Is ignorance a bliss?
I miss you more than words could ever say...
It's interesting, who started this little crazy game. I'm not going to lose.
Of course, I see you everyday. it's difficult. You're my perfect rival.
I want you to break first, I want you to crawl to me on your knees and tell me, that you missed me, that you needed me...
Our short greeting- "Hey"- and that's all. No questions, no small talk.
I need you, But I won't admit it first. Not now.
After a while, I noticed, that it is me, who is breaking.
I can be the one, who will crawl to you on my knees.
I can confess, that I am weak, that I am hopeless.
Would you like me then?
You said, that it is scary, that I self- injure. You said, that I need love, I need care.
You said, that you have to help me. I told you then, that you don't have to do anything...
Maybe a month ago, I started to sleep peacefully. You joked, that that was because you slept with me in the same bed. Of course we haven't slept together. You said it to soothe me.
"My Muse" - that's how you named me.
Have I really inspired you?
Love was never there. It was always friendship. Later I started to like you and then...
Well, I'm too scared to say, that I love you, I'm to scared to admit it even to myself.
Is it too late?
It is very strange, because it's the first time I felt such a strong feeling for a ...girl.
Is it normal? I can't tell anyone about this, because they will laugh, they won't understand.
I need to suppress these feelings.
Destiny. Are we destined to be together?
When tey hurt you, they hurt me too.
I need to stop thinking...
If I told you how I feel, would we still be friends?
I know, that it'll be hard, because you would know about my feelings.
No. Not now.
Things change. And friends leave. And life doesn t stop for anybody.
Would my life stop for you?