Death kissed you faster than me.
The razor kissed your body.
Pills brushed against your lips.
But they haven't taken you away from me...
I can't tell what I feel. I am unrecognisable to myself.
So selfish of you. You flirt with suicide.
Can I save you? I'll try.
Why did you broke your heart again? This time it won't heal fast.
Hearts break, again and again, pieces of them crash into more shards and then it is hard to put all of the fragments back together. You change.
That's how it is.
Happy ending?
But it doesn't sound as true when you still wear his scent.
He's got the kind of look that defies gravity.
He's just everything I'm not. They all are better than me.
How have you ever noticed me? Why did you want to be friend of mine?
You deserve better.
Tears.
Why have you done this? What have you done to me?
Maybe I should stop seeeing you? Out of sight, out of mind?
I want you to be happy. With me, happiness can't be achieved.
I realise that we always were two fortresses, collapsing.
Guys and guys but you're the one.
You traded in your wings, for everything freedom brings.
The letter,that you thought you wrote in vain, the times I chose to stand out in the rain.
And wait for you.
I can't listen to the things you say.
I always failed to see the little things in front of me.
Is this is how you felt? Loveless, helpless, sleepless, friendless, bondless?
But we had a bond. Until you destroyed it.
We have to start all over again.
Can we fall in love all over again?
I still don't know how you feel? Do you hate me?
You woke up. After a week. You sat up and stared blankly at your hands.
Where has your courage gone? You weren't even brave enough to look at me...
You make me miss you more than home. When you're gone, how can I even try to hold on?
I will never bother you. I will never promise to.