A/N Hey, another chapter for you. Sorry you had to wait a while. I have a job and I was pretty busy so I never had a chance to sit and write. No worries though I'll be off for a couple days so maybe if your lucky I can get another chapter sent for a quick edit then I can post :). Sounds good right?

On another note iCarly is now done with production :(. The last episode is iGoodbye- to be honest I don't really like that title, but what I can I do lol.

Seddie. We all know and love will be reunited. Wether it's implied at the very end or shown at the very end, it's gonna happen. :)

I love iCarly do you?

So I hope you enjoy this chapter. Working on the next one now. :). So there is no confusion. This starts off in Sam's point of view, then Freddie's, and then back to general. okay :)

Disclaimer: Sam called and told me that I didn't own iCarly. So I asked her, why you telling me things I already know? Lol lame

I love him. I have him. But it's not enough. There is just this one thing. We haven't had that special connection making love hasn't been brought up in this eight month long relationship, which is strange because it's Freddie. He's a guy. A guy with needs. He hasn't even hinted at sex. I mean we've gone as far as second base that's basically it. We've gotten close to going all the way three times this week. His excuses were getting old.

"Sam were not doing this in my car. This isn't the place." understandable, but who cares where.

"We can't my room is a mess. I feel that my room should be appropriate for this" seriously that's jank. Your room isn't clean enough?

"it's just not the right time Sam" when will it be the freaking right time. When we're both in nursing homes?

I wonder if he even wants me that way. Of course I'm a little hurt not that I'd admit it.
What if he's getting it from somewhere else?He has been acting different the past three months. Ever since that one night him and Carly came back from Spencer's recital. I didn't go because momma was too tired. I had three Hams that night and I was not going anywhere.
But that's beside the point. Something's up with Freddie.
Why doesn't he want me? Lord knows I've wanted him for months. That's alright because momma has a plan and she will find out.
Invisible ninjas always find things out sooner or later.
My guess is sooner. Let the games begin.

I messed up. Sam is getting too suspicious. I have to tell her. I'm going to break her, hurt her more than when I tell her I slept with Carly. I hate myself for what I did and I can't take it back. I love Sam. I love her with all my heart and all I've done is completely betray her. Everything we have. Everything we are will just be washed away once I tell her what I did.

Carly and I had sex that night I was upset. My mom just heard the news of my aunt Jennifer's passing. I tried to call Sam, but no answer. I tried texting her, but no answer. I needed her and she wasn't there. That night I decided to go to Spencer's art recital. I tried to just forget about it, and didn't make it obvious or tell anyone I was grieving. When we came back, Spencer decided to go out and celebrate with Socko. He won first place and he was so excited about that. The fact Harry Joyner was there made him even more ecstatic. I was happy for Spencer, but I couldn't stop thinking about my aunt Jennifer. Nobody knew she was my favorite aunt. She was my dad's sister. She was all I had of him to remember.
Just like Sam I didn't have a dad in my life. That's one of the few things we had in common. I heard the news and I had to get to Sam before I broke down. She was the only one that could understand how I felt. But what I didn't know was that someone else could feel the same way.

"Sam." Freddie fell to the ground in tears "I'm so sorry, Sam" Freddie didn't like seeing Sam like that. The fact that she didn't know she was right was killing him inside. Freddie was becoming frustrated with himself. He cheated on Sam. The girl he was in love with. The girl he never wanted to hurt, but that's what he did and he can't live with it. Freddie gets angry at himself. He looks at the elevator and he remembers the truth. Staring him in the face 'I love Sam and she loves me. I have to tell her'. He reaches for his camera thats in pieces on the floor when he slammed it on the ground. He left it then and turned towards the door where he started running outside. He had to find Sam. He had to tell her.

A/N So now give me a nice sweet kiss..I mean review lol. I wasn't loving this chapter, but you be the judge. Next chapter will be much longer. Like I said im off baby!

This lovely chapter was edited by Linds911- Thanks :).

Also thankyou for your reviews, favorites, and alerts- you guys are kind gems :) Purlple2525, JanetStroke16, Seddielover19,Seddiejathan1020, x3Before. .xStormx3, and vyctoria.

Okay so last week I posted a lemon one-shot called The Impossible. It's obviously rated M, but it's not too graphic and it's set right after iLove You- there first time. I feel it's the best i've written and I'm very proud of it. If you love Seddie and are at the age to be aloud to read lemons, you should check that out. It's very special to me (lol I'm tearing up). I wrote it and, took my time with it and it was edited by my beta (the lengendary lol) bandgrad2008- we love her :)

Here's another random iCarly quote that I just love:

"you did something bad? Holy crap I love this!"