You fell first...
- Wtf?
- What?
- What happened?
- I just got totally crazy and I degredated.
- What did you do?
- Alcohol, drugs.
- That's harsh, why in the hell did you do that?
- I don't know, I drank today before my classes, I came only to 4 lesson and I drank afterwards.
Even in school I was drunk.
- Isn't just depression enough? I don't know darling, it's cruel. I saw that you were acting strangely today. I don't understand, why do you kill yourself like that.
- Because I'm screwed up. I don't care.
- But you can't do that.
- Peally? I can prove this.
- What can you prove?
- That nobody cares about me.
- Ok, I won't say anything.
- My depression and stupidity reached it's apogee.
- I think you are doing this because you have nothing to do.
- Nothing to do?
- I'm mad that you harm yourself.
- Yeah, be angry. It's simple.
- I can't be angry.
- So why are you mad at me?
- Because you are smart and you do all these stupid things. Ok, I don't want to talk about it.
- Oh yeah, whatever. Why can't someone tell me clearly that I am an idiot.
- Because you aren't.
- you don't have arguments for this.
- I just won't argue.
- Yeah, your best answer.
- And what now? You want me to condemn you?
- No, sorry. I'm just lost... Don't be angry.
- I won't. But I just can't understand. If I will shout at you, you won't react.
- And you're so sure.
- Just stop this. Stop drinking. I don't like this. Ok, I will shout, maybe it will help.
- Tomorrow I will get drunk because of sadness and despair.
- I really want to kick your ass right now.
- You won't dare to do that.
- You don't know what I can do.
- Ok, stop. We need a break. A week maybe. I need to supress my feelings and rethink my actions,
you need to rest from me and my stupidity and my thoughts.
- Why?
- Because I started taking you for granted... You'll feel better without me...
Our dialog. My despair. Your madness.
Another week without you.
Can I take it?
We just fell-out.
Despair, sadness, depression, drugs, alcohol - that's me.
Maybe you will be concerned about me more? Or am I an empty place to you?
This is so stupid. I need you now more that ever but... We have separated. Is it right?
But really, I started taking you for granted. And all these things you give away, sometimes I take for granted.
Idiot. My light is slowly fading.
I need to bottle up all of this pain.
My feelings are just stupid.
Don't bother, I'll be fine.
Will I?