It was heartbreaking when I saw you...
Why when I make a single mistake, everyone keeps moralising me? Do they have the right?
They don't know a fucking thing about me, they don't know me at all. But, do you know?
My sorrow is sinking in alcohol.
I am ashamed to look at you.
One day you asked me, how am I doing, but I ignored that question.
I promised myself not to talk to you.
Cuts and bruises on my hands.
Do they offend you?
Don't drown in the sea with tied up wings.
I feel empty, I don't care about anything or anyone anymore.
Is this my edge, my limit?
Penance can't absolve my sin. I reject my life and sacrifice to you.
Yes they know that I'll hurt myself another time. Don't they know that I'm full of pain already?
Liberate my mind. Liberate.
I'm not faithful to my feelings, I'm always running away.
I hurt myself again. Screw this.
Your eyes... I want to drown in them, to be lost in this depth.
I pray my dreams will leave me here.
It's the end of me. I don't care about anyone else but me.
No, I do care. I want you to be happy.
I've got nothing to prove. Isn't this enough?
Don't mean anything to you.
I'm totally lost, I'm asking for help.
I will sacrifice all I have in life to clear my conscience.
Can't stand seeing you with them all.
In love and lonely...
I think you're scared to know you're always on my mind.
I lost my place.
I no longer want to know, what is love.
If I told you, that I love someone else, would you experience the same pain?
All efforts in vain.
Why can't I not be sober? I just want to start this over.
I will only complicate you.
All their insults and their curses make me feel like I'm not a person.
They're so consumed in all their big dreams that people like me get in their way.
From now on, my philosophy is, things are just as bad as they seem.
It feels like fire inside my veins, burning right beneath wrist, begging for a razor's kiss.
You have really stolen my heart, but done nothing with it so far.
Tears are just a gentle escape. Crying doesn't help.
Just throw every fucking thing away.
It only hurts when I'm breathing, my heart only breaks when it's beating.
Isn't it obvious that I don't know what I'm doing anymore?