as he curled up with Enma, not wincing at the small touches on his body. They seemed gentle but even Tsunayoshi knew how abusive he could be. "I will show you him...but you must follow me." He just laughed and pulled Tsuna up holding onto him with a rough touch, he would kick the boy or anyone who got near him. Dragging him out of the back towards the car, shoving him into the seat. "Just stay quiet." Enma smirked he had his prey and now all he had to do was make sure he stayed, if he didn't then Giotto and everyone he cared about would die.
"Enma...kun? You are going to let him go?" Tsuna just looked up at him he was worried and really hoped he would but who knew what he would find. He shivered even more when the car pulled up to the Shimon mansion. He could feel the rough hand on his back shoving him out of the car and down into the basement of the mansion. He could hear pained breathing there was nothing he could do. "...G..Giotto. Please Enma let me see him." The male just groaned when Enma captured his lips shoving him against the cell. "I'll let him go when you do as I say, get on your hands and knees boy." Tsuna looked to Giotto and whimpered, but just moved his hands to Enma's zipper pulling the hard length out. He couldn't believe he was doing this. Giving one last glance at Giotto he mouthed I love to him. Just before taking the length deep into his mouth.
Giving a small moan around it, he couldn't enjoy this there was no way. He only loved it when Giotto was the one who touched him, just feeling Enma's hands in his hair. "Fuck Tsuna...you want it that bad don't you. Look at you just sucking it down." The male blushed and moaned again, feeling Enma move his hips into his mouth. Why was this happening to him, he could tell Giotto was watching. Though he could only hope he was partially out of it, and wouldn't do anything. 'I'm sorry Giotto...' He coughed as Enma released in his mouth pushing his hand over the boy's mouth and making him swallow.
"Get him out and take him home I have business to deal with. You will be in my quarters later." The boy gave a small nod and just walked more of ran towards his true lover. Just lifting him up and hugging him tight. "I'm so sorry...are you okay?" He helped Giotto out of the cage, back to the car that was going to take them home. He made sure Giotto was comfortable on his lap looking ahead the tears just dripping from his eyes. He stopped for a second when he felt the hand on his cheek. "Tsunayoshi I knew...you would find me but you didn't have to do that for me." Giotto was upset with Enma mostly, how had that boy gone so wrong. It frustrated him and now his cute little lover had to suffer the same thing, it was not what Giotto wanted for him.
This is why part of him wished he had never found him even if he was glad to see him. "It's fine Giotto...I care about you so much remember. Let's get you home." He had to watch what he was saying, Enma could be watching them still. All he did was carry the sleeping Giotto into his room putting him on the bed. "Get some rest...I love you Giotto." Leaning down to kiss his lips he felt Giotto pull him to lay down too. Shaking maybe Giotto wasn't used to being back out here again. "Stay with me please..." All Tsuna could do was nod and hold him tight, while he knew he had to leave later he would make sure Giotto was asleep first.
"Go to sleep I'll stay." Just petting him again and trying to get him to sleep. Tsunayoshi waited he had to be sure he was asleep covering him with the blanket, and slipping away. Making sure he had his phone Giotto would be able to at least find him.
~Location Switch: Enma's mansion and his room.~
Tsuna had only just walked through the door before he felt Enma push him against the wall. The next thing he knew he was naked on the bed moaning, he could feel Enma thrusting deep into him. Why did this feel so good, he wanted to make Enma stop. Arching back and moaning out Enma's name he captured the boy's lips and just tightened around him. Enma was fucking him as deep as he possibly could not worrying about the blood that dripped down his legs. "S..Stop Enma it hurts." The boy shivered and groaned what was he getting into, he only wanted to protect Giotto. Along with trying to save Enma, make sure he wouldn't end up getting hurt at all. He felt the male's teeth bite onto the back of his neck just pulling back and thrusting quickly into him.
A pained cry escaped his mouth and he just struggled to get his hands free. Enma had tied his tie around the boy's hands and wouldn't let his legs get free. "It doesn't hurt that badly, the way you moan says you like it." the boy whimpered and winced just trying to move his legs, the length moved in and out of him quickly dragging more blood down. It dripped into the small body and Tsuna's vision was slowly starting to blur. The moans still escaped but they were smaller, and the boy could barely focus on anything anymore. "P..please Enma." The boy huffed and gave a small pant his body started to go limp only held up by Enma's hands and the tie around his own.
The bed and Enma were Tsuna's only form of support now, his brown eyes looking blank and just straight ahead of him. There was little else he could do. The feeling of something being pulled out of him made him moan, He could feel Enma's release dripping out of his body. Tsuna had to put up with this to keep his family and friends safe, even the one he loved. "Do you love me Tsunayoshi Sawada?" The male was removing the tie from around his hands bringing him into his lap, showering his bruised and bloody body with kisses. No way was he even happy about it Enma had taken him away from everything. Letting his eyes close again he just kissed the red head's lips before pulling back. "Of course I love you...just you have to let me save you.." The hand fell from Enma's cheek as Tsuna passed out.
His body was not used to the sex that was given from Enma, it had bruised him so much. The blood flow hadn't stopped but it was slowing down a little bit. "Sure you do...liar." Enma glared at the boy only dressing him up again to take him back home, let him stay there. Enma did not care about him anymore, much less did he want to actually deal with him. Since of course things had gone downhill all he was doing would hurt Tsunayoshi.
~Switching back to Tsuna's house~
Enma had dropped him down into the bed, giving him a small kiss before covering him up. The blanket would keep things hidden even if Tsuna's clothes had blood on them. No one would notice until the next morning anyway. How long would Tsunayoshi be around him, would he love him? Would he really stay with him, so many questions but all he did was jump out of the window and go home. Leaving Tsunayoshi to sleep away the rest of the night, till he picked him up in the morning.
The boy would never be able to escape from him, even if he tried to. Enma would always be one step ahead of him and always able to try and bring him back.
Well I know it's been awhile since I updated soo...here ya go. I've been way too busy lately my brother has diabetes and life is going to like hell. Or something but it has improved and I'm going to be updating more. Soon enough hopefully.